horrible past couple of days
Well here it goes im on cycle ,but that part is going pretty good i'd say. I started at 170 at my profile pic is the start and now im at 190 with maybe 3 ounds of water retention so not much. Cycle is 12 week in all nearing the end and im 190 ppl notice the diff in me and most know im on it as i was open with is cause im in a mid sized towna nd always been in good shape just not 190 pounds and still see my abs and almost my 6 pack at the sametime. Well in all never been abov 175 lol so big change now im repping the good old 225-250 for 7-15 reps depends on the day and what i did before sometimes i do back to back days for chest to break myself down. The bad girl finally knows about the roids i kept it close for a good 9 months and one night as pretty gone off my good old jager and yukon jack got home and asked her for once how i looked and she always says great as i do to her and i go pissed and said really compared to others and she finally broke it down that she dint want to see me get to the 200 pound mark and stay where im at just get more shredded as i got about 10 pounds i could shred up and looked ripped as fuck and then after that she knew i've always been in shape ,but asked how i got big so much faster than the past aka she's a nurse getting her Rn atm and one day seen the redness on my arm from pip from test p and then ask and i brought up the night about that to and told her and started pulling out bottles after bottle and stop after about 20 bottles of test and so forth and now no text since 11:30 am and i've told her im sorry and i'd stop cause we have a great future and it'd be worth it ,but if i cant changed it i'll fill our time with working out more and kill myself till the day i die and take care of my two beautiful twin girls:) the devils they are ,but almost a year old on march 27th they will be a year and march 28th is my bday. Give any iput you can guys need some help
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man your old lady sounds high maintenance. imo just keep doing your thing. don't shape your life around her. if she doesn't support you then she needs to move on. But do you really wan't to hide it from her or not run cycles just because "she doesnt like it" ?
bro I would keep doing you and focus on your baby girls, as they should be the most important thing to you. the woman will choose if she wants to stick with you but you shouldn't have to try and impress her to keep her
O she def is up there for maintenance. She come from a rich family as I used to when my parents were together and we farmed so i knew the vaule of a dollar and no im on my own and her parents still buy her all of her stuff and once she is a grad from school in 2 years there buying here a house in the range of 150-200k paid in full. She's always naggin me about making more money and so on and her dad hates my job. Which is why im working to towards a personnal trainer and I already have a degree in comp engineering ,but its a hobby to me so I dont want to take that on a s a job and he hates that i wont do that and make 60-100k a year compared to 40-50 but im happy there. I don't need anymore ,but no less. I even thought about getting back with my ex in the past days due to this and my ex is th stay at home girl that would take care of my kids cook for me clean for me do my laundry and all i gotta do is flip the bill and give some good pipe.my current will help watch my kids ,but her money aspect of life and always nagging for me to make more get a better job is what is killing me and her. Just wish she could see im happy and it wont change intill i want it to.
i tell the wife evrything about this. She wasn;t too happy but she deals with it. Give it time, she'll come around
It is good that you opened up to her, you did the right thing, so if she makes a big deal out of it, that is her decision. At least now she can be included in your plans and goals. I'm sure she was pissed that you didn't tell her sooner, so that may cause a trust thing, or it might make your relationship stronger if you continue to improve your communication.
thank you all for the great advice and i know im young,but i've been taught by some of the greats as in zewi and more i dk if i can even say there name,but hopefully i can. Im not going to disagree that im in the young side of the line for AAS ,but im in the fine line that knows a good cycle from a wrong one. Never will do anything major past a test cycle ever and I have proper PCT so no worries there. I have 6 and can have 8 sites if needed. Right now im in the area im using this for looking good and my own gains,but im also going to school for nutrition atm for becoming a personal trainer which is the main goal why i jumped on to get that great physically look. If wrong please tell me and im not offened like most i will take the harsh words and if so I will stop AAS for a few years and go from there if there is someone that can teach me more the legit way ,but be a real person mentor me and be a person that works out daily even twice a day as I do with working 60 hour weeks and more sometimes.
I will tell you my reason for saying you are young and shouldn't use. Because you are peaking now naturally and with the right nutrition and training you could make great gains without aas. I am 45 and have been on TRT the last 2 years and started cycling beyond TRT 8 months ago. If you look at my pictures you will see that it was not the steroids in that amount of time that gave me my base and foundation. For me it was a life dedicated to health and fitness with aas being my last choice in my middle age. When I was twenty I had a military buddy give me some D-bol and test cyp. I used it for 12 weeks and honestly the sides for me at that age were not worth the gains. Granted I am sure you got better advice then me on pct etc, but still look where it has got you with your girl. So it is not just the physical ramifications that should be explained but also the social ones as well. I don't judge you and it is totally your business but you asked for input and that is what I gave you.
Nothing against Zewi ot any of the other greats here but I would still say to them, you and any others here that it is bad advice to take steroids at 22 unless it is medically needed. If for nothing else you are short changing yourself when your natty test will work perfect. Can I prove by studies that it is bad, no I can't I just believe it is a tactically unintelligent decision. Because I waited and built up my body naturally first I will still get great benefits in my 40s from aas, I don't believe you will unless you increase the amounts and compounds continually if you keep using . I am by no way even close to a journeyman with steroids, but I am an expert with pro competition and being in better shape for my age then many who are half my age. I can clearly see that you are willing to learn and obviously you can take constructive criticism which is impressive nowadays for your age. I am sure with this attitude you will go far with you goals:)
thank you brother for even coming to my thread and putting in your time and words. After what you've said i need to think about using again after this cycle. So i think it may be time to just finish this cycle up PCT and go back to all natural like i was before this cycle. Cause I still had great gains all natty so I think I'll go back there and see where things go so i don't hurt myself before my time in th elong run and have to keep upping the doses like you said in the later years. Thank you once again brother
Brother, you will go far I wish I would have had your humility and wisdom at your age! Not to mention the credibility that you will have in instructing others. +1
thnak you brother and i hope i learn enough to give ppl my thoughts like you have and what i know now is right and I only use and practice what i'd give to others in the right way and never want to harm someone let alone myself. Cause i've already had friends ask me cause the 20 pound increase in such a short time even with the 3 pounds of water and fat there that they want in on what im on and still i won't let them cause there the guys that make AAS have the bad name they would go crazy and add stuff that dont belong an then when they get hurt they'd prob tell and I don't won't that in my life as I risk enough by myself alone doing it with haveing 2 twin girls so i keep it to myself wether they think or klnow what they cant prove wont hurt anyone,but myself. So I keep my darkside life to me no one else. Also if I do decided to stay on I will keep it to trt doses of test only cycle one compund at all
That is good and you are right keeping yourself healthy is not just for you but you daughters as well! I wish you and your family the best!
Good advice Pank, +1
Id bet she is more angry about the fact that you hid something from her than the fact that you are using aas. As cheesey as it sounds, if you dont have trust in your relationship, you've got nothing. Communication is key, time to sit down and have a chat.
my lady pins me. so i cant offer you any good advice.
First I suggest you go read Goth's post on"A LIST OF WHO SHOULD BE TAKING STEROIDS." Next taking steroids at your age with no other goal then getting a little bigger or ripped is unneeded and unhealthy. The last thing is gonna seem pretty harsh but it is what it is, you fck upped by not being forth coming with her. If you say you love someone and respect them then be honest, and after that if she pulls the silent treatment, manipulation etc, then walk away unless you want to be whipped the rest of your life. I have said this before my life and my body are mine to do with as I see fit and also to live with the consequences of my choices without blaming others. What you have done is put into her mind that you kept this from her so what other more important shit like "cheating" are you hiding.You are young but a man none the less, I am sure there are many here that have their own approach to your dilemma, but this is mine. Oh yeah and don't beg. Go to her and tell her you fcked up because you didn't trust her enough to tell her, and now you can see how not only can that hurt but also cause her to wonder what else you may be hiding. Good luck to you and I know this seems harsh but my intent is to not leave room for any misinterpretation.
You are pretty young to be using steroids right now anyway so it is probably best for you in the long run to not use AAS right now. A good girl beside you should be a higher priority than using steroids to look good. I'm 42 yrs old and didn't touch steroids until this year. You can take your body a long way just doing it naturally and keep her happy at the same time.
I had a buddy whos gf was pissed he juiced. He stopped made it up to her, was open about doing something legal and started doing peptides. She was cool with it cause its (lega), he got good gains. And after a while she didnt mind seeing him pin and started realizing its not a big deal, now he juices and does peptides.
thats a tough one man...i brought it up to my wife right away...a few weeks after i first started. i had low t so was a bit easier but it really just helps sitting down and having a convo about it. now she doesnt mind whatever i run as long as im open with it