Hey everyone, been on here a few months and figured it was time I start contributing. This will serve as my intro and what I've added since finding eroids.

I'm 6'2 early 40's and currently 204lbs. Maybe 15% body fat but I'm no good at estimating (profile picture is pretty recent). I've been working out since I was a teenager but many years of that was just enough to look like I work out. In my 30's I stopped fucking around and the last several years I've been in the best all round shape of my life. Around 40 progress was noticeably limited and it got to the point where every deficit ended with me at 190lbs which is cool but I wanted a little more. I figure for all of the effort I put into working out and taking care of my body, I should look how I want to look. My routine is this, 4day split 6days a week Arms, Legs, Chest, Back and 2 body parts get added to other days, for example: Chest and Biceps are the next target muscles so chest gets done on chest day and on arm day and same for biceps. Cardio 5-7 days a week. Sleep is the only area that isn't 100% but I work an off shift and have people to take care of so I do the best I can.

I decided to put myself on TRT. My levels were not terribly low, 400-500 but during deficits it would get below 300. I'm going for improved quality of life and I want about 15lbs more of muscle.
I used a clinic so I could have a prescription because I was paranoid about travel(I'll ditch them after the 1year agreement is up) but the initial Test C I started with I got through eroids. I'll abbreviate the sites I used because the rules were unclear if I could mention the sites I found on here. The sites that I decided were worth trying were TR, 87, 76 and AAS. I wanted to start with ParaPharma so I got international and domestic to get an understanding of how shipping speeds would be. Domestic came quick and was very yellow but I had read that happens for different reasons and went ahead and got started. The PIP was fucking bad lol. I was doing SubQ and would have welts for days and I was just thinking "what the hell did I get myself into". I toughed it out and then trt clinics Test arrived and the internal PP and both were clear. Anyway, it was a rough start but Ive had no PIP from any other bottles. Spent a few months with my dose of 80mg every 3 days. Not much change physically but I felt fucking great.

Next came the ramp up over a few weeks until I ended up staying at 420mg/week for 10 weeks. Now shit changed. I felt great, strength was going up and if a female got too close to me, I needed sex. I felt so good that I started buying more Test and other products, from the sites mentioned, like an addict. I didn't take anything else like an idiot but it just felt good and I was also testing out different suppliers so I figured it was all good. No major sides, I got a few random pimples on my body which was great because I thought for sure acne would be my problem. E2 went up to 62 but aside from a small amount of bloating, everything was good.

Honestly, I didn't want to stop but I went back to my 80mg every 3days to let my body go back to normal and to see if I'd still want to have sex with my girl. I went into a small deficit and I'm now at 204lbs. I'll see how things look at 200lbs but i don't see this deficit going down to 190lbs so this has been a win.

I'll be starting another blast in the coming weeks so I want to share the other purchases I made. I might just do Test only again because it went so well but wouldn't mind hearing what some of you guys have to say about these.
Parapharma: Anavar, Primo200, HGH
76: TestP100/NPP100, Proviron
PA: TestP, NPP, Anavar
AAS: I only got Test because Bouwen seemed good and their Test was good but didn't love the website
I bought all of this while I was on my feel good high based on a lot of what I read on here. I have no intention of blasting a ton of shit and might not use most of this but it happened.

Sorry for the long post, just wanted to include everything. I'll add some photos once I'm able to and thanks to all of you guys who constantly post tips and information.