Hi there, I just signed up!

I'm just starting to get my feet wet with ped's. It kinda started with me being depressed and then checking my T levels. At the time, last year september, my free T was at the lower third of the range but my TT was right at the upper range limit. I'll add that I was cutting at the time and was on a mild dose of antidepressants due to sleeping difficulties. It's kinda funny, cuz antidepressants kinda made me look into ped's. I've never taken stuff as strong as antidepressants so this kinda opened the door for me to other drugs if you know what I mean

Anyway, I then quit the pills and started bulking and started taking a T booster and Mk677. I've been doing blood tests all the time and to my surprise the T booster took me way off the chart with free T into supraphysiological levels and Mk lifted my IGF from 170 to 240. LH went up by 0.3 and getting my SHBG levels in the upper high range I figure the supp wasn't spiced with PH's. I felt great, my motivation was up, my self confidence also was up. The downside was anger, like genuine anger that I don't really feel otherwise - not really an angry person. And I got acne on my face and even more on my upper body - I am acne prone and after high school never really got rid of them. I think the combo of T booster and Mk really helped me in the transition time from cut to bulk with not getting to much BF.

So anyway I'm a month off the T booster and my free T levels are right on the upper ref range. I know you guys probably really don't care about T boosters and what not, but the fact that my free t now appears to be stuck at the top is mind boggling. I have no idea what my free T was like before as my family doctor ever only tested my TT (which was always in the upper range btw). And by all accounts I am an "ectomorph" if you believe in such classifications. Was skinny af all my life till I started lifting 6 years ago. My biggest problem is 1. sleeping, stress and 2. my appetite sucks - not even Mk helped with that.

Now my bulk is coming to an end. Got a few weeks left. I've ordered some Ostarine for cutting and will have T cyp at the side if suppression kicks in to much. Although with my HPTA working so well now I am kinda reluctant to get suppressed... But I'm not cutting again without help as I always seem to loose mm. I work a lot and sleep poorly so it's always a struggle. I'm also hoping for the positive mental sides of Osta which I've read ppl usually experience. I'll have aromasin at hand for e2 and nolva for pct. Was thinking of adding a small dose of proviron to the mix (25 to 50mg) as 1. I have high SHBG and seeing how a T booster helped with that proviron might be great for me and 2. I have bad libido and have a girl that ... well you know And also all the studies that I've seen on it, such small doses don't suppress. Also it's good for cutting. Only afraid of acne as it's dht...

Anyway that's me in a nutshell. For anybody that has read all of the text: thanks! Besides working all the time I also train free diving and meditate a lot. i'm a nerd for studying on training, food, supps, etc. The point with all of this ped's stuff for me is in improving my life, my well being mental and physical. Hope the journey will be an educating one!

Thanks!