Guys i need your help. Especially some of the more experienced guys here. I know of a guru here named tread, if you could chime in id love that. I have been running gear for alost 2 years straight. I started a cycle of test and deca that was 20 weeks long then cruised at 150mgs of test for 20 weeks. Then i returned to blast mode running test @ 750mgs week and deca @ 500mgs per week. This blast is still going on but i have decided that i dont want to blast and cruise anymore. Im 27 years old and healthy. I dont have the means to get bloodwork done. I know, im an idiot, you dont have to remind me. I want to get my natty test back. Do you guys think im too far gone or can i pull this off? I have clomid and nolvadex. Dont have hcg. Im scared to death that im not going to have a sex drive anymore. Thats my biggest fear. Please help me guys. I dont know what to do.