Where do i begin. Well I am a 45 yr old male that was diagnosed with low 2 4yrs ago. It was all great at first, they recommended Dr. in my area that was great. The guy genuinely cared about his patience and for me he was a Godsend. I had spent the last few years going to many appointments trying to find out why i felt so tired all the time, as years passed my sex drive was the last to go. at the time 8yr marriage was on the rocks & if it wasnt for my doc marriage would of ended soon. He got me set up on injections & a couple adjustments to my dosage later I felt better than i had in years & my marriage was doing better than great. To keep from going on and on, fast forward 4 years & my marriage is over and my life sucks right now. Why, well i 2yrs after getting my life back on track I was blindsided with another illness & it become so expensive to treat & I had lost my job. So i had to get on medicare, so my Dr dropped me & said now im on medicare its illegal to accept cash from me. I can not find any help, no one will help me with medicare, my marriage has been over for almost 2 years now & no relationship last long with a man with absolutely no sex drive. I NEED YOUR HELP GUYs, im becoming very depressed & i dont know what to do or who to tun to. Ive always been a pretty private guy & ive always taken cre of myself & loved ones so this is new for me. I know if i dont reach out to someone and get help my depression is going to destroy me. My days are getting darker & i know exactly why but theres nothing i can do at this point. All i want is to be able to get my Test. and live a normal life again. Any help in that regards will be appreciated beyond words.