Take time to reflect on your goals and the little things in life
I'm laying here on the hospital table today waiting on the doctor to come in and remove my drain tube from my chest where my abcess was. And I realized Gymjunkie is this really worth it? The day in day out grind we put our selves through to obtain the perfect body. And I have been in such a rush the past 5 years and I realized Gymjunkie you need to slow down tske your time it's not a race how fast you get there but rather I should enjoy the journey and hard work that it takes so once I get there I can actually remember and look back at my struggles and accomplishments . As a wise bro told me SLOW YOUR ROLL, never really took it to heart but I get it now it just clicked. Exercising and perfecting our body's should be enjoyable not a job well for the most of us it's not. These crazy cycles I see kids throwing up has me shaking my head wondering where and how they get there information from ? Cause it's not here We as members of eroids don't confine kids using aas let alone giving stupid cycle advice. I guess what I wanna convey to you all slow down take your time work hard enjoy what you do it should be fun . Or if you push to hard do shit half ass you will be the one getting the drain tube removed from your chest cause u fucked up and didn't do things right!! My philosophy from here on out I will train hard lift big but take take to enjoy it and not worry what everyone else is doing or how big there getting... You worry about you and be the best you that you can possibly be !!
Lift hard ..lift strong ..enjoy the ride..
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Great post my man!
Thanks this past few weeks have deff put shit in perspective for me and really started getting my priorities in line
Well said, I always told myself that Im 39 now but I wont have the body that I truly envision until im 45. I wont go taking all these crazy compounds because I want the muscle overnight, I will wine and dine my body to success. You touch on some very soulful points Gymjunkie, I appreciate you taking the time out to really confess. Youre right in every aspect, we all get our eyes opened sooner than later. I learn from you, I listen to you and I admire your intellect and efforts in the gym. Youre on your way back with even more wisdom and knowledge so soon you will be in a great state of mind. Stay focused buddy
FantasiathescammerI should add that Ive had a few sterile abscesses since I started and one infected one that put my ass ( literally my glute) in the hospital for 10 days. I always tell guys- if its infected YOU'LL KNOW. My surgeon opted for an open wound rather than the drain. It was about a half inch wide and maybe an inch or 1.5 deep- right side of glute. Once the cut is made during surgery the puss, blood, and fluid pours out. The swelling goes away very quickly, blood pressure normalizes , the infection begins to clear, and the pain ( from swelling- but very severe) subsides. Recovery from the abscess is fast, easy, and basically comes down to wound care over a couple weeks. As far as training and diet- the more pain killers your accept and the longer you're on IV anti biotics the longer your gym sessions will suck. I was on 4 bags of IV anti biotics and a morphine pump. It was about 3-4 weeks before I felt normal.
BTW my infection was cause my mistaking one pin for another. My supplier used rubber sealed vials for sterile oils and non sterile liquid orals. I drew a clear oral into a syringe, set it down, and later mistakened it for sterile test e oil. A day later my ass was oprah status.
FantasiathescammerI started this journey a couples years back. Months after losing a long term dead end job I found myself unemployed, out of shape, no degree, laying on my couch with a 2 day hangover. Maybe they call it rock bottom... or the spark that would eventually light the fire that turned my life around. Whatever it was it lead me to this life style.
Ive been committed to it ever since, and the results speak for themselves. Im happy, I dont drink ( not a drop since that day on the couch 2 years ago), Im a better person, Im back in school with one semester left before I graduate, I have a good girl, I have great friends from all sorts of back rounds ( for the first time in my life)...
The list goes on. Ive had some doubts along the way about the steroids I do- but they are fleeting. This life style was able to take my energy and put it into something positive- rather than the self destruction I had before- and Im not the only one with a similar experience.
I said that to say this: Is it worth it for me ? HELL YA! Its the cornerstone of my current and future success. Ask me if Im training hard and trying to be big... if my answer is no you know my life is slipping again.
GOOD LUCK AND TRAIN ON BROTHER!
Exactly brotha I always tell people to take there time on crafting themselves into whatever they want to be, sure aas will get you there quicker but still take the slower routes until your body can physically and mentally handle the strong more sophisticated compounds. Just do Test cycles and learn your body, too many kids want to hop on the Tren Train and blast there way to the animals they want to be. I personally prefer taking my time to understand my body and taking the time to put in my hard work to craft my body into the most proportion, popping, jaw dropping and mind blowing body that I look forward too. My goals I don't expect to happen in weeks or months but year. Muscle maturity comes from years and years of literally breaking down the muscles only to create it to what you want it to be.
+1 For the post brortha I loved it