Like i said before this is another avenue ive been down with aas ... all relevant... i know all about it been there with hydros..... suboxone as well... they key to suboxone is slow taper and its still hard to come off... but more bearable... keep in mind half life of the drug is like a few days so your lookin at bein off for a week before shaking the withdrawal.... hope thaat helps gearofwar.... i know its hard bro
I can relate. Had a rough go of it for a long time too. Been *clean for 2 years now. I use the term clean with an asterisk because although I'm clean from all illicitly used drugs I'm still using Bupe aka suboxone on a rehab program. I get piss tested every month and my doc has a 3 strikes policy. The bupe keeps me sane, and clean but it's a devil all it's own. I've tried jumping off, going cold turkey, rapid taper, none has worked. Sometimes I wish I had just DT'ed off of H instead of using the subox. Subox is THE WORST drug to try and kick but they don't tell you how powerful it is when you start the program. They just talk about all the good things, never once mentioning the negatives such as, you will lose all sense of self, you will live your life in a haze of not giving a fuck about anything especially emotions and passions that you once had. You'll end up on HRT because the long-term usage of bupe will kill LH, FSH, thus halting test production, prolactin levels will go through the roof on bupe too and you'll feel like you never want/care to have sex again. All of these things have happened to me and the only thing that saved me from kamikazying my marriage was Testosterone. The test has turned my life 180 degrees and has made life on bupe bearable. So yeah I'm with you brother. All or nothing here too. I'm looking forward to being 100% drug free someday, but until then, I manage my disease as best as possible. Thanks for sharing.
Yeah I know. I just wanted to focus this on Opiates/Steroids mainly. What I can relate to. Just got inspired by reading some of the recovery thread. That is why I wrote this.
I'm in the same boat brother! I'm currently getn off of mmt right now. Only a couple weeks left! I'm stoked. Sooo sick of being dependent on it. I hear that ill be all whacked from it for 4 months min so knowing that I wish I would have just locked myself in a room and rode it out and was done with it.
AnonLike i said before this is another avenue ive been down with aas ... all relevant... i know all about it been there with hydros..... suboxone as well... they key to suboxone is slow taper and its still hard to come off... but more bearable... keep in mind half life of the drug is like a few days so your lookin at bein off for a week before shaking the withdrawal.... hope thaat helps gearofwar.... i know its hard bro
GearofWarI can relate. Had a rough go of it for a long time too. Been *clean for 2 years now. I use the term clean with an asterisk because although I'm clean from all illicitly used drugs I'm still using Bupe aka suboxone on a rehab program. I get piss tested every month and my doc has a 3 strikes policy. The bupe keeps me sane, and clean but it's a devil all it's own. I've tried jumping off, going cold turkey, rapid taper, none has worked. Sometimes I wish I had just DT'ed off of H instead of using the subox. Subox is THE WORST drug to try and kick but they don't tell you how powerful it is when you start the program. They just talk about all the good things, never once mentioning the negatives such as, you will lose all sense of self, you will live your life in a haze of not giving a fuck about anything especially emotions and passions that you once had. You'll end up on HRT because the long-term usage of bupe will kill LH, FSH, thus halting test production, prolactin levels will go through the roof on bupe too and you'll feel like you never want/care to have sex again. All of these things have happened to me and the only thing that saved me from kamikazying my marriage was Testosterone. The test has turned my life 180 degrees and has made life on bupe bearable. So yeah I'm with you brother. All or nothing here too. I'm looking forward to being 100% drug free someday, but until then, I manage my disease as best as possible. Thanks for sharing.
In the forums is a recovery thread.
Yeah I know. I just wanted to focus this on Opiates/Steroids mainly. What I can relate to. Just got inspired by reading some of the recovery thread. That is why I wrote this.
I'm in the same boat brother! I'm currently getn off of mmt right now. Only a couple weeks left! I'm stoked. Sooo sick of being dependent on it. I hear that ill be all whacked from it for 4 months min so knowing that I wish I would have just locked myself in a room and rode it out and was done with it.