Been using eroids as a source for several years now. I always used their info to help guide my decisions whether that is gear or dosed related. Eroids and the community info has been good to me in all my education. I thought I knew a lot until I bumped into some real smart dudes and understand more of the chemistry side of things.

Anyhow, I just came off gear. I was blast and cruising for about 3 years straight worth trt doses in between. Well I'm at that point now where I want to start a family and have kids. Got a sperm analysis done and it was not good what so ever. That was my first wale me up. Went and saw a urologist and told me I had to come off and start clomid and hcg.

I've been off for a month now and I've been miserable. I still can't work out. Meaning my muscles give out on warm up weight. I can barley do 30 min of cargo. And on top of that I can only flex my muscles to about 50% of normal. Lost 10 lbs. When i came off i think my cortisol was so high cause everything i was eating afterwards was increasing my bf. It's been messing with me mentally.

I know this is going to be a long road until my wife gets pregnant.