I have just finished a VERY successful 16 week cycle, that contained higher than usual doses of Tren E & Test Cyp than I usually cycle on. But for the past few days I have had some HORRIBLE nightmares.

Three nights ago I relived the murder of my best Mate. When the actual event occurred I was working in the US while he was still back in the UK. Within the dream I saw him having his throat cut, but I couldn't see the face of his killer and I had to watch my Mate pass away, alone, without me or anyone being able to comfort him.

Two nights ago, again within a nightmare, I was involved in a car accident where the car I was a passenger in, driven by my wife, was T-boned as we passed through some traffic lights. I was thrown through the front window but my wife was stuck in the car. I tried with all of my might to pull the door open as the car caught fire. My wife looked up at me and mouthed the words "I love you" and I'm suddenly being pulled away by two police officers. My left shoulder is on fire and I am BATTERING these two coppers and shouting "No" at them trying to get back to my wife. I am pummeling these two guys with all my might and rage but they're still keeping me from getting to my wife. I was suddenly awoken by my wife, as I was shouting so loudly in my sleep and it took my moments to realise what was going on. One second I was watching my wife burn to death, the next, she was waking me up, with her face just inches away from mine without a mark on her. (FREAKED ME THE F-K OUT, I CAN TELL YOU).

And this morning, I woke up, sat on the edge of the bed, fists clenched so hard and tightly together my forearms started to ache from the pump and an inner rage that was ready to kill. Why? NOT THE SLIGHTEST CLUE. What I'd dreamed about I do not know. Even coming out of sleep you usually have some idea if a dream had woken you up. But this time. NOTHING. I came back down to earth, glaring around the room for a victim, seething with anger and rage, sitting on the edge of the bed and asking myself, "WHAT THE F-K AM I SO ANGRY ABOUT?" (LOL). Weird!!!!!

We all have nightmares at times, but I have NEVER had such vivid, soul churning and rage filled dreams in my life, especially coming out of a long steroid cycle either.

Has anyone else experienced these kind of sleep patterns after finishing a heavy cycle?

I've heard of others experiencing nightmares while ON cycle, but never when coming off cycle.

Any advice would be very much appreciated.