+ 1 The many forms of addiction - SEX!
So many of us speak about the increased sex drive/libido that comes with AAS.
Some of them more than others, but what is the craziest or most deviant thing sexual wise y’all have ever done on cycle?
During periods of being single I have went to an Asian massage parlor and gotten a couple full service massages when on cycle and curious. First time I found a real one it was obvious and I was halfway shocked. Way more common than you’d guess.
In Vegas with a couple buddies we got escorts to each of our hotel rooms and it was honestly a pretty fun time, but you don’t start thinking about the deviance or repercussions until after lol.
In college I worked at a gas station and a couple approached me about a threesome, and the husband was a cuck. I fucked his wife while he watched and they wanted me to cum in her every time. Tubes tied and was clean so my horny college ass was all for it. I’d get dressed and leave but I gotta admit after busting it felt weird to know the dude was fucking his wife full of my cum and then eating it, but hey the things you do when young and full of hormones…
Hell a little over a month ago I spent the cash on Airbnb for the weekend and had a “sexcation” (Vacation for Sex LOL) with a old flame I had sworn off of… one of those so crazy will ruin your life, but top tier in bed types.
I have had some flings with Tinder chicks and that I 1000% wouldn’t have off cycle.
Soooo yeah what’s some extremes y'all have went to, or even just experiences that maybe wouldn’t have happened if not on PEDs?
I’m sure some of y'all may think less and that I’m disgusting, and I’m sure some of y'all may think this is nothing and have done way worse. No judgement from me ever- just true curiosity on the levels!
Sex addiction is just as real as any other in my opinion. I have heard of extremes like spending a majority of their money/taking unnecessary risks, but thankfully have not gotten that desperate ever. I am always safe unless I know the person very well or have proof and that has keep me clean all my life thankfully.
It’s funny I am a complete horn-dog, but STD’s/STI’s scare the SHIT out of me.
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Had a close friend who all my friends joked about saying she was obsessed with me. I met her when I was 15 and she was mid 20s. When I was 17 she had rented a place out and got a stripper for her bday. She kept wanting me to get a lap dance from the stripper and I wasn’t interested. At some point she stood over me and put my face under her shirt. Then the stripper started blowing me. Her boyfriend was tryna stop her and she brushed him off. Dude left and they finished the job. This happened in front of about 20-30 people. I busted hard and people were cheering. This story is one of those it was awesome but I was 17 surrounded by people in there late 20s early 30s so sometimes it’s kind like wtf was going on.
When I was 22 I was fuckin with some sisters one was 21 other was 19. First time shit went down I was feeling up on one while the other was grabbing on me. The younger sister went down stairs so I went down stairs to have her finish me off. Then I went upstairs and fucked the older sister. The next day they talked about it and found out real quick. I always assured the other it was them I was interested in and not the other. I fucked them as much as I could. This was some real pos shit.
My sex drive has always been an issue. I am hypersexual and constantly need it. If I don’t I start thinking about cheating. I’ve thrown myself out there but haven’t jumped the gun. My girl thinks im a sex addict. Idk if PEDs makes it worse bc this is just how I’ve been.
Whoa whoa whoa. The female got a male stripper that blew you? Or the female got another female stripper to? LOL! Details! Yeah that’s a crazy situation especially considering the age like wtf! I would never think to cheer on a teenager getting blown lol.
Hahaha I feel ya, but there some moments with horniness/libido on AAS you’ll be like… “I haven’t thought like this since I was 13 and going through puberty!”
Definitely play a role to me haha.
Hey man like I said I think it’s as real as any addiction.
That’s what love is though. Continuously picking that person EACH AND EVERY day no matter how hard it gets, or what 10/10 drop-dead gorgeous opportunity is thrown at ya.
If you’re still choosing them… I call that love
Lmao female stripper.
If anything AAS allows my body to keep up with my mind.
Great post. We are here to support each other not judge.
Guilty sex addict here. STI's don't scare me anymore, and that may be a problem. My rationalization= sports guys don't enjoy injuries but they don't quit playing all together. See a doctor, get treated and move on. History tells me new STI will develop that will be fugly and will take long time to develop treatment. I don't want to be on frontline for that, but I'm not living of fear. Brave means enjoying my life in spite of my fears.
I have suffered many consequences for my "fun." Arrested. STD treatments. No kids. Beat up, raped, and locked in closet for 24hrs by my boss at 18, I think had a lot to do with "just go with hearts desires and fuck guilt." I really never had a great conscience. I also don't give a fuck what others think. My Higher Power loves me just as I am. ONLY my HP can remove my character defects. I am a senior citizen now who enjoys my life today. The answer is in the 12-Steps, sponsorship, meetings. I rarely share this shit in meetings. I just endure the consequences with acceptance and courage. I admit I missed whole lot of life's best pleasures not having children. I am grateful for everything, and too selfish to have children now.
Today I challenge myself to accept everybody for who they are. Thanks.
Oh yeah I’ve thought the same regarding some of the common ones when condom’s have broke, and I’ve somehow lucked the fuck out. Herpes and HIV scare me a ton though. Really don’t want a one time decision to have a negative effect for the rest of my life, but that applies to a lot of things really. My roommate in college let his Syphillis go untreated and eventually his skin started legitimately falling off of his hands. He’d have us put latex/Nitrite type rubber gloves with olive oil in them to cover his hands while he slept. The docs said he only had a couple more years max before it would’ve spread to severe deterioration and brain damage.
I still want a kiddo I think. I’m getting to the age where if I don’t find someone to settle down with relatively soon I probably won’t though. I love myself a lot more than ever, and the dating game has changed so much it’s not the easiest to find someone I’d necessarily want as a life partner.
Man! I’m so happy this can be a place where you can be your true UNFILTERED self. All of us need that. Hell I haven’t told a lot of people about the stuff I mentioned in this post and I was hoping my honesty & humility would inspire others to do the same. Talk is cheap, but it can be so healing especially if you’ve kept it in for a long time.
Welll I think your relatable ---- not disgusting. You set out on a mission, to get off, and you fucking succeeded !!
Plus my Monday at work has sucked so far, until I read this and started reminiscing lmao
Hey man it’s primal! Sometimes you have to get the satisfaction and it can be just about any damn way except for jerking off.
LOL! Well hey man- I’m glad I could make your day at work a little bit better.
Make today your bitch!
Sex addiction is no joke bro, I've done the cuck thing before --. Ngl it scared me a little after I nutted cuz I'm sitting there like....is this dude gonna rage on me? What if he has a change of heart? There's a LOT of trust involved in that's shit! I was much younger too college age like you described. And dating apps weren't pay to play back in the day, one shirtless pick on the sauce was enough to flood the inbox lol. It was like an obsession, but it gets old after a while. I'm married now, life is vanilla now but at least it's predictable, as i don't have random bs to deal with from random people all the time. Just the same person daily lol. And the MOST extreme?? Full on trans girl, she was bad, you wouldn't even know dude.....yeah....lol gear turns your already pre-existing sex addiction into full on MENACE mode! --
Very very true dude. I don’t even wanna tell any of my stories. I spent a small fortune on hotels.
Lol it's all good man, no judgement, I blame the sauce --
M gf has this bathing suits she wears that shows clevage and it’s HOT!!! I can’t not try and get it when she wears it. And she wears conservative church type clothes all of the time so when I see a little I get turned on. She gets annoyed because I want it right in the kitchen while cooking dinner
Fuck man I’d love a good little outwardly presenting formal/christian girl… they’re always the complete opposite when it comes time for the night moves lol!
Too many women these days are OBSESSED with attention and damn near plaster their lives as scantily dressed as possible online to as many people as possible. It’s narcissism at its finest.
My girl is the opposite. She has that one bathing site she wears for me but if it shows anything then she won’t Eleanor. That woman made me wait 6 months to hit it when me started dating. It’s what made me take her seriously. I thought it was going to be just a temporary Thing.
I had some of the same thoughts but I was much larger than the dude and doubted it’d get that far if something bad was planned. Looking back super dumb lol.
Damn full on tranny?!? That’s where I gotta draw the line. Dicks just aren’t even a thing in my sexual vocabulary and Im not sure I’d be able to perform or even interested in performing if they had one- no matter how hot they look. Was it enjoyable?
I won’t deny some post-surgery and modern T’s look super woman like.
Yeah dude, no one gives better head than someone with a dick -- holes a hole, desperate times -- yeah, I wasile, I'm definitely bigger than this dude, but I'm not bullet proof --
I’m going to have to take your word for it LOL! I was raised Baptist and pretty homophobic for my adolescent years maybe that has something to do with it. I have no hate in my heart at all anymore for anyone, but that just isn’t something I’d like to try no matter how horny hahaha.
More power to ya!
Way different than my firearm post, but had you in mind again @Drexyl considering our similar experience LOL!