To the man I admire
I will keep this short. My husband has chosen steroids over our marriage. He continues to lie to me and will do anything to get the body he wants. He tells me I am closed minded to the benefits of steroids. I am RN and I can't have illegal drugs in my home. He risks my career and the way we provide for his kids. I am not here to bash your choices. I am here because this is where my spouse spends most of his free time; online researching. I am hoping he will see this and I hope he knows that I love him and I truly wish the best for him and maybe he can find a woman who is into this lifestyle and won't give him a hard time about injecting and cycling etc. I hope I can find someone is as passionate about me as they are steroids. I know it takes a lot of work to achieve greatness; this just isn't it for me. Thank you for your time.
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I'm real. Not a troll.
I don't see me ever accepting this. It's caused too many problems. The choices he has made.
Thank you for your reply.
he probably lies to you because you are close minded and wont understand, just like saying you are an RN and cant have illegal drugs in your home, as if the hospital sends raid groups to check their employees households for illegal substances, how ridiculous. try being supportive and not putting all the blame on him, it takes 2.
by the sound of this, id choose 7 vials of primo and 3 vials of tren A over you
That is great for you. I wouldn't get along with someone so comfortable with lying to me.
Possession of anabolic steroids is illegal. The hospital doesn't look for it but customs does and it can become a problem.
Thank you for your reply.
Maybe you should do a little less tren before you project your life into their situation.
This is an open letter to her man reaffirming her love and hoping he comes around. It's not about you.
To sir, with love
Thank you.
I love my spouse I can't express it enough.
I posted here because he spends a lot of time on these sites. I'm not here to bash or judge anyone.
Thank you for your reply.
Tell him MedDx said he only needs to be here, where is loving wife is....you're a true nurse...I feel you...I know you have the ways of Nightingale in your heart....you carry the lamp, remember...you have to light his ways and keep him straight...keep checking in on him cuz you know he's going to be in every tent on that battlefield...
I can only love and support him. He has made his choice and I'm afraid it doesn't include me. Steroids aren't cheap and that has caused issues. I'm just trying to learn more but I can't handle being lied to. It's very disrespectful. Everything I have said here I have said to him.
Divorce him and move on, then! Stay single, though, cuz everybody has their quirks. Hope you get your life put back together the way YOU want it...
I'm not projecting anything, my wife will pin the tren for me.
To YOU sir, with love!
Point is there is no reason for you to get bent out of shape trying to defend someone you do not know while attacking someone you do not know, for something you know nothing about.
So check the attitude.
To the man I admire?
Yes, taking away the steroid use, he is someone I love very much.
Then like Sauron said...he should tone it down for you....if he's hell bent and not listening then he's not following the AAS CODE.
I'm not familiar with the code but anything that impacts my family including his kids is not gaining favor with me. So for me I do not believe I could accept AAS now. Also, who wants to be screamed at frequently for very simple things? So from what I see this stuff he's taking is not good.I have seen no good from this at this time.
Yea he needs to quit being loud and practice some patience...get your CHL and pop off a couple shots when he gets unruly...tell him to shape up, or fuckin ship out....You've had your fair share of "frequent fliers".... lol
If he's screaming at you or the kids he needs help. In one way or another. You shouldn't have to tolerate such things. He needs to get bloodwork and to check his BP. I'm not making excuses for him but if he is losing his temper and being aggressive it needs to be addressed. The only time I've lost my cool while on anything it was from mast. In my opinion the only thing anyone really needs in this lifestyle is test unless you're competing. Good luck
Me and my wife have our own things mine gym and gear hers is make up I'm talking she can go into sophora I think that's what it's called and spend as much as I would on a 16 weeks cycle including pct pins and swabs ect. If you want to spend more time with him go to the gym with him some people think it's not there thing till they try it also you won't get in trouble for his gear he's your husband if he got caught he wouldn't say shit that ain't my gear it's hers youbwould just have to say you had no idea unless he was ordering raws and making shit himself. And for the kids he can show them a healthy life and teach them about the gym kids don't care what there parents are doing as long as there with him when I was a kid I'd sit on the grass and watch my dad to whatever chop wood fix the car I didn't care I'd just chat with him and get him the occasional beer. So I wouldn't go ruin a marriage because your not his center of attention people need there them time and if he's always on his phone talk to him about it instead of pushing yourself away from him set up a date night once a week anyways good luck
Dr. Phil
I have gone to the gym with him. I have researched the steroids he has taken. I'm not pushing him away. I have been very good to him.
If these are ever legal then it might be better for spouses like me.
Thank you for the reply.
Scratching my head over this one.
ETA: Given the recent outbreak of TROLL's.
Sometimes I wonder what to take serious.
I understand.
I'm just trying to learn more.
bigmurphI looked at this also thinking that maybe she was reading posts to try and understand since she signed up more about the lifestyle.
You never know though
Yes, to understand that which I do not.
You got it. Go to the source.
Maybe this has been going on for nearly a year. If that's the case, a clever woman to be sure.
I wouldn't say clever. It was right in front of me and I didn't see it. I felt betrayed and incredibly uninformed.
I have learned if I'm not a nurse I could be a detective.
Thank you for your reply.
Nurses are great detectives...we need you here anyway, so I hope you stick around...I may need some lift help...lol...really you could help interpret bloodwork....please...if you can't beat'em, joining....please...
I worked at UPS during my associates degree in nursing and learned how to lift. So far I have been good at lifting patients without injury.
Most of you have been respectful in your responses. I honestly expected much more attacks. Thank you.
I believe you have a reasonable issue that involves AAS use. If it's abuse, then it should stop! If he's misusing, meaning yelling and acting a fool...he needs disciplined!
If it is real then it is very sad for everyone involved especially the kids. I am grateful for my girlfriend's understanding.
You probably didn't hide it. Anything that is hidden then lied about can never be accepted by some. For me it means a huge part of my spouses life was hidden from me. It doesn't feel good.
I'm extremely understanding but unfortunately not after being lied to over and over.
I even said I need to know if you're using because even though I may not agree I would be included ans it wouldn't have been a huge lie. So it seems to bother me a lot that I was excludedoing from his life while I'm raising the kidswho aren't mine.(step)
Thank you for your reply. I'm happy you and your GF have an understanding.
Step kids, huh? I'm doing a character analysis on what you tell me about him...
Yup. I love them too. If I didn't I'd be on a beach with my future dog and microwave for one cookbook.
Sounds like you need a staffing assignment in Hawai'i....
Have a happy day....