Late last night after I had returned home from Fucking up the weights as usual i had skipped the shower and decided to crawl into my bed next to my beautiful wife. i cupped her breasts and kissed her goodnight. "you stink like shit" she muttered under her breath.. i caught wind of resentment. I often have night terrors.. generally reocurring.. a big faceless naked man with no private parts is chasing after me..and my ability to run is hindered. I woke, flustered... only to find myself restrained.. I assumed it was one of my wifes kinky ideas... but i was not prepared for the level of kink i was about to be served. My ass, already propped and lubed..was being penetrated by a dull mass of thick girth.... i shouted in pain " AGHHH-" my screams were muffled by my own filthy sock , it tasted of dick cheese. by the time she was finished. iwas in tears. demasculated . i want to know how i can move on from this... we havent spoken for days.