Hi, I'm new to the forum and would appreciate some help please! I'm 34, female, 18-20% bf, ex international athlete, been doing sports/ weight training most of my life. I stopped with my international sport last year and took up Crossfit. My diet is pretty clean ( a few cheat days a months and fairly relaxed when going on holidays- wine, bread etc in moderation) I eat around 1800 cals, 40% protein, 30% fat, 30% carbs.
So to my questions, I feel like I've plateaued, I was doing well at Crossfit initially and even won some competitions but now I'm falling behind several girls in my gym and I'm looking at steroids as my answer.. I've been reading about Anavar, do you think I would get any benefit from using that or can anyone recommend a good cycle for me?
I'm not only doing Crossfit workouts, I do specified oly weightlifting sessions, gymnastics, skills, as well as HIIT type training.
I follow a programme which has 3 weightlifting sessions a week ~1.5-2h, 1h of gymnastics, 1h of skills, 3-4 HIIT sessions, about 20 mins of intensive work, such as 400m runs combined with cleans for example. I might have 1 rest day a week or do a long run (15k) or swim (2km) if I'm not too tired.
At the mo my lifts are: (67kg bodyweight)
Clean &jerk: 70kg
Clean: 82kg
Snatch: 55kg
Deadlift: 145kg
Squat: 110kg
Strict pull-ups: 10
I would like to get stronger and more powerful in HIIT workouts but I've heard var could give you bad pumps? Have anyone got any experience taking steroids and doing Crossfit?
Any advice would be helpful!

Thanks