Lost my gains from Partien (mod edit: aka partying?)
So I’m going to be 100% honest with you guys (which is hard for me to do)
This summer has taking a toll on me, no fuckin lie. Stocks did good and money got fat but unfortunately I learned money doesn’t buy happiness.......for me gains and staying healthy does. Money does make shit a lot easier but listen to me here I got a little crazy started partien drinks and etc (I’m sure you can think what else does with drinking). Well after a month my gains for this year literally went down the toilet or should I say my body burned them off. Shit I lost 28 pounds in a month. And I looked at myself in the mirror after pissing orange and looking at my blood shot eyes I was beyond disgusted, ashamed, flat out embarrassed.
Well this isn’t the first time I hit rock bottom and one of the few gifts the good lord has blessed me with is picking my ass up when I fall. So I sobered up got back in the gym and am ready for my next cycle. I know better not to be partien when on a cycle honestly being on a cycle and being in the gym keeps me from partien. I wanna bulk, shit I wanna get huge again. So I’m asking you guys not to judge me and please help me. What cycle would you guys recommended?
Thank you for listening
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I dont think its possible to lose 28 pounds in 1 month.
But hope you get your life in order.
Also there is no cure for this or any cycle
I appreciate it. Just have to stay focused and have a purpose
Get the base back to normal and do some good eating. After that, maybe throw in some Test. The ester is up to you and based on your research.
I no hau hard drugin an partien ken take a tol on u speshly when u shold be n skool lurnin. Im wit u man. al da waigh.
Post some before and after pics. Can be a lesson to those who want to think about leaving the gym and going to the 'partien'.
That’s a good idea. I’ll do that tonight
The German word "Partien" translates to "Lots" in English. Sorry, had to look it up. But seriously if you are in early recovery the best cycle for you would be to just not get into anything right now. It takes 6+ months for your brain chemistry to balance back from all that coke or heroin or meth. The only 3 drugs that would cause you to lose 28lbs that fast. Sounds like you just jumping right back in the routine that started this all. Find out what went wrong and try something different.
28 lbs in a month couldn't have been solid tissue, don't stress it too much. If you've conditioned the muscle you can get it back just like you did before.
AnonWtf is "partien"
I hated english class too but come on, termanator!?
Don't you have spell check at least?
You don't need to be cycling, you need to go get your GED.
I have two degrees brother. Sorry they didn’t use that lingo in 1940 when your were “partien” (just bustin your balls)
It's Part-i-en Tbone, its a new word to show how cool and sociable you are that you use on FB.
AnonLmao so I'm too old to understand!?
Jeez bro your gettin worse than me.
Lol
AnonLmao
Molinin302You haven't hit rock bottom yet, and there's no need to. More drugs is not what you need at this time. Counseling with a mental health professional would be a great start. Youre not alone in this, but first things first. I wish you the best buddy.
Thanks, I just need to focus, have a good diet and be around people who don’t use as well. I appreciate you
Maybe adress your issues first before hopping back on a cycle and repeating the same mistake again.
I appreciate the advice. I don’t feel as if I’m an addict cause I’ve never used by myself. Always a social drinker and the the other drugs come with when I’m drinking. I just need to check myself before going down that hole. There’s a reason rabbit rhymes with habbit
WUT?
Great advice ^^^
NOTHING - If its not the first time you have let yourself down and you still haven't learnt then you have issues that need addressing.
Obviously being on cycle and being in the gym doesn't keep you from 'partien' does it.
It’s been a pattern I’ve done every 4-5 years. I’ve done it twice before. I’ve been to rehab. Its just really easy spin outta control when you’re single with no children. I know it’s not an excuse but loneliness can be a trigger for me
don't worry. If you continue you will
Loose every thing
You will hurt those around you
You will hurt your self.
You may not care but for some one who is what you are turning into the consequences are either
Locked up
Sobered up
Or
Covered up.
Get you shit together .
Hahaha Sorry, but you look for excuses at every corner! I am Single, I have NO children - DO you see me out getting pissed/drugs and dropping 28 pounds in a month due to no self control??!
You either want SOBRIETY or you don't - I'm 6.5 years nearly clean from drink. The only reason I stopped is because I wanted to for ME, not for anyone else. Go to an AA meeting if you haven't already and decide what you really want out of your life before its too late - I'm not saying lifting weights and doing steroids is necessarily the answer for everyone, buts its a damn sight more productive than just going out on the piss every other night and ending up with a pointless drug habit.
I appreciate that advice.
You sound like a rehab commercial
good luck with your adventures
Do you do much Partien these days Mr. G?
Is that french?
No swabby
Molinin302Çe n'est pas Français, son mauvais Anglais.
Well if we can't do any better then that im going to bed good night ladies
Molinin302Bon nuit mon amour.
Talk to me baby
Would you like me to spread my Frogs legs? .....
I like some frog legs
Molinin302Ehh, tastes like chicken. Now I remember going to family reunions in upstate new york when I was growing up, there were these fresh from the cow cheese curds my French hick farmer relatives made that were amazing. Bro, I'd destroy an entire bowl of them right now.
Eat every thing that ain't a bone and chase it with a slice of onion and tomato with a splash of salt an black pepper.
Molinin302All week has been chicken, rice, yogurt (i scoop it with belvita bars), peanuts, cheese. Might have to cut loose this weekend a little with some food. A few weeks I spiked my BP to 150/90 though. Took 3 days to get it down. From Friday night to Saturday afternoon I ate 4 whoppers, a big fish sandwich, 4 cheeseburgers 3 orders of fries and 6 or 7 slices of a large pizza. Yeah, wont be doing that again. I'm a sick man lol
Oh the misery of pleasure. Every time I cheat meal eat like that ill have the blistering sgits for 3 days.
Molinin302Embrasse moi ton l'homme viril. You'll have to imagine sweet wine and cigarettes on my hot breath. (Spelling may be a little off)
No homo
So is Mol's French turning you on at all Bill? Or is he barking up the wrong tree .....
Maybe the thought of it is a bit romantic.
I'll let you put the punctuation where you want it.
And barking up the tree isn't enough. The pine i took down last week was 87 feet to the top where I tied the rope for to pull it over.
So I am guessing you are one of these guy's that scales the tree to the top with a rope and doesn't give a toss about heights?! No way hosay - I get vertigo just standing on a 3 foot wall LMAO
Mol won't be tree huggin anything with all those cheeseburgers in him either Lol
Molinin302Id shit myself. Especially as it was burger king
Isn't it funny how we will hijack some poor kids thread and go on about fuckall
I think he's currently partied out ..... Or given up with us Lol
Molinin302Bottle of whisky, 8ball of quality powder, a $300 hooker... looking back theres something or someone to thank that I'm still here. Even if those thanks are for strong genes lol. I just hope the hooker has nice feet. Thats important to me.
Probably start a new account like he has for the last few weeks and come back . Funny they forget and start repeating little bits and pieces from other places.
Molinin302he can get entertainment from this instead of partien
I bet we are a good example of what not to do maybe he will catch on and get his shit straight