posted Mon, 01/30/2012 - 06:21
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The high price of AAS
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Well sadly to report that my long standing relationship with my girlfriend came to an end. It was not due to AAS because the problem we were having existed before the gear. It just so happened that it came during this time. I am sad and I am looking for stable ground. I gotta leg workout tonight to tackle and will try to use this negative energy in a positive way. I must say though that tren is nothing to play around with cause it will take your mind places you don't want to go.
Update: All is ok now between her and me. We needed time to work things out:)
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i do know what you mean bro,i do for sure,i seem to be rolling pretty smooth at moment i like it that way,i am allergic to stress my man lol........
very true. When it is you and iron, it is really you versus yourself both mentally and physically. It is immutable and unwaivering. As we all should be when we are at our very best.
i think that is why we get addicted to the feeling bro,good init...
that i like a lot, nice one bro.
phil113kgAwesome quote, thanks for sharing that!
damn. But, you are taking it out on the weight pile. That always made me feel better.
We have good days and bad, but it is our ability to RALLY that defines us.
Exercise is a great way to rally because you are doing something universally good for yourself. Others see that and respect it.
Good luck. Keep up the rally.
phil113kgThanks man, I agree, hitting the weights is the one of the best remedies. We are going to talk tomorrow and see how we can work things out. She is my best friend as well as my lover and that is more important than winning. Don't get me wrong, as we said in the Army, rock on airborne rock on!!!
best friend and lover is an awesome place to be. Good luck. And hopefully better luck than I had when I went to airborne school. Nice time to get pnemonia . . . lotta good a 312 PT score will do for you in that case. FAIL!
Anonyou stopped blogging on the tren thread.. sorry to hear about it. relationships aren't easy to begin with..
phil113kgNice to hear from you, thanks. I know, the tren is driving my mind nuts but I can handle it. She hates the fact that I am using, that is one of the problems. But she knows how important these contest are for me. It sucks when passion for the sport and issues of the heart come to clash.
Anonmaybe this wasn't the right one for you then.. passions don't have to clash.
phil113kgMaybe you're right, but there are few women out there that understand guys like us.
Anonsigh finding a woman that understands you and supports you is not impossible .. ..
phil113kgI feel what you'er saying, just glad to get a ladies perspective on this.
phil113kgNot saying you're a guy or such so don't get me wrong.
Going through the exact same thing as you, split up with my fiance and moved back in with my parents. Glad to see you got the drive to train through it, cuz for the last 3 weeks i haven't seen a gym or healthy food. Doesn't help it started during pct when i feel like a woman haha. Good luck with it bro, id drop the tren if i were you it took me to dark places when i was happy i can't imagine what you are going through with it.
phil113kgI wish i can drop the tren but it is a vital ingredient in my prep. Without it I will loose lots of muscle from the effects of the diet. I just need to maintain myself when I am on and not allow shit to get under my skin. Easier said than done but it is possible.
Just be careful mate i know what your feeling, add tren to that and it could get a bit hairy.
sorry to hear man,happened to me years back luckily our lifestyle gives us plenty to focus on 24/7 dont let your head slip up your ass bro you have a comp to win,COME ON ONE MORE REP......
phil113kgYou got that right, thanks to you and all
Been through it bro! just be thankful you dont have kids with her, it makes it alot easier... just use all the extra time your going to have towards the gym and come out of this with a hotter girl then her!!! its times like these that you can really get big and get yourself in the best shape of your life
Good luck going through this brother! Daaamn women, cant live without them, cant kill them .. !
Anonno you got that wrong.. MEN, can't live with em, can't SHOOT em ;-)
AnonAmen.
Yeah shit is fucked up, women can drive people crazy, i hit a very low point a few years back, you will over come that point and when you look back you will be glad things worked out they way they did, it will show you how far you can go and what you can acheive, if you need anyone to talk to let me know man keeping that shit in will destroy you, get to the gym and get it out in sweat and hard work.
As Arnold would say when preparing yo be a champion you must cut off all emotions and become emotionless. You must put all your struggles aside. Let the gym always brighten your day! You have a great body and let nothing neglect it. I'm sorry to hear about the break up....everything happens for a reason and sometimes that's not what we want to hear. I'm sure everyone on here has got your back brotha if not at least I do.
sorry to hear that work that shit out in the gym bro good luck
Damn brother im sorry about that. All bs aside love will take a toll on us as humans, I know what your going through right now. That is exactly why I stay away from tren (I know one day ill succumb to it) because I get aggressive enough on testosterone, trenbolone would make me an angry paranoid person.
phil113kgThanks for everyone sharing their thoughts with me. Man I am a weakling when it comes to the matter of the heart. Funny how that goes. I realize that the first few days will be my all time low but I look forward and keep my eyes on the goal. Did my leg workout but I was half there and half somewhere else. I don't blame the gear, I blame it on poor decisions made in the past that lead to this point. Learned a valuable lesson and that is never get involved with someone that is involved in another relationship even if that relationship is dissolving.