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WOW so good to see a 40+ board on here...never thought I would sat that..:( LOL
Well I was in the USMC few years back (like 21 yrs back..lol) I started back on the old Elitefitness board then things went south on there so went to Anabolic review. Made a ton of good guys and sources. Then again the board had issues and I decided to get out of the game. Went back to the board and one of my best friends had just passed away on there and didn't see any old vets from my days..:/
Its hard to start over. Things have changed so much. We could never openly post back then like now...and I cant believe all the scams and fake junk out there. Locally I have seen gear that I just couldn't believe was being sold..:(
And HGH...I almost got scammed hard from a mex company. So I hope this board changes my views and I meet some solid friends.
Anyway I am back. Had a bad car wreck in 2009 screwed my up allot and then hit some depression after losing the mother of my kids. Now raising 2 kids that have watched me physically go to hell and I have had it. Time to fight and get back to what I was.
Thank you all for allowing me on here and hope to chat with you...
Peace...True
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Good luck guy.....You have found the right place to get to the goals you have in mind. Lot of great sources and even greater members here who love to help.
Good luck, brother. Cheers for getting after it.
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Hey man. You have been through a lot. Depression really sucks man. I struggle with that myself. I haven't lost the mother of my kids physically but I am fighting for her spiritually on a daily basis as she battles drug addiction. She is doing battle with these demons and it isn't easy because they don't like to give up their ground man. I'm not sure as to the extent of your depression, but I take a good SSRI, and I found my testosterone is low as hell by a prick doc who is stingy with his supply and charges out the ass for it. Got a good source now and I am on the mend. I'm feeling strong for the first time in years. I'm able to whip out 10 to 12 pull ups. My recovery time at the gym is around 24 hrs instead of a week like it used to be before TRT. You found the right place too be. Get some good rest man, lean on your maker for everything, and you'll be fine.
Hey brother...you have no idea how crazy what you just said is. I know EXACTLY where you are at!!!! Trust me I know about demons and and its a huge part of how we lost her.....spiritually I actually am a hard believer. Very dedicated to my church and I do volunteer work. I have been on a few meds since 2010 and now on Welbutrin at 350mg, which I think is the max, and I do think hitting 40 hasn't helped with test production. Not to mention when you lose your diet and exercise even a younger man can have test reduced. Diet does play a role in the balance.
My issue with Depression is just something that will take time. I lost the love of my life and not sure I will ever move on emotionally but I am going to give everything I have to at least spend the rest of my time here setting an example for these kids. They have been through hell and back and are amazing kids. There mom was actually show while they were in the next room. So there is allot involved that probably doesn't need to be mentioned nor anyone have interest in.
As for the doctor...WOW look man I swear one of the meds I was on awhile back had sides of increased estrogen, or progesterone cant remember but I know the pharmacist told me to ask the doctor for a script for some blocker of sorts and the bastard wouldn't do it. I was pissed but what can you do.
So now I'm taking things in my own hands..:))
I just need to nail down the right connection and the right meds. The rest is mental and spiritual and that's one thing I am strong with. Its odd when you are dealt some really screwed up things you become a totally different person and learn more about who you are than ever before.
Thank you for the comment...I have to say this is without a doubt an amazing board so far...I don't care quantity of friends I make I just want quality and I am making some dam good ones so far....thanks again....True
Each of us has our own journey that's for sure. I've been praying for a miracle for my wife for 13 years. I didn't like the answer he gave me. He told me to be the miracle. So here I am by her side. You have to be strong physically, mentally, and spiritually to fight these battles. Do what it takes even if it means taking matters of your health into your own hands. Do your research and gain knowledge from the community. I'm convinced most Doctors could give a shit less about you. There are a handful of good ones, but they are few and far between. L8R Bro
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Welcome Bro! Time to get back what's yours.
By the way WOW brother...read your profile....dam man....you are an excellent example...now you got me pumped..:) Thanks...True
You know it bro...seeing my kids watch me just go to shit has killed me. After my wreck I was getting back in the gym and making ok progress but after their mom died that was it...bro I use to weigh 230 and solid..now I was at 280 2 months ago and now down to 264. A long way to go..but I'm going no matter what...thanks man...True