I keep thinking of myself as a bit of a crash-test-dummy, but the more I follow the people I envy, the more I see them in the same lines. Am I following them, or am I a kindred spirit? I kind of wanted to begin a group called by the title, but then I don't really want to claim special attributes, plus I can't start a group (always a show stopper). I mean to say, I kind of wanted a thread that allows talk about some of the extreme things we do in chasing a beautiful physique, but also gives a self-disclaimed... "DO NOT COPY ME" and young, healthy bodies not really invited.

I think that safety comes first is a principal to be followed, but I don't really choose to follow it. For one, I am a hound for a promotion. I mean, if a source puts out something for trial, I am quick to make that FR and get that post, just waiting for it. Sure, I google the source, check for bad reviews, claims on their product, but truth is, I don't do that until after working on securing my place in that line. And the people I really envy.... well, they'er usually about ten to twelve steps ahead of me. Don't get me wrong, I still put my source number one and I plan my cycle for all medicines necessary, purchasing them, but when a promo on Anadrol comes out, guess who's putting A-bomb in his routine... yes, shirlsguy is.

But, we do stupid things too. I guess that I want a place where people can come forward with the things they are doing that aren't working and get some answers.... and still not represent to the young or naive that this is by any way the safest way to do things. If I worked on that principal, I would have titled this something like 'Mr. Safety' or the likes of that, but the reality is that I am one of the program junkies. Since my first TRT injection of SUST 250, I felt youth coming back to me and had the first pep to go back into the gym in ten years and just a bit later, it is not leaving me.

That's about the sum of it, really, just looking for like chatter. And I do agree on one point strictly... I don't think 18 year olds and such belong in this club! Don't any young, healthy person kid yourself, you are not supposed to be in this crowd, you don't know enough about life. I don't belong here, really, but I am closer to 50 than I am 40 and naturally on TRT. That's how I justify it, not because I want to make varsity football. I went natural until 45-years of age and anyone who wants to hear a hard-working story about a kid who went from 140lbs dripping wet to 205 lbs lean the totally natural way, well I have done it that way too.