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I have been away from the forum for over a year now due to being off everything. During my 4th cycle my wife and I conceived, and 8 weeks later she lost the baby. I continued on my cycle leading up to my first show. After the show I took 3 months off and we conceived again. Again, we lost the baby. This was tough to deal with. I finished up my 5th cycle and chose to focus on having a child with my wife. We had one more miscarriage making that a total of 3 within 2 years.

We went to a fertility specialist and I told him all the hormones I used. He prescribed me 50 mgs of clomid a day. It was a struggle to be off test. I was dragging, libido issues, and over all loss of energy to be productive. After 6 months on the clomid we found out we were pregnant. We are now 12 weeks pregnant and everything is growing and developing like it should.

I wanted to share this story with any of the guys out there on gear or think of hopping on gear. Not to stop you, but make you think about what you want. It’s possible to conceive on gear and after gear. I had almost lost hope and blamed myself for all the issues trying to conceive. Either way I’m glad it all worked out, and now I have a script of test cyp, viagra, and letro. I will be starting TRT this week, and starting a tren/primo cycle next week. Super stoked to be back in the saddle.

Malibu

alekaras's picture

Well you got some decent docs in there buddy,here in Greece a cousin of mine and best friend (juisehead as well Smile desired he wanted a child come off after couple of years of b/c and started visiting a doc .after he made him do the sperm count test the results was not zero but too low 200-300 per ml ,the fucking doc told him that he couldn't be a father of his own,he totally killed my bud ,so after researching of his own started clomid by himself at 50mg Ed for a month or so ..retest the sperm count and boom 18mil per ml ..gave the results back to the dic doc and he was out of words !! Now he's humping and waiting Smile

Malibumatt's picture

That’s some sh*t right there! Good luck to your friend and keep on trying. My wife and I just painted the baby room last night and we are buying a crib today. I remember the feeling that I would never be a father, and now I’m overwhelmed and wondering if I am ready lol

It is nice to be back on 300 mgs of test and 2 ius of growth. Strength, size, and shape are coming back nicely.

alekaras's picture

IAM sure you are gone be the best father,like my bud,I seen him gone through hell those past months ....you be been there , no one can take that shit without being a future best dad:) fuck beast mode it's father's mode hahaha he's words Smile

Mr.GT's picture

Congratulations bro I know how tough that is.

My wife and I have lost more than I care to count. I have been off gear for over a year now and we still haven’t had a successful pregnancy yet, but your story really gives some hope.

Thanks for sharing.

Malibumatt's picture

Good luck, and don’t give up hope!

Mr.GT's picture

Hope everything is still going well for you and the wife.

After a year off and a couple losses (just this year, many more before) my wife let me jump back on. I really couldn’t take any more of feeling like shit every day and feeling like I was wasting away.

I am running 250iu daily of hcg hoping to keep swimmers going. I’ll plan a sperm test some time in the next month or so to see how it is working. May look into hmg or fsh as well, depending on results.

My wife is also taking letrozole and HcG trigger shots each month running up to ovulation. Staying hopeful.

Malibumatt's picture

I hate seeing people tear each other down on here. We are all here learning, growing, and trying to share our experiences.

Happy y’all were able to conceive. Congrats!

Pumped_'s picture

Congratulations! I have a 18mo old beautiful daughter. Conceived 1 year after my wife had one of her tubes removed and i was currently on almost a gram of AAS. She thought no way she would get pregnant with the odds but lo and behold GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!

Roider007's picture

Congrats bro hope it all works out this time iv been in this situation also so i can relate the frustration of miscarriages i tried a few diff protocols off cycle inc hmg, clomid , nolva and boom had our first healthy kid and then 6 months after i was on full heavy cycle boom i guess i was blessed with another so when its meant to be its meant to be.

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johnmarshall12's picture

Congrats! You should discuss the previous miscarries with your OBGYN; they may have been caused by issues unrelated to GEAR!

Malibumatt's picture

In the past 2 years my wife and I have been having some serious issues conceiving. I tried both Boston Loyd’s and Dave Palumbo’s fertility protocols while cruise and was in successful. I made the choice to stop TRT after being on it for 5 years. I used clomid and HCG to help my natural levels come back so I thought.

Went for bloodwork and my test was under 150. The fertility doc had me do a semen analysis.... came back 0. That was crushing since we don’t have kids and want them. He started me on clomid ED @ 50mg. After 6 weeks my test level was 800+ and my semen count was 2 times the normal male count. The even looked at the chromosomes and deformities and everything was normal.

I think coming off test completely isn’t as bad as everyone thinks. I really didn’t lose muscle or strength until almost 9 months after stopping test. Mostly I saw a rapid decline in stamina, recovery, and pump during a workout wasn’t nearly as full.

On 50mg of clomid and the wife using letro to help grow the follicles we were able to conceive. She had to use letro due to having PCOS. So the issue was me being at 0 semen and her not growing follicles correctly/large enough.

Heard the heartbeat about 6 weeks ago, and it was well worth the muscle and strength loss.

Slowly's picture

This is proof that sometimes a specialist doctor can solve a particular situation that you will remember forever in your life.
I have never left an open cycle without Clomid.
Best wishes and lots of happiness in the family.
Children are our future.

Greg's picture

Congratulations on the baby! Wishing your wife a happy and healthy pregnancy!

May you never run out of pickles and ice cream.

GrowMore's picture

Congratulations brother and I’m sorry to hear about your losses that and your wife went through. Must of been a huge mix of emotions and a really trying time.

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left4dead's picture

I feel sad for what your family has been through. Must be so tough. Had a friend with a similar experience as yours,except that his baby died 2 days before giving birth,and was born dead . Still after a year he cant get over it. Cant even imagine how you felt. I felt happy reading that you are 12 weeks pregnant and going strong,must be an amazing feeling that I wish I will feel soon myself !

GreatSpear's picture

Congratulations on the baby! Wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy!