Lost my gains from Partien (mod edit: aka partying?)
So I’m going to be 100% honest with you guys (which is hard for me to do)
This summer has taking a toll on me, no fuckin lie. Stocks did good and money got fat but unfortunately I learned money doesn’t buy happiness.......for me gains and staying healthy does. Money does make shit a lot easier but listen to me here I got a little crazy started partien drinks and etc (I’m sure you can think what else does with drinking). Well after a month my gains for this year literally went down the toilet or should I say my body burned them off. Shit I lost 28 pounds in a month. And I looked at myself in the mirror after pissing orange and looking at my blood shot eyes I was beyond disgusted, ashamed, flat out embarrassed.
Well this isn’t the first time I hit rock bottom and one of the few gifts the good lord has blessed me with is picking my ass up when I fall. So I sobered up got back in the gym and am ready for my next cycle. I know better not to be partien when on a cycle honestly being on a cycle and being in the gym keeps me from partien. I wanna bulk, shit I wanna get huge again. So I’m asking you guys not to judge me and please help me. What cycle would you guys recommended?
Thank you for listening
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Molinin302Yeah, but most of us at some point weren't doing the right thing, I know I wasn't lol. But you hit a certain age and get sick of feeling sick. I think the guy is there. Takes a little while to get the head right, but once I got there I felt so good I was mad at myself for not doing it sooner. He'll be ok.
Molinin302Jesus dude, you climbed a tree that high? Beast. My spinctor would tighten to unheard of levels. Bend an 18g pin.
I get a speed whobble in my elbo at 67 feet and then goes to my leg in another ten feet
Molinin302There is no no homo when its French. Only regret and woe, but its never spoken of.
It was a prehensil no homo.
Think its Taliban for the 'Warthog's are coming' Lmao .....
Some of the toughest bodybuilders have come from bouncing back
Huge again? Then you must have some knowledge.. To be fair you've given me a head ache. Good luck I guess