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-2 Warning using trem for 1 year and I have a stroke at 34

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I had the ambition to go to IFBB and had been working out since 2008. I used tren. Tren had great results.. Let's jist say I got addicted to tren so I used it for a year and I wanted to go to 10% Bodyfat (I had 16%)
Tren, sleeping late at 3 AM and stres driving to work on the toll road lead me to have a stroke. It's not the typical stroke where one side is weak (left or right) like your grandpa or grandma but a spine cord stroke or you can say the mother of strokes where both sides are weak. Why i had 2 MRI to dstect it. I used to lift 100kg incline presses but not even female barnels are heavy. I use to be fleible now bending my knees hurts and is a nightmare. I feel like an old coot. Even throwing the ball I feel pathetic. I haven't weigh yet. Out of all the people I think why me? I'm not that big. There's millions bigger than me. Anyways It started
Late 2023 by feeling weird at 7 PM and puking and feeling imbalance and my left side was weak. I don't know it was the stroke and lost the so called golden period. So mow I lost ally muscles and gains I had since 2008 and what sucks is that im bed bound and cant go to the gym and this is permanent so no "this is a bad idea, let's tirn back," and im 34(36 this year) but hey, I outlived my cousin who had cancer. And i can eat whatever i want without being fat as my hands and feet are skinny

Anyways here are the before

And after the stroke

I thought I read alot about steroids but it's not enough. BTW I live in Jakarta, Indonesia

press1's picture

I think for a number of reasons this post should be taken down, its also quite upsetting.

Does anyone else feel the same way?

Rianium's picture

Fine lock this thead and ban me I'm just telling people to be caution. Buat who cares.. I wish i wadnt the only one with a stroke instead of just boringly die... Im outta here

Min Diesel's picture

Yeah, get this shit outta here. Whether it’s true or not is irrelevant at this point if this is turning into some panhandling shit.

Min Diesel's picture

What the fuck is “trem”

Rianium's picture

Sorry its a typo mean tren

Pumped_'s picture

Reason everyone is saying you are bullshit is because everytime someone comments you respond with follow you on Instagram and go fund me. Get Instagram out of your head and remember you are in a different site so communicate with us here in the real world and talk to us now and like normal people. Delete this bullshit post, get rid of your pics on an anonymous site and come back and join us and we can have a decent friendship

Rianium's picture

Jeez , everyone is nice in this forum and welcomming(sarcastic) I came with a tale of caution, but I guess it's only me with this damn stroke. It's easier to die like Zyzz and Joesthetics and have muscles with you than a stroke and have your hard earned muscle working out since 2008 stripped off. Moreover i'm HIV+. There are millons bigger than me and when I try to get as big as them, God gave me the stroke *sigh.. I won't reply again as Im not welcomed here. There is no go fund me in Indonesia BTW.. I'm not asking for money

Rianium's picture

You don't have to be mean.. It's hard work

Rianium's picture

And again

Rianium's picture

My before again

Mikeyt84LINY's picture

If you thought those are great results your mistaken.
You'd never be able to get a pro card with genetics like those.
You look small, and in other pix you look fat.

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Rianium's picture

Jeez why be so mean? If having a stroke is not enough

Pandateston's picture

@Rianium I gotta agree with Big Mikey … reaching IFBB pro level isn’t just about consistency or wanting it bad enough. First and foremost, it’s genetics … like any top-level sport.
If you’re short, you’re not playing in the NBA. If you’re overweight, you’re not making it in elite tennis.
And sure, someone will always say “But what about XYZ who made it despite all that…”
Look … exceptions don’t prove the rule. Using rare exceptions as your argument just shows you don’t get it.
And like I said before, Tren might’ve been part of the mix, but I’m 100% sure it wasn’t the main cause of your stroke. People love blaming drugs, but never look at their own lifestyle and choices.

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Rianium's picture

Wel with this stroke IFBB Pro is just a dream going down the toilet. People are proud with one weight loss before after. Me? I did like 4 first was at highschoo, then 2005 were my panrs size was 40 then 2007 and Covid19.. I don't know if tren cause the stroke but it's a big hunch

press1's picture

If you had this kind of reaction to running trenbolone for a long period, then its likely you would of never been able to handle the kind of drugs and steroids it takes to become an IFBB Pro mate. We are not just talking about a long trenbolone cycle, but many harsh cycles including some nasty duiretics and things also come show time. You would of had to push your body through some extreme levels of dieting and dehydration too - it is by no means a healthy lifestyle in general to be following.

I have a strong feeling you probably already had some underlying health issues going on, but the steroids just brought them to the surface sooner. The reality is mate that if you were destined to become an IFBB Pro you would have known and done this in your 20's when your body is at its peak level for recovery and able to tolerate anabolics much more. Just getting into it in your mid thrities is too late most would say. The reality of the Strength and Physique world is you only pretty much as good as the amount of gear that you are running at the time, its very temporary - once you stop injecting it goes and its not in any way a healthy way to live. I am sure you have many other things that you are interested in, this is just merely a chapter in your life that as everyday goes by you can improve. You should focus your energies on becoming successful or starting up a business and divert your mind away from Bodybuilding and Steroids because all it will do is make you unhappy thinking about them and in turn make you dwell more on what has happened to you.

You also have to accept the fact that if you go on an anabolic steroid website and tell your story, then many won't want to hear it and will become defensive naturally because its something we are all doing on here. Kind of like going on a Horse racing website and telling all the riders its a dangerous sport!! Many of us just didn't believe the story initially as it was very patchy, but I am truly sorry if this has happened and hope you can make a full recovery in time.

Rianium's picture

Me before

killroy's picture

No offense, but I felt like I had a stroke reading this.

You ran tren for an entire year straight—with no mention of BP checks, hematocrit monitoring, kidney labs, or anything? And you’re surprised something went wrong? Let’s be real: this was reckless.

What makes it even harder to understand is that your pre-stroke physique could’ve been built using a basic moderate-dose test + var cycle, with far less risk and a lot more sustainability.

You didn’t mention dosage, frequency, ester, or whether you stacked it with anything else—stims, orals, rec drugs, or even lifestyle factors. And sleeping at 3AM, commuting under stress, and cutting hard at the same time? That’s not hardcore—that’s just a slow-motion health collapse waiting to happen.

This doesn’t read like a cautionary tale so much as a checklist of everything not to do with PEDs. No judgment on the ambition—you clearly had the drive—but this was misuse, not just bad luck.

Honestly, after a stroke, why are you still on gear forums at all? If I were in your position, I’d be 100% out of this world and focused on quality of life, not reliving a chapter that nearly ended it.

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Rianium's picture

I didn't get those test and jab it myself. The doctor would say no so fine, i'll do it myself. I don't know if tren or the Covid19 vaccine did it, but I'm hunching its the tren. Im just here to say hey dont overdo tren.. I didn't say don't use it I say reduce it. I was looking for a steroid forum to share my experice.. I could stay silent but no

Rianium's picture

Hoe is it fake? Follow my instagram @ianium

Pumped_'s picture

You can see with the stroke on the highlight of my instagram @ianium,

Follow me on ig if you don't believe me

I have videos on tiktok of me before the stroke @iannotbright

All that writing and you leave out the most important fact which is what dose you were using to overdose and get a stroke. Im calling bullshit then or an AI typed this up to make us go to our doctors and feed the corporate doctors. Who the heck thumbed up this malarkey?!

My instagram is @iamtoobright for your advertising.

Rianium's picture

Why would I bulshit and go to this forum. I loved steroids and have been injecting since 2018

Here’s me if you don't believe me

I htae it... Why did God choose me? Dying is easier

Imagedynamiks's picture

Did you just jab the syringe into the vial, pull +1ml of oil, jab it into your butt and blast away?

Do you remember the doses you used? Did you run any other compounds? Did you use a test base?

So many questions…

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Rianium's picture

It was 1cc of tren and 1 cc of test to the butt.. I even had the tren cough and I ready with the water to drink if it happened

Rianium's picture

I used it with test.. Test E

press1's picture

And not a Single Direct answer given to anyone - especially on what the Dosage was per week which is a pretty straight forward question for anyone using steroids. Curious to know if there is a 'Gofundme' page attached to any of this.

Well, we have a 1ml and hope for the best answer. Is that Enanthate, Acetate - 200mg OR 700mg per week??

Rianium's picture

It's Tren EOD with test c use it with drinking cheap ass whey and sprilunilina

Rianium's picture

Gofundme is not avaiabe where I live (Indonesia)

Pumped_'s picture

1ml every hour maybe. I would stroke out by day 3

press1's picture

If I update my Instagram everyday with a picture of my haemorrhoid will you follow me Pumped?

This just sums up todays world doesn't it - I've had a Stroke & fucked up my life, BUT make sure to FOLLOW me on Instagram ......

Rianium's picture

What's your instagram? I don't know why people is so secretive about steroids

press1's picture

Instagram and Facebook are for Attention Seeking Idiots who also generally like to Gossip and shit stir about other people - No thankyou.

Pumped_'s picture

The important things in life. Dont want sympathy or how to prevent it again just more friends to gain an income. Figured prey on our human nature and profit from our empathy. Read the room wrong

Rianium's picture

Ok sorrt. I just don't wanna be silent and share my experice

press1's picture

I am thinking more along the lines of here's a picture of a guy in the gym, here's him in a wheelchair - make up a story of the fact it was steroids that nearly killed him and try generate some money from it somehow. Doesn't seem to want to answer specific details about the gear involved probably because the creator of this story doesn't actually know anything about them.

Rianium's picture

I thought I knew alot but that wasn't enough. I don't get it why would I go to a steroid forum and make my story up?

maximusuk's picture

And I'm glad I not the only one struggling to believe this

Imagedynamiks's picture

When the instagram handle came out I got even more suspicious. It’s all very odd…

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Rianium's picture

Instagram handle?

Rianium's picture

My mom gets mad alot and can easily get high blood pressure white my dad has injured his back. I don't know if that correlates. Tren make me sweat alot at night after sleeping..i usee herbal too for the mojo and ashwaganda... Doesn’t help.. What else is bad? I hate reading too long stuff, i skim it.I hate multi tasking stuff like for example cutting my nail while cleaning my ears. see thing too far and need ti use adult diapers and have my phone be proped up by 2 pillow but hey my brain is still intact and my brain is like in a permanent NZT-48. My memory is still strong. I have an idea to make me rich by making gym targeting unfit people by hiring a PT and a cook to make the unfit people fit. But fitness, i retired it. I used different types of pharm.. Forgot the names it been 2 years

UncleYoked's picture

curious what you were running it at, glad you made it through that. Seems you had a few things that were contributing but Tren def would have exacerbated whatever lifestyle choices you had made.

clenny69's picture

What were your labs like? How was your cholesterol?

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Brolly6898's picture

I've abused tren too the max but also advocated for ppl too drink organic green tea 4 bags of green tea reduce stroke by %30
6 bags %60 a day

sandman3698's picture

I'm going to drink 9.5 bags!

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SimonM84's picture

Caffeine?