Most all of you have thought about that guy that used gear for what you would conceder a long ass time, and wondered what happened to them... what were there gains, what where there sides.Well I'm that motherfucker. After all that is it!! In the end that is the question you all ask yourself. Is what I'm about to do or doing going to be worth the risk.

Well those answers are not the exact same for everyone. BUT due to the laws of biology they are close to the same for all. That's way this shit has structure and protocol, because people act in a similar way to aas. So people please stop with the not everyone is the same bullshit. Let people gain some knowledge without fearing everything they read is bullshit.

this does not pertain to hgh

Early on in my trials with aas towards the end of a cycle I would have thoughts of how am I going feel when I come off and what am I going to look like. Well in short you are going to have gains and losses. So a lot of you had rather stick with the gains. You are not hardly going to keep a fucking shred of what you gain on cycle. Period. if You come off completely you are going to basically lose 90%- 110% of what you gained. Now, that being said you can combat the lose of your gains, but you are going to be fighting a losing battle your body will return to is natural state and since you have damaged your ability to produce your own testosterone you will likely be less fit than you were. Yes use clomid use hcg to bring back life to your testicals but these compounds are not going to do anything super natural. They will not make you have permanent gains. They are to keep you from crashing.

I have been on cycle for a solid year now!! NO damage to health at all. Bad liver enzims came back in one blood test while using tren. Was countered by milk thistle in less then two weeks. i have been on test at 300 - 700 ml... tren a 300- 600 ml ... deca 300-600 ml per week.. couple of months I ran tren and deca at the same time at high doses. Only thing I can say is the tren I ran for about 4 months soild, and it had me irritable, horny and damn near rouined my relationship with my wife. But we maid it through it.. cause she loves me. Something most you guys only felt from your mother. The deca is a fucking wonder drug.. ive been on it 8 months. My dick is still strong, I dont have any sides other than a little puffy nipples if I run over 500 mg a week.I do not use anything to combat this side effect other than lower the dose. It goes away as soon as I lower the dose.

Over time I have noticed that the deca and tren both lose a little strength and I have to take my doses closer together like every third day with the deca. The test seems to keep its strength. I feel confident I could live on deca and test and stay hard and large for a very long period of time without adverse effects.

Ps: if you have a problem with my spelling or grammer please leave a comment.. so I know who has the smallest weiner

thanks and there is much more I could say about my journey so any questions just ask