Returning back to the forums. Wish I knew the name of the place I was at before but from what I can assess it must have been taken down cuz from the keywords I remember and try to look up, it seems non existent. Glad to be here at eroids though cuz after browsing, it looks legit. Dropped off after an l5-s1 injury from lifting something at work. Lost gains. Got skinny-fat (was told I wasn't skinny-fat but I felt I was) and depressed and started drinking a whole lot. Been years and got tired of feeling like a little bitch. Covid was a slight blessing cuz during that time off I learned I could lift weight without pain and I'm feeling pretty damn good. Cant wait to see what I'm gonna look like after getting back into this. Definitely gonna be careful about my lifts though and will probably avoid certain lifts until I'm stronger.