Well as always allow me to play devils advocate a moment here. I had quite the opposite experience whilst on Tren over a year ago now. See, I was hitting the Tren paranoia button pretty hard and trippin about some nagging bits and bobs of info from out past that had never sat quite right with me. For example, Wifey had some very "odd" messages from an ex co-worker in her FB folder. This same person I had many uneasy gut feelings and suspicions about. Normally in the past I'd have just said "knock it off you're being a paranoid dumbass. Let it go." But not that time my friends. The Tren Ace was telling me that I needed to dig and pick at this scab because something was rotten underneath the surface. And I was too good to be lied to any longer. That I was worth more than I'd been treated. The Tren gave me anger, willpower, and determination to persist and get to the bottom of this shit that I knew in my heart to be enormous troubles, and a deep disrespect for me. So long story shirt is that I demanded to be told the truth because Tren told me that I was worth every bit of said truth. Without the anger, paranoia, and ultimately the confidence it gave me I may never have had been "man enough" to face and demand some of the dark, unpleasant truths that had been lurking just below the surface of my marriage. And yes a full confession was made by her that she had indeed cheated, multiple times, in our marriage bed, while I worked a job I despised to pay for a beach apartment that I never fucking wanted. So moral of the story is that Tren can supercharge any set of emotions-be they positive or negative. That's your call. But Tren is a crazy fucking drug that is not for the faint of heart. Just yet another of the myriad reasons that a motherfucker had better put on his respect cap when dealing with Tren for more reasons other than just the physical sides. Because compared to the intense mental sides Tren can induce the physical sides can seem downright trivial at times. Respect the Tren men. It demands it of you. And please take what I say as a word of caution to the users that haven't touched Tren and think it's a little game. It's not. Be ready to deal with some hairy shit while riding the Tren Train to crazy town sometimes.

It did that to me as well so I went with 6 weeks pct to feel normal again. It did bring us closer together and ultimately, marriage. Definitly a trip after the odd jealous bs during Las weeks of cycle. Very odd chemical. .

It's the basic version of in order to appreciate the good you must experience the bad. In this case the bad was all just hypothetical bullshit in your head, but you still felt the same emotions and we're still in this same mindset as if it was really happening and she was really going to leave you. Which caused your brain chemistry to react to the situation as if it really was happening. Therefore whether it was real or not is irrelevant. The fact of the matter is you know how it would feel, ( the depression, the anxiety and sadness, the anger, etc.), if your wife ever left you, therefore you know you don't want those feelings to return and are now willing to do anything you can to stop that from happening and appreciate more of the fact that she is right there with you and you know how lucky you are to have her. In reality when it comes to experiences and memories and the feeling of good and bad when it comes to a certain situation is based on our past emotions and feelings in a certain situation. So we recall those feelings and relive that situation over again subconsciously in our brains when trying to make a decision that is based on something similar. If that makes any sense. Basically before you actually thought your wife was going to be leaving you you did not fully understand the emotions that would come along with it so you could not empathize with your self when thinking about that situation ever happening. But now when thinking about that situation happening you can empathize with yourself because you've actually experienced those feelings that go along with it. Yes, there is definitely a change in brain chemistry. But that is just a normal everyday thing. Granted that is a drastic one so you realize it more so than if say for instance a show on TV you don't like is about to come on. You change the channel because you know that show does not create good feelings for you. It does not make you happy. It's not something you think about but past experiences with that TV show didnt make you feel good therefore you do not want to experience that TV show so you change the channel. That's a change in brain chemistry whether it is realized or not. I'm glad you went through that and hopefully you don't forget. Because as time goes on those memories of the depression and sadness you felt are going to fade a little bit and not be so strong so it can be easy to forget just how bad you felt when you thought you were losing her. Keep those negative memories alive and vivid so you can more so enjoy those positive moments and feelings you will be experiencing with her from now on. Wonderful post my man +