Where do I start?...I'm not new to the aas world however, the local source I had (who was a pro with a BB org that is well known) developed a drug problem, we're all human and it happens. I hold no ill will towards him I just don't trust him as a source anymore as he burnt me AND we had been friends since childhood. I've cruised on TRT and cycled on and off for about 10 solid years straight.

Rewind to a year and a half ago, I got divorced and lost the job that my entire life revolved around.No job=no health insurance=no TRT. I ran through a bout of depression, and tried my hardest to get back on my feet. I dealt with financial hardships for the first time in my life and completely stopped lifting altogether. Something that I had done religiously since high school.

Decided that I needed to stop feeling sorry for myself and do the one thing that always makes me feel better (other than riding motorcycles) LIFT!!!!!! I came here not for support, but for education, networking, and the obvious.

This site is a wealth of information and I hope to utilize it to its fullest! Here's to a full recomp and getting it all back!