Hello everyone, i used to be 360-380 lbs morbidly obese and overweight most of my life and in the past 5-6 years i toned down to 180 and built back up to my current weight of 260-265 all natty. I have a goal to reach my old fat weight of around 350 all muscle, but i seem to have hit a wall which is why i am here. I went to two sources described on here being some of the most reputable and with one i have been waiting 30+ days hoping it still comes in for my dbol/test-e, but i went ahead and went to a more domestic source for just a test blend in hopes to get it fast so i can push further. Overall besides the source issues i am here mostly for advice and some guidance as i am a newb to this and have been on this journey alone for the most part. My original cycle i wished to do was 40mg oral Dianabol a day + 500mg a week of Test-E (Test = 12 weeks and Dbol = 4on 4off 4 on then break). Now due to source latency or overall not receivable i went ahead and purchased a Test blend that features 100mg Cypionate 100mg Decanoate 100mg Phenylpropionate 75mg Propionate 25mg Suspension ... and i would be doing this alone if my other order doesnt come in around same time. I was told to start slow as i wanted originally to do Test-P and Anadrol stack together, but was told due to my first cycle and that i am slightly bi-polar it would not be good to jump into that stack so quickly, but to go more mildly which is why i was aiming towards a light test/dbol or Test blend cycle. Any tips, guidance, advice??? also my diet is very important i am trying to cut more as cutting is super hard for me, gaining muscle mass naturally is a complete joke for me as it is so easy, but gaining fat comes just as fast even when cutting carbs and fats down to almost non-existence in my intake.