I use to have a HUGE needle phobia, also scared of going in Hospitals too and would often faint when in them as the anxiety and fear I would experience would be horrific!! Lol I was scared shitless of needles and everything that could go wrong when its inside me - But with anything like that in life you 'Feel the Fear and Fuckin Do it anyway!!! ...

I garuantee that once you have been injecting for a few weeks you will no longer even care or think about it pal, yeh you will have some nasty ones where you get sprayers out of your backside and glutes if you go through a big vein that will scare you a little, you'll feel shit for a few minutes but then you will get back to it again. This game toughens you up bro, these are steroids you are playin with and with them comes a level of toughness and also responsibility to learn. The joy and excitement of running gear way outstrips a bit of anxiety in the early days about injecting yourself, I think there is also a bit of shame in sticking yourself too as you feel like a bit of a drug addict or at least I did a bit but the level you will move up to makes all the apprehension a distant memory - Enjoy it Don't fear it