Just venting. Pass on by if you're gonna call me a whiner.
So in the past couple weeks I had to file a new custody suit against my ex. My work schedule changed and she refuses to compromise. Then about a week later I hop in a hay stacker at work, the loading arm toggle had been negro rigged and the toggle switch got caught on my coveralls when I got in the cab. When i turned the truck on the stacking arms lifted up ripping 2 big fucking holes in the ceiling and damaging 2 of the trusses. After much deliberation, I was fired because of mistake I made a year and a half ago. Due to the seriousness of this they weren't gonna give me a third strike.
While all of this is going on. I was driving my new to me truck, and some asshole made an illegal turn and to avoid him I bumped a concrete divider to the tune of $3000. The kicker being insurance wouldn't cover it. They said I wasn't hit by any other vehicle and the police report didn't establish who was at fault. What the fuck is the point of FULL coverage then?
Not to backtrack, but by now I've received a legal answer from my ex cunt. She wants to cut my custody back to every other weekend. She's called the police and child protection trying to convince them I do drugs in front of my kids and I abuse them. I was cleared in those investigations, but god damn, it's just one thing after another.
Now my GFs mom is staying with me. She's a cool lady (she has lots of health issues) but the situation that brought her here pisses me off. She had been staying with my GFs brother (who is a crackhead). He got a wild hair up his ass to move his GF and mom back to the city we are in, so he can go to ND snd HOPEFULLY find work. They had been living about 300 miles away. So cracky asks his other sister if their mom and his GF can stay with her. Let me first say this sister is a self centered whore that will literally fuck multiple guys she meets off the street, despite having an amazing BF. anyway this whore tells mr cracky (her brother) that his GF can stay with her, but their mom can't. My jaw dropped when I heard this. My GF has yet another brother, but he's not an option as he's already lived with the mom, and they can't get along. So now she's here at my house, which normally I wouldn't mind, but with every other stress in my life it's making this shit really tough. Thanks for letting me vent.
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Now then WTF has been going down in here while i take time out to become even more beastly..... not impressed one bit with the fkn gang mentality in here from high ranked members.
I am just in the mood to take the whole lot of you out right now... high rank or not it means fuck all to me... you should know better.
Nobody come back at me either here or PM or i will really kick =off...... check yourselves gentlemen and check yourselves for the better.. i and the other MODS are getting fkn sick of all this frictious shit lately from the same people... its creating a pattern gents and thats bad... if culling has to take place to protect the rest of the community so be it!
THIS SHIT ENDS HERE.
AnonReadytokillit, first Im sorry to you, I know very well you meant no foul and I was incredibly touched and proud of the story you pm'ed me. And again Im also very sorry for the major shit storm you are currently enduring in life.
To the rest of you,Im very sorry . I hijacked this thread and took it for an ugly ride for my own agenda. There are a lot of great people here and each and every one I have had the privilege of sharing pms with has shown me something very special of them selves .
I can not promise it will never happen again, words like nigger, faggot , spic tend to enrage me, but even more infuriating is the attempt to justify the use of such words.
I will however be making a sincere effort not to get carried away with these absurd internet arguments. None of you should have to sit by and witness an ugly drama unfolding between me and someone else.
And again to Weetzi , you say I flamed you well Im sorry. I'll take your word that it was an innocent mistake and not worthy of whatever response I gave you. If you show me the example Id be even more happy to give you a more sincere apology, but without memory of it all I can say is sorry for now.
Dude, you are a phony ass hypocrite. First, the only person who used those words in this thread was you in this post. Second, you deplore those words but have no problem calling me dirty shit like David Duke and and insinuate that I'm a Clansman? You are all hate. Look at 90% of your negative ass comments in the forums, in any given day you are flaming someone for something, its All hate. I've got no respect for a phony. Especially the self righteous ones like yourself. Hate on bro. That's what you do.
AnonDamn bro.....glad i aint the only one that eats crow......but it puts on muscle obviously if u can keep cortisol down
BigBmajImagine this guys bad luck - he comes to get support and people stomp him for insensitivity.
You just can't win bro.
I'm kinda starting to get used to the taste of the shit sandwiches I've had to eat lately. So goes life.
AnonI know you didn't mean anything bad bro, handshake?
AnonIts fucked up how that seems to be all thats on the menu sometimes , but for every action there is a reaction and there will be times when the menus serves up all your favorites. I truly hope that day comes soon.
Apologies for the negro rigged term. This is no excuse merely an explanation, but I work in a very intolerant field. I cleaned it up a little but still should have been more thoughtful.
No apology needed bro. Anybody with any sense knew that you meant no harm and if they are that goddam sensitive then fuck em!
AnonI think it takes a real man to correct his words and do what you just did. I always thought you were a good dude, but this goes far beyond that.
Thank you Jesse Jackson of Eroids! Thank you for accepting his apology for all African Americans everywhere. You are truly amazing.
AnonI'm appalled by your remarks these days. There was a time when you brought optimism to eroids but lately your starting to sound like some sort of right wing draft dodging ted nugentry. Someone says something about your 'Jewish Carpenter Super Hero' and you unleash the hyenas. Black people did take a serious fucking literally. Rape, pedophilia and murder and nothing could be done because they were animals and had no rights.
I think a tour in the military would have done you good where that you could see a man for his heart. Your asshat statements serve no good for anyone.
Well, aren't you a two faced prick. Just last week I got a pm from you praising my comments asking me to start an ask Ed column. Haven't made hardly any comments since I got that p.m.
Do I need to post that P.M.?
Run along you phoney ass prick.
AnonWell Ed you were funny until all the jessee jackson,
Thanks for the name calling what are you like 12?
Post the pm, that was when I thought you were funny, lately you have just been a david duke cock sucker
Give them a vote if you find it helpful.PermalinkAnonEd have you ever seen a cockroach drowning in a toilet clinging to a turd to stay afloat ?
Really when you have to resort to exposing things in PM you reveal your self to be lower than I ever thought. Now you did it with me, now here too .
So let everyone be warned !!! The things you say to ED in "private" message are not really private. When he needs he will cling to anything
Lick my balls bro. When a so called friend turns on you he's the one who sold out the loyalty. That prick a week ago PM's me and tells me how much he loves my posts yada yada yada and then jumps on your cock telling me how negative my posts are. Yeah, that's a both in my book. I have no loyalty to pricks like that.
AnonHe can post what I sent him a PM about. I was being friendly because he was my friend. Lately it seems he has no respect for anyone, especially the blacks and i dont need any friends like that
You don't know what you are talking about. Yes I have problems with people like Jesse Jackson who make a living out of stirring up hate, yes I have a problem with bitches like you and novice that don't even know me calling me a racist. So yeah I guess my problem is really not about color, it's about little pricks like the two of you an Jesse Jackson that just happen to spread hate and discontent with everyone. Take a look at the both of you, on any given day you bitches are fighting with someone. Doesn't matter who. You have to be fighting someone. You two turn every thread that you comment I into a. Fight. That shit is hate. You two hypocritical pricks have so much to say all in the name of self righteousness but just happen to spread hate on the way. There is a reason that we don't see a lot of the old heads around here. There is a reason we don't get their kick ass posts any more, and that reason is little bitches like you two. Always gotta be fighting someone. A couple of bitches.
AnonAny time David Duke, glad to be of assistance
Show me once, weather it be in pm or in any of my thousands of posts that I've made a racially charged statement. I throw that challenge out to anyone?
You on the other hand categorize me without fact. You are the bigot.
AnonGive them a vote if you find it helpful.PermalinkAnonoh boy you made me work for that one didnt you. ED just because think think in your mind you kicked my ass doesnt mean it actually happened, just because you have convinced your self your not racist doesnt mean you arent. Time to start actually showing you arent
BTW I am done hijacking this thread. To the OP I sincerely apologize
noviceaas is just a piss of shit. i remember when i joined these forums awhile back and asked a question, and this noviceaas flamed me for it. get of these fourms old man you do nothing besides post negative comments you shitty human
AnonFind the example , pm it to me and Id be happy to read it and see if I was wrong. If so I'll gladly apologize . I dont just ramdomly "flame "people and I dont do it for innocent mistakes . If I failed that day I am indeed already sorry.
But If it was a racist , gay bashing or hateful remark then dont bother because I'll nail your ass again.
Have you raised this issue with him in PM before now? Or did you just see this as an opportunity to get a pathetic cheap dig in? Either way there is a time and place homie and this ain't it.
Actually mate, I've been watching this thread and wasn't going to get involved but as you have now I have to beg to differ he is actually a good bloke me and him disagreed once and through pm we sorted it he's actually a good bloke so probs best to keep your opinion and derogatory attitude to yourself, the only bad part is all these boys are actually intelligent resourcefull lads with good aas experience everyone should just chill out relax and pop a dbol lol
That was a legitamate question. There was no racist intention there.
You've got nothing. Just your own bigoted heart.
Go find something that you can work with.
AnonYou have bad eyes bro, I'm not taking up for novice but thats racist. If you were sleeping in the barracks that remark would get the blanket pulled over your head and you would be beaten with socks filled with a bar of soap.
Sorry you lost this one.
Yeah somehow I'm a whiney pussy when this entire post is someone whining like a pussy.
My point was this: There's no way in hell this guy would walk up to one of the black dudes we have on this site and tell him I lost my job because "I hop in a hay stacker at work, the loading arm toggle had been negro rigged..."
And for all his talk ED wouldn't do that either so he can carry on all he wants. We all know it's pure bullshit.
Anyway, I'm not here to argue with people. I just made an offhand comment about it being something stupid to say. That's it.
Funny you say that.. I've said that to blacks and they've laughed at me and believe it or not they've actually said they "nigger rigged" something theirselves! And that's coming from their mouth not mine!
Looks man, you derailed this thread with that comment and anybody with half a goddam brain knows he didn't mean anything by it. That's why Viking warned you
Lol sure bro.
Way to take that completely out of context.
AnonThat's what you always say Ed? OUT OF CONTEXT!!!
The you always go to some scripture in the next chapter. Everything is a square dance with you isn't it?
Grab yer' partner and round we go. Why not just be held accountable for what you said instead of trying to spray some air freshener on a pile of shit?
That's the thing with "you" people OUT OF CONTEXT!
AnonYou've got nothing. Just a two faced prick. That's as low as it gets in my book.
BigBmajHope it all turns around for you soon. It sounds like you are holding it together pretty well considering.
At least you are building some amazing resilience.
Bro....I am going to make you a millionaire! Call Fox and ask to speak with the head VP of productions. Tell them to come and film your life for 90 days and you will be the next Kardashians but better!. Gitterdone son!
It's a shitty hand you've been delt bro! Keep your head up. Like the famous words of Joe Dirt "You gotta keep on keeping on". It's ok to vent once in a while you gotta get shit off your chest.
Oh and on a friendly note...... I didn't care much for the negro rigged comment either.it implies that a black person isn't capable of fixing things correctly. This to shall pass.... Right? Good luck bro...... It'll will be alright!
bro, im just getting out of a similar situation that i dont care to share because this isnt about me, but i will say its something that i been dealing w/ for the whole this year. and no i never had to battle a divorce. but i had a bunch of really serious legal issues and also got fired from a job, and a bunch of other bad effed up shit kept on coming my way, day after day, at one point i was scared to go outside because i felt like i was gunna get hit by car or something, thats how much i felt my luck sucked at the time. kinda like the dominos effect, one chip down now all the motherfuckers are just coming down one after one, and the problems are raking.
the worst part is the worrying and the headache u get from thinking about all the shit u got deal w/. The problem i had as to why i kept getting more shit from life, is that my attitude sucked and my focus wasnt really there. one thing would go wrong and i acted like it was over and that it couldnt get any worse. they guess what, it got worse. and every time i kept saying, this cant get any worse, it was like God was like "hey fucker, fuck u, put on ur shit rain coat, cuz it gunna get worse.
and the solution to how i got out of all of this is... restore ur focus, dont let shit phase u.. ur thinking will become clearer , u ll make better decisions and stuff will stop going wrong. also just thinking positive, until something positive comes up, and trust me thats the only way to get ur life back, is to just take it like a man, do NOT think about it , and think about what can u do for u to heal the situation.. so maybe if u were thinking clear, u could of sought the situation with ur car crashing, or maybe there was nothing u could do about it, and that it was gunna happen anyways, well if it was going to happen anyways then dont let it weigh on u and destroy other parts of ur life...cuz tommorrow, while ur thinking "ah man, this cant get worse i feel terrible" and guess what ...it can get worse. so clear ur head and focus, dont worry and pay attention. and it will get better for u.
BigBmajWell said. I know that feeling of not wanting to even get in a car, because you are sure something bad is going to happen. And when you are hyper focused on something bad happening, you are so distracted that something bad does happen.
AnonWhining is when people complain about stupid shit, unfortunately these sound like major headaches. Im sorry , about this very sorry indeed.
Sorry that you are going through the shit bro. Keep your chin up bro. It will get better.
Your luck has been rotten but it is now time for it to turn around bro. Be ready..
Readytokillit... First if all I want to say... It's alright to vent sometimes! We all have those moments in life that we want to scream, punch, yell, cry or even just sit in a quite room and shut everyone out. We all have those situations that seem to push us to our limits and I for one think it says a lot about you that you're willing to just let it all out. I wish I could give you words of encouragement and assure you that everything's going to be fine... But you already know that it's going to be, however the time it takes getting there may not be something you enjoy very much.. Just remember... Everyone here understands and you would be surprised at how many don't mind taking the time to talk with you. I've vented to my share of folks on here.. and vis versa.. That's the best part of being in this community. I wish you the best, hit me up anytime.
"Negro rigged"? What year is this? Didn't make it too far into your bitchy little story after reading some dumb shit like that.
AnonI thought of this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WqNMjZpSbnU
AnonI didnt think that was the smartest comment either. People have bad habbits about language still, regardles of what year it is.
Watch your attitude cock breath or you will be shown the fkn door..... feel me!
What's wrong with my attitude? Just pointing out that the guy posted something completely stupid.