when you are young and just became an adult most of us think we know it all, and/or rush in to things. This is my post on my story, I’ve been a quiet member of this community, I have posted a few pics and now I want to say a few things. I am not trying to glorify any of my actions I’m trying to save the next individual.
I am 34 now. started juicing when I was 19. My first cycle was test 500 mg a week deca at 400mg and then Dbol. I had gotten pct drugs but said fuck em and tossed them aside .... my second cycle was more and longer. I had a meat head buddy that relied on compounds and the eat everything method with nothing to back it up.... by my third cycle I pretty much listen to him and did what he did I was pinning over 1000mgs I’d test a week , deca , EQ hitting myself with TNe on leg and chest day we were eating 200mgs of dbol a day chew it all and swallow ... then we switching every few weeks to anadrol... I was 5’11 237 pounds. Now I never had any side effects believe it or not. I didn’t hold much water... I didn’t get sore tits or nothing which is why we didn’t PCT. my balls shrunk A LoT that was it... my third cycle was 3 and a half years long... juicing my ass OFF I had great numbers my bench was 535 I was squatting 950 like it was nothing.... then one day we went for 1050. And I went straight to the ground, my knee made a pop..... I stood up he slapped me in the face and thru all the pain I did it. Then is where all the bad happens.... I couldn’t walk right I limped my knee tore a bunch of stuff in it.... I refused surgery and took pain killers... and since I didn’t lift I literally cut ALL steroids immediately NO PCT I didn’t know nothing about the depression I’d experience or nothing... so alongside the depression I had pain killers. I grew up in a bad part of a major city (hope that is vague enough) so drugs were rampant fast forward more and I’m on heroin lol luckily I fixed my life. But the doc tried to put me on TRT I was afraid of it but I was like producing nothing... luckily I had 2 beautiful kids and I’m married now and I found this site. I have the knowledge provided to not harm my body. I hope everyone young here listens. My case and doses may be extreme but don’t think ur special and that can’t get u, the depression from doing this wrong is really worse than anything I ever experienced. I don’t know everything but together we can all know a lot. I’m not an expert on steroids but what I learned in life is to learn from other people’s mistakes makes you a wiser person than making your own and learning. To say I would of listened then I can’t speculate on. BUT now I am able to cycle and not damage my body and maintain a healthy happy quality of life. It took about 4 years for my balls to even grow again. I had no idea while my body sat next to me and still juices to this day but I turned him on to this site and now even he does it in a more smart manner ... please young guys listen to the people on here and don’t fuck with your body and research everything I haven’t had a problem finding an answer to any of my questions without searching which is why I am so quiet on here , I don’t see a need to ask with all the great already asked questions. Thanks eroids I hope you always remain informative for everyone sorry for a long post I just had to show my gratitude