Sexual | Emotional changes on gear
As a firm believer in the idea that you are who you are, I think that when you take gear, it magnifies whatever is already there or, for some of us, what’s hiding under the surface.
I’m okay with admitting that I like both guys and girls, and after a few years on this forum, I wanted to ask how gear affects people’s sexuality and emotional state. Hopefully, I won’t lose any street cred here.
For me, what I find interesting is that about 4 weeks into a cycle, my desires become really intense. For the most part, this is pretty fun for me. Sex is definitely more intense and energetic, but I notice my desire to be more sexually submissive or feminine shoots through the roof.
I’m not talking about wearing my girl’s clothing or anything, but I end up shaving everything as the gains start to come in and admiring my ass and legs, and I kind of get off when a guy looks at me in that way. I tend to like to feel attractive.
Also, I can be much more of a bitch in terms of my attitude towards the people around me. I tend to take things more personally when I get corrected at work, and sometimes I feel like the smallest person in the room. It’s that feeling you had as a kid when you did something awkward.
It’s really interesting to me because when I cycle off gear, a lot of those feelings kind of fade. Not to say I’m not bi, but my hypersexuality goes away, and I kind of go back to “normal.”
I’m pretty type A on or off gear, but I guess what I’m curious about is estrogen and how, when you take testosterone, it rises in step. Am I experiencing mental estrogen side effects, or am I just feeling more confident and leaning into what’s there? I would love to hear about some of your mental states and changes on and off cycle.
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I notice on cycle I want to impregnate women. It’s not just thinking that I wanna have sex with her it’s more of thinking that I want to put a baby in her. Must wake up that primal part of you.
Haven’t had those kinds of thoughts before about the male sex… but I can say that tren turns me into a different person anything over 150mg a week and I’m a wild hyena.. sexually and aggressive.. 75mg a week is much better with no sides. Regular testosterone does not do this to me either..
Just like anything in life if you over do it you are going to have some adverse effects. Small doses go a long way with the same progress no need to over do it.
Or maybe you are just a naughty minx.
Bit of a whore I suppose haha
Test+deca+dbol= sex machine 24/7
150 percent. Haha
I went several years without giving a shit about sex/masturbation or women in general before i got to injectable trt. After my last break up i just couldn't care less about having a women in my life or even just someone to sleep with. Didn't really change on trt cream. Within a week of moving to injections all of the sudden i''m noticing girls everywhere and thinking "i'd fuck her". Managed to meet someone a couple weeks of that point and have the sex drive of a teenager again. I can be ready to go again within 5 minutes of finishing most of the time. Sometimes it's a bit much.
My drive definitely goes up when running more than just trt. The 2-3/week i see my girl and sleep with her is usually enough. I notice women a whole lot more often, and not just the glaringly hot ones, and start thinking about wanting to sleep much more frequently. And the frequency of thoughts of trying those things i'd normally just be mildly curious about goes up too. Things like "it might be fun to try anal with my girl" becomes "i'm gonna need to fuck you in the ass" or " new toy might be fun in the bedroom" becomes "we're stopping at the adult bookstore after dinner to get something new to play with tonight".
AK80For those that have trouble going at it again in a short time frame, behold Dostinex! (Cabergoline) This is also used to lower your prolactin levels on NPP/Decca/Trenbolone. Although a healthy amount of vitamin B6 (especially the P5P version) will often do the trick to stave off prolactin side effects if you don't take too much gear.
Is Cabergoline available via UGL?
Most of the top vendors under the "all" category carry. And there's at least 1 domestic vendor that top 10 that carries it.
I happen to take p5p. I tend to last so long when using deca that she's never ready to go again that quickly. Too be honest after going at it for 30+ minutes i generally want to relax for a bit too. I might have the sex drive of a high schooler sometimes. But i'm def not a teenager anymore.
I have noticed that I was wondering if it was the NPP but I feel like I last a really long time. It’s kinda crazy.
It's a pretty common side effect from what I've read. A mostly positive side effect id say. Sometimes it's nice to bang out that 5 minute quickie though.
hell yeah that was my first test cycle. It’s a blast until a female supervisor is asking you to do something and all you hear is your inner monologue of various other things you could be doing lmfao.
I can totally relate to that one actually.
Really appreciate all the comments guys super awkward thing to talk about!
Whenever I get emotional. I know it's time to take some AI. This means my e2 is a little bit high. I got to watch it though cuz I get tendonitis from AI. I have a hard time busting more than usual on Deca or tren I hit the caber. As long as you can notice these things pop up even things like a short fuse or irritability you can address it in a timely manner and have very little effect on your personality or how you usually are.
Makes sense. Been trying to avoid AIs also don’t think I’m really different just feel as though it’s made what’s there more intense. I started keeping a journal about my moods just to make sure I am not getting to off the rails.
Nice bro, a journal, I needed to be reminded of that. I started one a few months before I got sober and kept it through my first year clean. I think I’d like to run it back. Good idea!
Congratulations man sober life is a hard adjustment watching a friend of mine go back and forth with it. Wish you the best with that one day at a time!
When I first got on Trt it was a real eye opener. I didn’t realize just how much my sex drive had dwindled until I was on week 2 and when the wind would blow, I would get rock hard. I would have periods where I felt so happy and energized. Testosterone has truly been a godsend for me.
My sex drive has always been decent, but on T I’m like 18 again haha!
Sparta is dead on correct with this. Just got bloods back and incredibly useful and worth the effort and financial. When I first started down this road I thought it was a waste or not for me, that was incredibly ignorant thinking on my part. Thanks Sparta!
I’m definitely being ignorant about bloods. I still feel good just noticed the magnification of my sexual interests to like the 10th degree. Definitely after I get off PCT going to get these bloods done!
Hell yeah, glad to see you on the bloodwork train as well brother
As long as I keep my E2 in my sweet spot, I’m Gucci. If I let go of that ballon, I’m in trouble. One ultra sensitive, overthinking, paranoid, asphalt pirate coming up and on the loose
Lmfao well I’m dropping the D-Bol next week. I’m assuming that will help the estrogen drop a bit. Got any tips for controlling it?
Blood work bro. Should have been done for the first time on your inaugural test blast. You need to be able to correlate how you feel with the numbers. After so many times of this, you can gauge yourself quite well, and know if and when you need ancillary support
Alright I need to commit to doing that. I’ll aim for post cycle after PCT is over to get an idea what do you think?
Well, those bloods are important af to see your health markers restored and how well you have recovered. It’s obvious you pay attention to how you feel physically and mentally. Continue to do so. On your next run, depending on length, I would do bloods four to six weeks in, when your hormones are at supraphysiological levels. Then you can correlate the feelings that you described above with a number. I’ve seen it so many times in my own bloods, that if I start thinking, behaving a certain way, or my body starts doing this or that, it’s because my E2 is higher than I want it to be.
Really good point I never thought about bloods being a number I can correlate to mental state. Thank you!
lol, they’re hormones! Powerful drivers of states mental and emotional. You already know bro, keep pushing to better yourself and stay slinging that iron
Appreciate you @23Sparta.
AK80Yep. Pretty normal. Most guys just won't admit it. We do beat around the bush (all puns intended) when we talk about our Trenbolone side effects though. Nothing wrong with enjoying the attention. The miring as Zyzz would say. Nothing wrong with a little ASMR either, another little secret we don't always talk about. But hell, why not accept a free beer down at the guy's bar? Good music, dancing and girls. Yes, you heard that right. I've gotten many girls from those places. I just make sure I get out of there before I get too drunk! Unless you want more than the free beer. All good brother.
Then I’ll enjoy the attention haha. Thanks man good to know where it’s coming from. I assumed some of the “feminine” effects were from the estrogen rising but I was unsure because physically I don’t get your typical skin breakouts, oily skin, a ton of water retention or sore nips
I don’t think it’s actually feminine side effects it’s actually like deviant behavior/thoughts. It’s been studied I think I remember reading an article about sexually deviant behavior from nandrolones. It’s mostly from nandrolones because it effects a certain part of the brain I guess. It could also be feminine side effects but it’s also the sexual deviant type shit, so just basically like more perverted lol, and that could just be your perversion. I’ve noticed for sure, but not always so i thinks it might just be certain compounds, they’ve basically confirmed nandrolones do it but I don’t use those a lot so idk what others cause it for me.
For sure its Trenbolone that causes the most warped and fucked up thoughts - how much more extreme can we make this situation? When I use to see guys talking about watching tranny porn whilst on it I use to wonder what the hell they were on about LMAO The more of that stuff you run its a case of how much more perverse can I make this shit I am watching, its because it bypasses the frontal cortex of the brain so situations that would normally cause fear or shock, shame & embarrassment don't anymore. Same as staring down wankers in the supermarket who are glaring back at you - you no longer care anymore or think ahead to what might happen if you carry on eyeballing them LOL In fact Tren is quite like being pissed from alcohol in a way as it numbs you out and creates risky behaviour. When I use to run high tren I use to drive around thinking there should actually be a Law against this LMAO
I should probably never touch that stuff…. End up getting into crazy fights or whoring myself on the corner lmfao
What you said makes a whole lot of sense Press
Watching a Film called Damage with Steve Austin in it, and mate this bird in it is so Sexy - got a really fit face and body and she is always in fishnet tops giving suggestive faces LMAO Ya know the kind where you just find yourself staring at them rather than following their actual part in the film Lol
Haha I know exactly what you’re talking about Press. Damage huh? May have to give it a look and see what you’re talking about
She has dark hair in the film:
Dimples, chin, bedroom eyes…. Are you a proper super fan? Did you search long and hard for leaked nudes on the internet?
Its those Damn eyes mate, you could look at those all day and forgive her for just about anything - then bang her hard to teach her a lesson. She use to be in Smallville apparently and has been engaged several times, so she is probably hard work. Lets face it though, sexy women usually are as they know they can get with what they want lol
Oh shit Smallville I was trying to remember where I remembered her from. She’s the kinda girl that could have you wake up in a bath tub covered in ice missing a kidney and say,
“Sorry babe.”
Then let you hit just for you to wake up in the same tub missing the other one.
It’s that devious smile. You don’t know what she’s thinking.
Oh I think I do know what she's thinking - 'I know I got you hooked and you cannot resist me' Lmao What do you reckon @Ccacc you up for a bit of her? Or do you like the one further down with the massive knockers??!! LMAO
Hard work for sure, you can see her resting bitch face lurking in that pic. I’ve had my share of those, sexy women, and all the problems that come with them. Probably do it again too
'Resting Bitch Face'!!!! LMFAO That's the 'No, I'm fine face .... But I'm gonna make your life hell for the next 24 hours & I'm gonna be insufferable!' Ohh yes for sure they come with problems, that is until they start lookin old and haggard and can't get away with things anymore lol
Bingo! Old and haggard is right! If they haven’t learned to fend for themselves and just lived off of men, then when they reach that point they are in a world of trouble. Either way, they turn bitter at the very least
Cunts - I thought the normal path to follow was get knocked up/marry a rich bloke and pretend to love him for as long as you can be bothered - then get a divorce after 5 years and rob him of over half of his assets & money? I will never get married, no way. Seen too many blokes get destroyed, and mate that would piss me off soooo much if some woman took everything I worked for all my life.
Yeah, agreed. No dirtbag ass female is getting her greedy little mittens into my pockets