I never wanted to be way i am now! i am afraid and freaked out !
I wanted to get big , but i dont wanna it anymore , it made me look so ugly . it makes me so ugly , my body is ugly , i feel ugly inside , it even changed my face...i even dont have confidence , my body is out of control . there is no balance on my body , i got too much water under my skin, i dont feel muscle that much but i see water and water ,!
i cant wear any clothes ,, all clothes look so ugly one me .i feel so old and bad and like suicide ,
i was eating hard , training hard
i wanted to be big but not anymore , people look at me like weird person ,,,
my body pics :(((((
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guys i really appreciate everyone for messages that they sent me !
I feel little bit better but i still confused , i lost 5 LB since last week and i believe it was not fat but muscle . i dont wanna loose my muscle but i wanna get rid of this fat and water in my skin ... i put my diet in last post ... I really dont eat any fat and i measure everything..
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Calm down dude
You wanna lose weight
Your in pct so just up your cardio and lower your calories
Take some natural diuretics and lose the water
Sweat it out, running off
You can lose the weight really fast if you cut calories and still train hard, then when the day and water falls off and you ripped up and 220 lbs you will be happy as all get out
Hang tough brother this isn't a I sat at home for six months and now I hate my choices this is a lifestyle
You don't wanna be big
Eat like shit
Drink like a sailor
Lift low weight high rep
^but who wants that; get it together and make the body you want
Jesus fuck you think I want to suffer gastro paralysis and not be able to eat not maintain muscle mass on my body for all I do eat 4000 calories a day and still can just barely make it...
And suicide because you look not as good as you wish,,,that's about as vain as it gets
Get real
Look a beautiful girl with cancer and no hair in the eye and tell her how you wanna give up because you carry some water right now
Get real
With love
GATORGEAR
Diuretics!!!!!!
thanks bruh
AnonBro, from the pics that I seen, you did great on your bulking. You have the potential to have a great physique. Water retention is expected with dbol. The water will subside. Just get your diet in check and everything else will fall in place. Did you take any type of AI while on this cycle? Sounds like what you are going through is Post Cycle Depression and it is a real thing. I've been there and been through it. Suicide is not the answer and it never will be. Don't ever expect things happen over night. Try to stay as positive as possible. I lost everything at one time while I was going through what you are. My girlfriend left me, I lost my house, I lost my job, I lost my car, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer and my dad is a whole story in it's self. But through all that shit I didn't kill myself even though it bought about it daily! Even ways to not make a mess. Find somebody to talk to and let out how you feel. Feel free to send a friend request to anyone of us and we will be glad to help you. Hang in there bro and stay positive.
bozJust curious when did he mention he was on dbol on this thread?
Ahhh i see now shred my bad......
thanks bruh ...Dude should i get tren a for my next cycle!
AnonI smell troll
no man im real ,,.. why should i do that even...
AnonI would stay away from tren for a long time dude. Save that for years down the road. Wait until you get done with this pct then come back and talk to us and we will be glad to help you. Lets just get through one thing at a time right now.
ok
AnonNo problem man!:-)
Could u please guys tell me honestly from 1 - 10 what do u give me for my body , and for this body what i should do next?im 250 Lb , 6.2 ... 27 ..
AnonLook fine..get that cardio up and calarie down and start chiseling thAt body away...dont let your mind play tricks on ya!
Could u please guys tell me honestly from 1 - 10 what do u give me for my body , and for this body what i should do next?im 250 Lb , 6.2 ... 27 .
Sounds like someone has the PCT blues
Could u please guys tell me honestly from 1 - 10 what do u give me for my body , and for this body what i should do next?im 250 Lb , 6.2 ... 27 .
breakingfaceNo body will blame you for quitting, most do.
Could u please guys tell me honestly from 1 - 10 what do u give me for my body , and for this body what i should do next?im 250 Lb , 6.2 ... 27 .
r u pissed because ppl think ur too big... honestly if u lose the fat then u ll look good, and most ppl (espicallly girls) will go after u for having a great body,, as for getting too big, u can always get smaller, just run or dont go to the gym
Could u please guys tell me honestly from 1 - 10 what do u give me for my body , and for this body what i should do next?im 250 Lb , 6.2 ... 27 .
Wardi77I truly feel like there is more to this that what he is telling us. What compounds were you running buddy? Sounds more like psychological issue to me...especially when he mentioned "suicide". An unstable mental capacity plus AAS equals a train wreck of epic proportions. Regardless, I hope he snaps out of it and gets some help.
i run test e and dbol man , and i m currently in PCT of that cycle
AnonPct might have ya a bit moody bro a bit mixed up since your body's hormones are out of wack and trying to get back in order
i dont bruh how should i loose fat ! i just finished my cycle with test e and dbol which was bulking cycle,, though i never do cardio
Wardi77Man, I honestly feel like you had some "unrealistic expectations" coming into your cycle and when the results you wanted didn't come, you are where you are now. If you want to lose some body fat I posted some links below.
http://www.eroids.com/forum/general/general-talk/wanna-get-ripped-read-this
http://www.eroids.com/forum/training-nutrition-diet/weight-loss/foolproo...
http://www.eroids.com/forum/training-nutrition-diet/weight-loss/nurition...
Could u please guys tell me honestly from 1 - 10 what do u give me for my body , and for this body what i should do next?im 250 Lb , 6.2 ... 27 .
StevebKeep working out and lower you calorie intake, you will lose fat fast. You need to calm down, It's not the end of the world.
wtf?
AnonWow dude calm down are you joking or serious and if serious chill out bro don't talk crazy you'll be ok just try and chill
no dude im serious i feel very bad , i tried very hard , i put myself 6 months in the home for getting big and this is what i got!
AnonYour not happy with your gains or you didn't come out how you thought you would ! Explain to me in great detail what's on your mind bro be calm and be real with me you'll be ok bro
man i wanted to have body that looks nice and good and where girls see it they go crazy , but now i even feel bad abt it because i feel i m too big , i cant wear good anymore because my body is so big and i got too much water under skin
AnonSo correct it bro don't freaking talk about suicide and shit no man should kill himself that's a cowards way out and you don't want to be a coward just correct the issues accordingly bro
Could u please guys tell me honestly from 1 - 10 what do u give me for my body , and for this body what i should do next?im 250 Lb , 6.2 ... 27 .
Wardi77what do you mean by "6 months in the home"?
i was not going out with my friends and i got very alone because i didnt want to drink and stay late because i was so motivated to only get big and i did everything i thought is right...
Wardi77So you did not achieve the goals you set with this cycle and now you think the whole world is over and you wanna kill yourself? Dude relax, everything will be ok. You are alive, lesson learned. Shit happens, life goes on.
no dude my aim was getting 250 LB i got that , but now i think i did wrong i just did it to quick and now i am to big and i got a lot of water , and i dont knw if i can loose this watr and fat without waitng for next cutting cycle,,