I was sick and tired of being sick and tired, dragging my ass to the gym was a constant struggle. Little motivated me, gains I made over the few years before flattened out. Sex drive was down and the TRT commercials started talking directly to me.

I started looking into steroids to learn as much about them as I could. Forums I’d join quickly “flamed me” if I asked even the simplest question. Cycle questions were unanswered, I was talked down to, and belittled. But you gotta start somewhere right?

All this talk of short, long esters, half lives, anabolic, androgenic, 19-nor, PCT, etc, etc was way overwhelming –too much information too fast. And no one to talk too.

Then, where to get it? Every site seemed to be sponsored by a source, any honest review never had the chance to see the light of day. The odds were slim you'd get your gear, and if you did, good chance it would be fake.

Then the most amazing thing happened! Google returned a search that pointed to eroids. I perused the forum on this little site. The people were different here. Source reviews were not deleted if they were negative. People were helping each other. Information was shared. Even the site was bright. I didn't feel like I was lurking in the satanic halls of Doom.

I made my first order off of eroids. Including PCT and other ancillaries needed for a proper cycle. I tweaked my diet in preparation for my first cycle, I learned about injection sites and proper technique, I got a blood test (and continued to get them during and after my cycles).

I understood more as people explained and shared their experiences. The more I understood what I was about to undertake the more sure footed and confident I got. Eroids made my first time safe, and without fear. I was not going it alone.

I’m still a newb compared to most of you, both young and old. And because of you I did not learn by making the same mistakes you made, I learned from your experiences. And for that, I’m forever in your debt. So I guess it’s my turn to say thank-you to you all.

But even more astounding. Was that I learned that those muscle-bound meatheads in the gym, were not what they seem. They could actually be educated, intelligent, funny, quick witted, insightful, helpful, and altogether some really cool people. I have seen this site evolve and grow. I feel privileged and lucky to have been part of this family as it has grown and matured over the last 2 years.

Thanks BFG for this wonderful site. And thanks to all; new members and old, no karma, and those with obscenely high karma, for your posts that have both taught and entertained me these past few years.