posted Fri, 07/06/2012 - 07:19
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+ 1 off tren but still getting crazy weird dreams
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my last tren ace pin was last thursday, june 27th. (i'm still cruising on test). then i think on the 3th day of no tren i was REALLY depressed so i decided to go to sleep and i had a suicidal dream. i was sitting on a roof with my friends and there was a little girl sitting on the ledge and she said "(my name) do you wanna jump?". i woke up like whaatttt the fuckkkkkk. 4th day i was a bit depressed too, 5th day it was gone.
anyway, i am still having very very vivid and intense dreams like 3 or 4 sometimes even 5 dreams a night. its a real incredible thing and the human brain never seizes to amaze me. but why is this still happening? i never got nightmares on tren. the only dreams i got involved girls, violence, or me doing crazy shit.
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Wow I can't believe you just posted this. I just came off the train I was on for about 2 months and for 2 months from morning until night I had these obsessive thoughts. Nothing dangerous but uncontrollable thinking about the same thing 24 7 for the past 2 months has really opened my eyes and maybe the tren train just isn't for me..... Thank for posting I thought it was just me.... LOL
Hopefully within the next wek any trace of the last inject will be cleared completely and it will stop, if the tren is causing it. Could just be your twisted mind, lol.jk
i hate tren bro, it works great ya, but to me i dont think its worth it to literally go crazy in ur own head just to get cut up i can achieve those results with masteron im low BF. idk why ur still having dreams, its gna be in ur system a lil bro, and btw test will give u dreams as well so when u mix the two it could get intense, they will subside tho dont worry.
e92i handle tren very well, but i never really noticed how it was effecting me until i actually came off. i remember a few days after the last pin i thought "wow, i havent been this calm a while". i'm still just as aggressive but that's just my personality lol. i wasnt really 'going crazy' but i was a bit more serious all the time. i'm just taking a break for a few weeks lol im getting back on.
I also have a love /hate relationship with tren. But the nightmares don't get to me. I don't sleep enough when i'm on it to have nightmares.
lol. ya bro i just hate it because it fucks with my head/emotions. I used to have bad anxiety i was on xanax and everything, anyways im 2.5 yrs clean nowadays i still drink occasionally but i quit weed and pills and everything else, i actually dont even have anxiety anymore very rarely ill get all worked up but i know how to deal with it now, well on tren is uncontrollable i always thought my girl was fucking around behind my back i became controlling and mean, and i would literally have like panic attacks in my head and my chest would get all tight and i couldnt breath. so after that happened 3-4 times i stopped pinning tren i said fuck it i still have 2 full vials im just giving them to my buddy i dont ever wanna use it again. its of no use to me anyways because im like 6% bf i dont need tren
6%bf is fuckin awesome! I hear ya bro. I am lucky, tren doesn't bite me like that. It does kill my stamina and when I was fighting it was extremely detremental. I would get an assignment to spar with a kid who had an upcoming fight. It was obviously important to have him prepared. My job was to get them ready for abuse over the long haul. Shoot and run. Well I couldn't get past 3 rounds most times. I became useless as a sparring partner. I have no wind on tren. It doesn't give me anxiety tho. It does make my fuse a lot shorter. But overall i'm usually in a good mood like with test. Its odd