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Depression post cycle

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Hey guys. I was wondering if any of you have experience with post cycle depression. I just started my pct and I've been feeling really low lately. I've also just been a lot more sensitive and lonely feeling. I keep getting frustrated with my spouse because she doesn't try to help me but I know she has her own stuff going on. I am just wondering if there is anything I can do to ward this off because I feel like shit and I have a ways to go with my pct. cycle was: 400 ish mgs of test prop weekly with 50 mg dbol daily. And I am about three days into my pct on 100 mg clomid. The plan was 100 mg clomid daily for two weeks, then maybe 50 mg daily for another week, and maybe some nolva after that. Any input is appreciated.
Just a FYI I'm not a girl haha sorry for the confusion

Bulkdaddy's picture

After any heavy cycle I've done would cause depression... I Wish I could help but I just ride the ride and deal with it and eventually goes away.

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megabolangirl's picture

The reason I am skeptical about adding nolva is because my doctor told me not to take them together. He is an endo with a lot of experience treating anabolic steroid induced hypogonadism and has had lots of his patients try different pct regimens and he said taking them together doesn't improve effectiveness and causes more side effects

VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

You have made it clear nobody here has given you any usable tips

Do what your Dr advises and be happy Smile

SenseiMiagi's picture

Your hormones are adjusting, so this down feeling is normal and a part of cycling. Keep eating and training...maybe lower training intensity for a couple weeks, but stick with it. Recovery is difficult for all of us and it is not your spouses fault. If your depression gets too bad you should talk to your doctor as there may be an underlying condition that needs treating.

megabolangirl's picture

Good advice thank you for your input. I'm going back to the gym today. I read someone on this forum that a well respected member posted and he suggested to take a week off when you come off gear and so that's what my logic was behind that but I guess it isn't the best idea for me

VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

Its a guy....... with a girly sounding handle

BigThing's picture

That is a pretty serious cycle for a woman. Maybe a little to harsh. I hope you know what you are doing

Drock_357's picture

I thought the same thing...the clomid part threw me for a loop then realized it's a guy....haha

megabolangirl's picture

Sorry for the confusion I am a male

megabolangirl's picture

Damn I thought ostarine would be suppressive I actually have some on hand maybe I'll take it. Yep I've actually decided to take a while of aas after this cycle since I need to focus on my career for a bit

kodiakGRRL's picture

where is your ai ? you can half dose the nolva and add aromasin it seems to help however you also need to pay attention to the guys below you ... telling you to eat and train like you are on cycle...

just what is it you want your spouse to do ?

megabolangirl's picture

I just felt like my spouse wasn't taking it seriously and was not making me a priority. She just rescheduled something to make more time to be with me right now though so I'm feeling much better about that. It sucks because I know I'm being ridiculous and emotional but I can't help it

megabolangirl's picture

I came off the arimidex. I was taking 1 mg every other day on cycle but I felt like my joints were getting too dry so I stopped it. I wish I could get a fast / accurate test for my estrogen but the only one I've found to be even remotely accurate is the sensitive estradiol test and that usually takes over a week to get the results. I'm still torn as to whether or not I should take an ai, I feel like I would push my estrogen too low if I took one since I don't have must testosterone to convert to estrogen

TimberDog's picture

If your joints got too dry from your AI, perhaps you crashed your estro and your estro has yet to rebound. I crashed my estro on cycle last fall and it took quite a while for it to recover. Id imagine crashed estro on top of post cycle low Test could exacerbate post cycle blues. I'd get that estro checked ASAP before resuming use of an AI. just my 0.02.

megabolangirl's picture

This is what I am thinking too and I will get my e2 checked thank you for your input

madman's picture

Your pct should look like this.
100/100/50/50 Clomid
40/40/20/20 Nolva

Continue eating and training like you would if you were still on cycle. It sucks believe me I know been there done that. Keep your head up and stay positive.

megabolangirl's picture

Damn that's gnarly. I'm a little worried about taking those doses of nolva and clomid together but I guess I'll give it a shot

madman's picture

You shouldn't be worried about taking Clomid and Nolva at those doses, it's actually standard PCT protocol. You'll be fine, use the search bar up top and check it out.

megabolangirl's picture

Ok sounds good. For whatever reason I didn't see a standard pct sticky I just saw a torem info post and something else but yea I failed to search so my bad

Makwa's picture

You need to eat and train just like you were on cycle. You should never be doing things different whether on or off cycle. That is how you keep and maintain the gains. This is all part of cycling so if you "can't do the time don't do the crime".

gmassive's picture

im a week into pct aswell mate, clomid 50mg a day and nolva 40. i always feel majorly depressed for the 1st few days of pct from where my tes levels have dropped, i just do 2 heavy leg days a week instead of 1 and deadlifts twice a week during pct, i think this helps boost natural tes more then the tablets. i feel fine now

megabolangirl's picture

Ok I will try that thank you. I thought maybe I'd take a week off working out since I barely have any testosterone but maybe that is making things worse