NIGHTMARES...NIGHT SWEATS...NIGHT COURT---and the wonderfully wicked world of Tren
Well, thanks to the inspiration of a certain MOD here on eroids, I chose several weeks back to board the Tren Train, with all it's beautiful sights, sounds, and insanity. And while I'm fairly certain that Hlwdboy is only joking when he says he wants to see me dead, I'm starting to wonder.
This is NOT a steroid you want to play with if you're new to the game. This is Witches Brew...the Devils Dope. And if you think you can run this stuff at a high dose at your first rodeo, you need to seriously reconsider the hobby you love so much--or get some REAL Tren.
Going to sleep at night has been an adventure---WHEN I sleep, that is. And of course when slumber does eventually come, (usually around 5 A.M.) eroids goes from a website I visit during the day to a horror fantasy straight out of "Elm Street", where all the dickheads I see on here actually come to life...avatars moving...characters speaking...and forums morphing into physical rooms where unspeakable atrocities are committed.
In the late morning, I'm guaranteed to be 10 pounds lighter from the GALLON of sweat lost, and sex has become something I remember from a long time ago, with the exception of the celebratory blowjob I got over my wife becoming a MOD.
My Rage is in full force and it's only a matter of time before I GO THE FUCK OFF..and no, I don't care if a wheelchair or cane is involved.
On the upside, I'm seeing gains----SERIOUS gains...and side-effects like acne that have never been a problem until now.
But the worst part of this, is the part that's hardest to explain:: It's the mental part. The Tren Train takes you to a dark place..anger, paranoia, fear, and a subtle sense of anxiety. Nothing over the top, but it's there. Combined with the aches and pains of Winny, and a healthy load of Test, this trip is just getting started after 3 weeks, and I'm starting to see a beast in the mirror. I'm 6 weeks into HGH as well, and my clothes are rapidly becoming polishing rags for grrrl's Cobra.
My Christmas present to myself will be my last Tren injection on December 25th. Until then, I'm gonna hang on and hope I can ride this bull...he's pissed and pumped.
UPDATE:1-7-12 ---as many of you may know, I never made it to the end of my Tren cycle due to illness, and I'm just as happy that I didn't. I'm not mad at Tren---he didn't do anything he wasn't supposed to do. But if I ever do Tren again, it will be low-dose and short-ester. There's just too many mental games this drug will play with you, and if you have ANY kind of temper, I suggest you keep a stash of bail money on hand.
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My pumps are unreal....my wind--not so much.
I also have a persistient cough from the Rip, but I anticipate that will go away once that compound is phased out and the Tren E becomes the sole source of Tren.
I just jumped on that Tren train and so far, I'm enjoying every moment of it including the sides. I just finished the week 1 of my cycle, and I have to admit - Tren is nothing like any other AAS I've tried. The gains and the quality of workouts, the drive to eat clean, the aggression throughout the day - it's all there.
The sides I'm having are nightsweats, acne, higher BP, and incredible aggression! I have always been a very positive, happy, mild, easy going person - so I really love the aggression part. It not only makes me more driven, but also empowers me. The newly gained aggression makes me seem energetic, but never violent or impulsive. My friends have noticed that it's inspiring to see me so energetic and happy these days. I understand Tren is nothing to fool around with, but it's been working wonders so far. The acne issue isn't too bad, it's slight acne situation - and nightsweats/dreams usually come with other AAS I took before so it's nothing I can't handle.
I will be taking a close look at myself to make sure I finish this cycle strong and yet healthy. Can't wait to see how much progress I can make through this cycle, and hope to hear from you guys who enjoy tren like i do.
p.s. Is it weird that I get instantly hard reading about roidin' on this forum? I am really developing the AAS fetish here. I jack off thinking of gains I'll be making and pinning rather than thinking about sex.... Hmm....
Week one is a warm-up...... The Train is not even close to being up to speed yet.
You're going 20 mph.. just leaving the station...in three weeks from now, you'll be without brakes, speeding down a snow-covered mountain.
Fasten your seatbelt.
LOL....if it wasn't for this board I would of thought I was going crazy BUT I can just say it was the Tren Ace
Ya week one and actually week two were nothing compared to what followed....I became a complete fucking asshole at times but was up and out of bed at the ass crack of dawn and got a rediculous ammount of work done durring that run
My biggest challenge right now, is to quit making 2-3 trips per day to the gym for insane workouts....I'm flirting with overtraining and injury due to my enthusiasm.
sounds like a fun ride! can't wait to see my cycle at its peak!
DAMN IT! Making me drool... I may push my winter bulk into JAN to add a lil tren (I promised my grrrl only ONE tren cycle per yr) we never agreed on how long ::wrings his hands::
Brother if it's affecting you that much think about stopping. God forbid you rip some guys head off for cutting you off in your car and you spend the next 10 years in prison or you become so paranoid that you do something that will end you up in prison. From reading your posts I know you know your shit but with sides like that I would HIGHLY recommend stopping the tren. I only do the "safer ones" yes it costs a lot more but without all those sides it's worth it. You don't know me from Adam but the kind of person I am I never want to see another person in danger or hurt. (unless they fuck with me or my family then I will rip their head off LOL) When I start getting that rage I keep getting darker and darker until someone I care about calls me out and literally the next day I snap out of it.If you are acting like a dick and someone you care about calls you out you probably have been acting like a dick. Hope all goes well.
LOL..it's not all that bad... But I do notice a difference in the sides versus other compounds. I'm actually having a blast with this run...can't keep myself out of the gym, so overtraining is a possiblility.
Im pretty new to AAS and Tren kicked my ass. I was able to keep on it but the nightmares (or VERY strange dreams), nightsweats, and that feeling that something is "off" is pretty intense. It's certainly a good gauge as to what one can handle with roids in general and having gone through a Tren Ace cycle I realize that any AAS is something to really take seriously. Tren is a great choice for those who really have limmited sides such as aggression and anger as well as depression and sleep issues and achne problems, all of which I never had issues with except the sleep thing but that was an issue before AAS. All in all I will certainly use Tren again, in fact I plan on using it for my next cycle after I do a sustanon only cycle again this winter.
Glad the gains you are getting are so good. Just an FYI make sure you find a good dosing scheme and stick to it. I used the Tren Ace so that I could feel the effect faster and try and guage what dose works for me, and just when I thought I had it I ended up switching to a lower ammount. Anyway good luck and you will be amazed before your halfway through!
Brings back good memory's reading this forum Gothic, when I tried Trend Acetate.. I was strong like an ox benching 405 for a solid 5 reps when I was doing 365 for a solid 3 reps clean before touching it... I was up 25 pounds and lean.. Trend was a miracle drug for me, but the downside was..
1) my movie style dreams where it felt like I was sleeping forever and in my dreams there was characters and even a plot, I literally could write my whole dream out word for word when I woke up lol.
2) The horrid trend coff
3) and I hated everyone.. and working as a bouncer at a nightclub, I could smell a lawsuit waiting to happen.. and last but not least
4) Gyno.. I had to really watch my doses on it..
All in all I love trend and it was great but unlike decca that I usually run with my cycles there was no solid gains, on decca I'd keep my mass for a while and trend I'd lose it all within a week.. so trend is a past time for me.
AnonI have reached this conclusion: I need to run higher doses.
AnonVery nice read bro as always, according to my plans (if i follow them) i am comming off on the 26th of December. We are going to have the xmas shot together lol. Watch out with the prop cause that will only increase your aggresion and sweating during the day. Cant wait for when you peak and the tren posts. Still remember the "WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!!!!!" post on the source forum, man i was laughing
To think i was actually considering on trying out tren.....You ran me off last time with the description. Im totally out the door now.
Don't get me wrong--it's a great compound.
But it's like I've never used gear before.
I've ran as much as 1200mg. of Test per week, and never got the effects and gains I'm getting now.
I read somewhere that tren is 5 times more anabolic that Test---now I believe that.
I hear ya....but im likely to end up in the emergency room. Minute i get nervous im in the door saying i have chest pains lol they have to see me right away.
Northern Gearsteroid.com says 100X more effective then test ;) probably a slight exaggeration. but tren and test are night and day
I think Steroid.com implied tren is 5x more anabolic/androgenic as testosterone, with a anabolic/androgenic rating of 500/500. (Test being 100/100).
well Goth you know i always see a bright side. this is a good thing. now you can justify yourself when you squish all the little gnats at the gym who do the irritating shit and plead insanity. you'll be home in months. the nightmares, just remember the gorilla wouldnt hurt a flea and woody, well woody is just plain cool. when he pecks you on the back of the head all night keeping you from sleeping just know its better than sitting in the man cave watching pope and greg do goats. as far as the sex life. scoot over and let woody take over until christmas im here for you bro. dont fear the reaper on the shadow he's just as scared of you as you are of him. but otherwise release the rage its healthy to not hold it in. i encourage violence go to the local dive and order a virgin daquery without saying "no homo" and someone will surely comment and give yu an excuse to realese the pent up rage you are trying so hard to hold in. happy thoughts...happy thoughts my friend
Thanks joe.... I was able to actually perform quite well last night with grrl, but I now require a "jump start".
i tell you what, this stuff is crazy. my girl loves it. i educated her on it wheni told her what i was doing. she was surprisingly ok with it. well grrrrls booty should be plenty jump start for any man. happy riding, i mean roidin.
Northern Gearwhat ester are you using brother? and what lab? if you dont mind my asking.
This is the Tren portion of the cycle only::
WED/SAT---Lixus Labs Tren E (starting week 4)...150 mg (300/wk total)
EOD--- Lixus Rip Blend (That's a total of 300mg/wk of Tren A)
So that's a total of 600 mg./wk of Tren...300 coming from the Enanthate ester, and 300 coming from the Acatate ester. The Enanthate ester is just now begining to bring blood plasma levels up to par, so the E could theoretically be increased a little and the Rip Blend gradually phased out.
Northern Gearmonster cycle! i just today upped my rip blend to 2ml EOD and EQ 1cc 3Xwk @ 900mg/wk with 60mg/'dbol light' ed, running adex in morning nolv 3Xa day with tbol @ 20mg/day and prami before bed...being prone sucks bad! i have a head condition that makes me act irrationally when in confrontation, so i have to take risperidone, which gave me pre-cycle gyno symptoms...sucks...
dansta123add some letro to the mix..that shit will put you in a deep sleep coma..nice story sounds like memoirs of vietnam.vet
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~BFG
Tren has no sideffects but is actually a person that lives inside your head that keeps you awake alnight telling you your wife is cheating on you, makes you sweat outside of church and kicks your head in because he has already killed the one downstairs lol.
Tren....
Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turn my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence
I'm never going to hear that song the same way again.....Damn, I hate you !
That wasn't me that was Mr. Tren. lol
I'm sure all those beheading videos you been watching ain't helping with the nightmares either goth. You might wana stay away from that site for a minute. Or at least until your done with the tren.
I just went from 6 to midnight reading this post. Just think how bad all of that would have been if you added, at least for me, HOT fucking +100 degree summer days, a competition diet and a pregnant wife bitching at you every 10 minutes about being fat! You're thinking to yourself, "It's hard enough keeping my head screwed on straight now I gotta keep this woman sane!" Fuck me! That was my reality. It sucked but the crazy psychotic thing is....I fucking miss it! All aboard the Tren Train.
tread-mYou're not fooling anyone brother, I saw this same fuckin speech on your bio on eharmony back before grrrrrl and before Tren. Now the tren might make you see a Gorilla in the shadows of your slumber but all that other shit is just you, quit pretending its the gear!
LOL...You HAVE been in the dreams Bro.... all the regulars here. But in my slumber world, you go from a Gorilla to a spyder monkey---strange as hell.
And Hlwdboy keeps riding around on a Shadow with open pipes---now THAT'S a nightmare.
am I naked? I am, aren't I? And i bet u don't even tell Grrrl what that morning wood is reallllly about...
LOL... Yeah, but the Shadow is the killer.
Nothing worse than these guys on jap scrap who put pipes on them and then think they're fucking cool. They sound like total shit.
Ok I gotta chime in on this one lol. Can't help it. First a little background: I grew up in a family where anything jap was forbidden (motorcycles mainly) Harley was the only bike and to my family and still is. Also I am friends with alot of MC's that I won't mention and Ive been to Sturgis almost every year since I was 10. I am 16 now so Ive been around the block a time or two lol. Kidding... Now when I was busting my ass in the construction biz before I went through school to become a real grown up I was broke and I really wanted to ride. Could I afford a harley? Hell no! To me Harleys or riding was about freedom and a middle finger to society well if youve been to a big rally in the last 5-10 yrs you can see the culture has flipped on its head and become an industry ran by yuppies feeding the machine. So because I couldnt afford a harley I bought a 400$ piece of shit KZ 750 LTD. Thing was DORKY. You know what I did to that bike? I took everything and I mean everything off of it. I wont get into the details but it cost me only about another 500 to get it where I wanted it. I had no prior experience chopping bikes either just construction. Only wrenched on motors plus it was a jap bike so it was a whole other world. Long story short I chopped and lowered that bitch and slapped an old softail tank on it along with a bigger back tire, some hand grenade foot pegs I made myself and an artilary box for a battery box I also built myself. Now what I had was an original middle finger I could ride around on. I will have to show you a pic man. I took that thing to Sturgis a few yrs and it got more attention than my buddies chopper that cost him 30 large. This was a true rat bike. If you like I can send you some pics but if not I understand....afterall its a jap bike and not a harley but I will say that thing halls ass! Even out ran the PO leece! Sorry for the rant lol!
I know guys who ride old jap bikes like that who are TWICE the biker as these yuppies on HDs....I just got rid of my 76 KZ 900--the ONLY jap bike that a lot of harcore HD guys like. The old KZs are a work of art, and I'll be getting another.
It's these guys who go out and buy new Shadow or Vulcan and then put open pipes on them---OMFG I just wanna blast'em in the mouth...lol
But yeah, I agree with you--I've seen a lot of guys chop the old KZs or CB Hondas and sometimes make rat bikes out of them also.
I have respect for anyone who MAKES THEIR OWN SHIT.
I have NO respect for pussy-ass yuppies who would be FUCKED if their bike broke down.
If you'd like to post a pic in the pic section, I can pull it afterward.
Thanks
Hah! Me and few friends joke about that same thing. You got all these guys growing out their beards or foo man choos once a year to look tuff but once their bike breaks down their fucked. The last few years I havent even bothered with the rallys. Its like halloween everyone just wants to play dress up in their crisp leathers they paid big bucks for. Oh I can get goin on this subject lol! Ill throw a couple pics up real quick.
Ohhhhh yeeaaaah! do you NOT remember my tren posts, snapping at the gym, sending a gay guy SCREAMING like a girl down the street and of course my Girl actually leaving me - ON TOP OF constantly sweating and weeks of insomnia... The BEST part is you won't even know how fucked up the tren ride is until its over... BUT I did come out the other side looking like a brick shithouse! yeaaah! good times!
Yeah, I figured anything that bad had to be good.
When I buy an energy drink at the gas station, I always get the one with the biggest warning label.
Very interesting Goth,.............now try and imagine it with No Test booster and a sub 200 number for your serum testestosterone levels in your blood stream.
Terrifying.... it's bad enough now..lol
Want to read the notes I wrote???
Just the notes scare me now.
You kept notes??
Reminds me of the diary from Bram Stoker's Dracula.
Well one, I couldn't sleep, I got the feeling it was that close, and I was trying to figure out what was in the vial of Test E I was 3 weeks into with heavy front loading, let just say they got the "E" part right. When I got in a coughing fit just as I finished a shot, it only took another day or so to figure out.
Yeah, I kept notes, probably some of the scariest shit I've ever wrote.
Just remember to stay out of the pool.
LOL...
and lock away any firearms
Good luck with it.
I'm dreading/looking forward to the Tren phase of my current cycle that starts right on December 12th, just in time to be a complete lunatic for Christmas.
Good luck to you as well...I'll pray for you.