Figured I'd drop in. See what the group is up to, see what my old friends are doing these days. I've been around haven't logged on as most of you know. Went through a little bit ,lost quite a bit, gained some things that money can't buy and it is really good I'm in a really good place. I'm expecting a new addition to my family, another few weeks I'm expecting a baby girl. The past year-and-a-half have been chaotic and that's putting it lightly. But hey that's life, and who doesn't like a little bit of chaos and curveballs. It's not how you get knocked down that's that important it's how you get back up and what you do and what you learned. I've learned never to take things for granted no matter how smooth and how easy you got whether it was given to you, earned, or just kind of fell into place.Been getting back into the gym a little bit you know just kind of messing around. Slowly getting back into things focusing on what matters in life. So tell me what all is new with everybody? The woman I'm currently sharing my life with, whom I've known for quite some time just didn't work the first time around as we were both at different points in our life, an today she had said hey how long has it been since you've been on that site that you used to always be on? And I was like well it's been sometime. She then proceeded to ask me well why did you stop getting on? My response, well I didn't have one. You know life was extremely busy, couldn't really dedicate the time that I needed to here or even wanted to , an that's changed ,I made my life much more simple and basic now. Focusing on the things and people that matter the most and anything else that falls into place is just a bonus. Think I need to get back what I once was, not just in the gym, or even maybe competing, but where I was happy the most. An to be honest this was one of those things. so im going to lurk around a little bit and make myself part of the furniture maybe do a little recomp document my diet training curve balls thrown if any hopefully there's none but hey that be too easy just to show people maybe teach some more, and show some of the Young Bucks that it's not about how much to take, it's not about how much you have, it's not about having the best stuff, comes down to that thing beating in your chest. I think maybe I could be fun do a little recomp, been mulling it over with the lady asking her opinion. And her response was do what makes you happy the man I first met. Now competing who knows, but I already got it in my mind that I'm going to get as big as I can quality of course, but then again those of you that know me know I've always kept my bf under control , but I think I'm really going to push it to the Limit as I'm really going to dedicate it 2 proving to others young and old, richer poorer, tested untested AKA on the sauce or natural, guys working out in their backyard or the best gym in their area, that no matter where you're at or what you have if you want something and you do it to the absolute best of your ability you can be a force to be reckoned with. So I don't know I think it'll be fun what's y'all's opinion? But anyways figured I'd drop some lines to see where everybody's at in life. Hope you're all doing good.