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We're people, just like you and we put the people first. Unless they're assholes, in which case they can fuck off.
Like I stayed home from school and turned on a Jerry day.
She admitted to actively continuing to keep secrets from you because you would kill yourself if you knew the truth and literally masturbated as you cried when she was telling a story of being plowed by anyone who paid her friend Dan and she had no idea who they were or how many there were and it sounds like you two were together at the time.
She’s literally using sex as a weapon and if you don’t quit poking her you’re gonna catch something.
I know you believe you can get the last laugh and destroy your retirement and divorce her at the perfect time but believe me, man, from someone who fell in love with a terrible woman, she will self-destruct on her own.
You said you can rebuild but she can’t well….her buddy Dan showed her how to make $ with no skills so I wouldn’t put too much weight on that claim. It’s going to take you time to rebuild. Do it while your thing still works and you can find a good lady to have fun with…or preferably several ladies.
Your kids don’t understand the situation but I guarantee they wouldn’t want you suffering and once they are older you set the example for them.
Are you going to be the dad that shows your kid how to leave situations with disrespectful people because you love yourself and you know you’re worth more or are you going to let them watch you be the dad too weak to change bad situations, no matter how difficult they become? Because they are watching and once they are old enough to understand all of the sudden little things will fall in place like a puzzle and you want that puzzle to have a picture that betters them, not one that makes them think they come from the DNA of pushover.
These steroids can definitely help you get in shape and increase your sense of self worth but you gotta prioritize your health and it’s hard to do that in such a bad mental state. For what it’s worth I’ll be praying for you but you are the only one who can get into a better place mentally to make smart decisions with drugs that make you look good and feel great but can (and often do) have serious consequences.
This guy has got to be trolling brothers!! Yall dont fall for this --
Unfortunately I'm out of Upvotes mate
I didn’t read all of this but god damn I say. How he even know they his kids biologically at least. I mean yeah he raising them so he’s dad but still. WTF. My first wife was a cheating whore too but I left her ass after I realized it wasn’t worth trying for the kids anymore.
Man all I will say is leave her and don’t look back bro!
Don’t ever stay because of the kids. They will understand what you needed to do in order to keep your sanity and have a good life for yourself and for them without their mom.
There’s NO woman worth all that shit man.
It think it’s safe to say you have some serious self esteem issues if that alone doesnt get you to leave. I imagine you had a very rough upbringing as well considering you’re wiling to take this kind of abuse. I like many here have kids but I doubt anyone here would try to work that out. Couples counseling isn’t going to help you. YOU need help. YOU need therapy. I applaud your journey and effort to get in shape but do it for the right reasons. YOUR over all health and mental
State of mind.
Those things will NEVER leave your mind and you will NEVER trust her again. It’s a dead end.
Do you have a son? Imagine your son coming to you with that situation and say he has a kid with her. Is your advice going to be to stick it out bc you have kids? I doubt it.
Continue on this journey and man the fuck up by making the tough decisions not the easy ones.
I want to wait until she is in her 40’s then divorce her in the most brutal way, leave her destitute with nothing. In order for me to do that I have to lose everything so that I have no marital assets to split with her. I can rebuild my empire she cannot because never invested energy into developing skills she can sell.
I will have the last laugh, I have already begun my payback plan, I systematically removed any friends she has left in her life I did that with honesty by telling people how she really is not the image she projects. I am the only person she has left in her life the man she psychologically and emotionally tormented for 2 decades I’m sure she is aware and horrified by that. She is aware of the retribution I plan on unleashing on her because I’ve told her what her future is going to look like. I’m going to leave her homeless and alone she has nobody left in her life but me and our children and as soon as the kids get old enough I will tell them the truth and they will abandon her also. With a little luck by the time I’m finished with her, both her parent will be dead so she can’t crawl home to them. I’ve cashed out my retirement already and spent all of the money, I’ve sold my assets and spent the profits. I will quit my job at the moment our divorce is finalized so she has no hope of getting alimony. She is so fucked at this point in her life that she will finally realize who has been the pathetic one in this marriage. To some it may seem brutal to actively plan the demise of your own wife but she has it coming to her she deserves what she gets.
Your a moron. Just leave her. I think your a little too hopeful that you'll destroy her life. The bitch doesn't really care. She'll find someone knew to fuck that won't know what kind of person she is and the cycle will repeat with him.
Ya man spend all ur money on gear and put the rest in college funds for ur kids. Literally take a home equity loan and put it in accounts for ur kids or some shit and then dip on her ass.
Fuck that bitch. you can do better. Let your eroids family guide you. Let @press1 wisdom wash over you like the mighty European geiser of enlightenment.
Unfortunately mate when I was younger, I always figured people had nothing but good intentions and were as loyal as I was myself - through many years of experience I learned this wasn't the case, I was the mug that always accepted women back when I was told they would never do it again etc. You come to realise that some people are just a certain way and will never change the way they think or treat others, as much as you want them to.
Well said
That is very true. I myself have tried to "change" for ppl. Never works. I end up being the same degenerate I started as. Ppl are who they are. Good or bad.
'You can change if you want to' - Margaret Thatcher lol
I must admit I was quite a different person up until I stopped drinking - didn't have any humility, took myself way to seriously, thought only of myself and not of others, very little empathy for other peoples problems. A lot of that changed almost naturally when I began to see life in a sober state of mind continually.
Father Ed Dowling
"Pain is the touchstone of all spiritual progress"
Didnt know you were sober Man, when I got sober I was left with me fucked up liar,selfish and self seeking to the core, broken one would say, also a great place to start to build something new! Was never my choice to stop somehow I kept ending up in a rehab fucked again. Was her fault or the cops or them anyone but me haha. Sure as hell glad I listened to this old timer said what the fuck u doing kid your life's fucked seem like the last person to find out kind of look. He Got busy trying to help himself by helping me change my life an i accepted the help I was given cause I needed it an still do.
I needed to reach absolute rock bottom for me to finally want to change mate - took quite a few years of hardcore drinking all day long for me to reach that point. I would have some good periods where I would just about be able to stay sober for 2 days - feeling really good and well but then of course to celebrate how good I then felt I wanted to get wasted, which would result in 3 days of insanity followed by another 2 days of paranoid comedowns and feeling like I'd want to die. Either way the end result was always feeling like utter shit even if there were moments of drunkeness that would mask everything. I would wake up crying every morning because I was so utterly depressed and lost with myself, I just could and would not accept that it was the alcohol that was doing this to me. Then one day during the middle of the summer 11.5yrs ago I finally had enough of feeling the way I did - the way I saw it was I couldn't feel any lower than I already did if I rode out the comedown. 36 hours of rattling, shaking and anxiety/paranoia followed. I finally was able to eat something and see a some kind of beginning to a new future if I stuck with it. I put all my mind and focus back into lifting again and thats what ultimately saved me and kept me sober - because I knew if I drank again then that would be lost instantly. Luckily the rest is history. I think having a degree of faith in God helps for sure - but ultimately its your faith in yourself and your own strength that stops you from picking up that first drink again, not a higher power.
Fuck yeah I feel that man 100%, them dts ain't no joke I remember detoxing on my brothers couch for 2.5 weeks shaking an shivering swearing was probably 78 degrees in there haha what a fucking a hell u made it too though brother an so many of us ! We aint alone but drinking an on drugs we def were. Yeah im coming up on 12 yrs too week from now. Wasnt getting shit for Christmas an wasnt getting anything anything but u know my mom still till this day was the best present I could've ever given her unintentionally. 21 yrs old my mom would be worried sick every siren she'd hear thiught it was for me for 8 years maybe more I drove that women nuts an stole alot of her peace. Get to make it right today though try my best son an person I can be. Yeah hey whatever gets ya sober or keeps ya sober is none of my business the fact you are is a beautoful thing all in yall God is good brother, good is God
Props to you. My brother chose to kill himself instead of ride out the come down. Your statement is true that you don't know who you really are or how you act until you're sober. I stopped drinking a year ago after drinking every day for four years. And Jesus fuck I didn't even realize all the relationships I fucked up between then
Sorry to hear about your brother, I've lost a shit ton of friends from this disease fucking sucks balls. Glad youre on the wagon, life's so much better without that shit least for us. We were like tornados ripping through people's lives.
Really man it's been a blessing to not even crave alcohol anymore. And it's allowed me to put on so much more weight.
I was EXACTLY the same pal - I lost the weight and never gained any in drink, spirits will do that to you as you never want to eat once you become totally alcoholic - the liver and stomach become too stressed and irritated for you to feel hungry. 115lb's I was the day I stopped as a 34 year old man - I resembled a heroin addict more than a drinker. 105lbs later I don't even recognise that person anymore and neither do a lot of people in the street LOL
Haha of course you would quote Margaret Thatcher...
I will quote Charles burkowski:
D]on’t wait for the good woman. She doesn’t exist. There are women who can make you feel more with their bodies and their souls but these are the exact women who will turn the knife into you right in front of the crowd. Of course, I expect this, but the knife still cuts. The female loves to play man against man, and if she is in a position to do it there is not one who will not resist. The male, for all his bravado and exploration, is the loyal one, the one who generally feels love. The female is skilled at betrayal. and torture and damnation. Never envy a man his lady. Behind it all lays a living hell.
Wow truer words have never spoken
Lmao I like the college fund idea.
Dude... On one hand youre crazy as hell for trying to work it out with her. She has ZERO respect for you. Be a role model for ur kids and show them what self respect looks like. THERES SO MUCH PUSSY out there. Even when you were a fatso, with the right head game, you couldve pulled plenty. Get ur head on straight.
On the other hand, you're doing so much gear, so recklessly that you probably won't be around to have to pay off the marriage counseling bill buddy.
For reals. Get all your shit together. You deserve better. This is a place full of alpha men. BE ONE.
Yeah I’m done telling my story on here, I thought I was alpha for sticking by my wife’s side. Most of this crazy shit Happened about 15 years ago… I still throw up when I have flashbacks of living through that time of my life it was agony. She has been medicated for the last 2 years and says she has been good to me but I have a hard time believing her because she lied about everything for so long.
You are as Good as the people you surround yourself with mate - she is not good for you and never will be. As tough as it may be, you should walk away. Your children will understand in time when they know the full story - staying with her for their sake is the WRONG way to go about things in this case. I Hope you can find the strength to find someone who is a good person
Welcome to the dark side.
I'm not here to be negative, we are all here for the same reason. Transforming your body is one of most satisfying things in the world. Especially when it involves putting actual work/pain in and then filling your flesh vehicle with the nectar of the gods.
what I've learned though is the attention people will give you is great and all, but you are still the person in your head at the end of the day. A conciousness if you will.. or maybe just chemical reactions bouncing back and forth at each other naming themselves "Me and I"
Be safe take advice and don't fucking blow your heart up because it will happen if you push it too far
edit: and fucking awesome job on your journey. that progress is nothing to be less than proud of.
Well said.