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Hello everyone, i used to be 360-380 lbs morbidly obese and overweight most of my life and in the past 5-6 years i toned down to 180 and built back up to my current weight of 260-265 all natty. I have a goal to reach my old fat weight of around 350 all muscle, but i seem to have hit a wall which is why i am here. I went to two sources described on here being some of the most reputable and with one i have been waiting 30+ days hoping it still comes in for my dbol/test-e, but i went ahead and went to a more domestic source for just a test blend in hopes to get it fast so i can push further. Overall besides the source issues i am here mostly for advice and some guidance as i am a newb to this and have been on this journey alone for the most part. My original cycle i wished to do was 40mg oral Dianabol a day + 500mg a week of Test-E (Test = 12 weeks and Dbol = 4on 4off 4 on then break). Now due to source latency or overall not receivable i went ahead and purchased a Test blend that features 100mg Cypionate 100mg Decanoate 100mg Phenylpropionate 75mg Propionate 25mg Suspension ... and i would be doing this alone if my other order doesnt come in around same time. I was told to start slow as i wanted originally to do Test-P and Anadrol stack together, but was told due to my first cycle and that i am slightly bi-polar it would not be good to jump into that stack so quickly, but to go more mildly which is why i was aiming towards a light test/dbol or Test blend cycle. Any tips, guidance, advice??? also my diet is very important i am trying to cut more as cutting is super hard for me, gaining muscle mass naturally is a complete joke for me as it is so easy, but gaining fat comes just as fast even when cutting carbs and fats down to almost non-existence in my intake.

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Current:
265lbs
16%-20% body fat at any given time
height 6'1''
schedule 6 days a week 1.5-2hours per day
intake = 2000 - 3000 lean calories (more towards 2000)
Carbs = 20-50g a day
fat = 20-30g a day

Goal: (This is where you help guide me with my cycle hopefully)

I want to be at 300lbs by February
I want to cut fat while bulking which i know sounds dumb

What should i do or aim for?

One big source order = 30ML of Test-E 250mg/ml + 200 10mg Dianabol oral tablets (Waiting on order currently @ 30+ days :( 12 weeks of 500mg per week of test-e + 40mg a day of Dianabol for 4 weeks then 4 week break then 4 weeks on again to finish with my test cycle. )

Recently placed order with another source for : Test Blend which includes the following @ 400mg of the following per 1ml @ 40ml total:::

100mg Cypionate
100mg Decanoate
100mg Phenylpropionate
75mg Propionate
25mg Suspension

I still have hope i will get my first order in and ironically i will probably get both at same time if first does still come in as planned. Should i aim for the dbol+test e first or go with the test blend, or maybe wait for both and stack test blend + dbol @ 40mg a day?

Not sure what to do and some friends who did it in the past told me to talk to people here since very new to gear.

UPDATE: For those that were asking for pics and weight levels this is my progression since i been doing this natural ...aka weight loss and training.

http://postimg.org/image/oh7i9g0q9/ <<<once page loads click the image to enlarge it to normal size

Its in chronological order... started at high 300's and 2nd picture is when i was around 175-180s and it progresses.