alright fellas, well right after my last post a few days ago my sleep went to shit, worse then ive ever experienced, im talking 2 nights in a row with less then a few hours total sleep on double sleep aid dose, it was all bad! im not sure if the tren levels are getting higher and my body responded to it or what, I dont feel the tren yet but im at 20 days right now. I stopped the MENT day before yesterday and slept well last night and into the morning, I cant tell right now if im feeling a crash already or if im experiencing exhaust from lack of sleep. I havent been able to eat worth a shit and certainly couldnt train, migraine headache and miserable as fuck. im gonna hit up the gym here in a little while and ill post on how that goes. nips are sore again today, more then they where before. gonna drop 1mg dex, drink some coffee and see how the gym goes with no preworkout compound. feel like shit! BP never changed. weight is still the same. feel like a weak mortal human being today, sense of well being is gone right now

well I just got back from the gym, another good workout, great pumps and intensity just like the other days. I really like the way this compound gets me in the groove of lifting after only 2 sets, like seriously there has been a few days now where i just didnt feel much like the gym, to many people in it and I been working all day in the heat, but like clock work second set im feeling it. I definitely feel like i peaked on this compound and the dose im running around a week ago, the 100mg/d dose is not to high of a dose as it was said in alot of the other write ups on this compound. strangely enough my sides are not as bad now as they where there for a few days, but i also doubled sleep aid dose. A nandrolone derivative I can say that it does feel simular to a NPP/tren cycle, but not as strong as they claim it to be. I dont get estrogen problems on high doses of test or really any other compound anymore, I will retain water on D-bol but thats about it so far, this compound did give me sore nips and some water retention at 100mg/d, I think that one of the keys to using this compound would be dialing in the estrogen to work in your benefit, it may very well be part of the reason that I get into the groove like I do, a little water retention always makes me feel better then normal. So for me it was .25 EOD. those estrogen sides are strange in the way they come on similar to the compound, it took over a week to kick in and the estro didnt get bad till about 2 weeks which is right about the time it felt like it peaked. Now my diet has not been very dialed like it should have been to give the best review on this but i have gained some weight and that is even after running the dex. although it is a 19nor I had no problems with sex drive and I didnt run any caber and my test dose was only 200mg/w. BP was a problem there for a few days but lisinopril took care of that no problem. to me it feels like it is stronger then test by about 3 times, close to NPP as far as fullness, and far from tren. but remember this is as a stand alone compound right now as I got nothing else kicking. I can add to this that 3-4 days ago i added 75mg of drol preworkout, drol that I ran at the beginning of this cycle and I know is good and I couldnt tell any difference from the MENT, so for those of you that have used drol as a preworkout you can see where im coming from as far as the drive that I get from it. I dont think much else is gonna happen at this point, until the hex kicks in the next week(hopefully). I stand firm in the fact that by itself this compound does not give ANY strength gains. it does give a good sense of well being and confidence and im excited to see how it mixes with the tren.

Hit the gym pretty hard this morning, back and bi's. back felt really good today and although I wasnt setting any new records I was going heavy set after set and before i got to biceps I was having a hell of a time not throwing up, once again the thing that really stands out is my intensity. today is a weekend so i dont have to deal with many people and so far today hasnt been to bad. nips are still a little bit sore so im gonna hit another dose of dex, weight still up 5 pounds from start.

last couple of days this stuff is giving me the aggression sides like tren, I been pissed off most of the day and really cold right now, just need to t-off on someone. I dont care to talk to anyone and im ready to snap at anything. my whole train of thought right now is fuck everything. ill get a moment of sanity and then its back, sitting in the car today with the A/C blowing in my face and im sweating thinking about smashing some dude i know that drove by and didnt wave back at me when I put my hand up on the steering wheel. Fuck and im gonna into a tren cycle after this, lovely! :).....25mg dex took care of water, nips are still a little sore if I push hard on them. I did the same thing last night with the double dose of sleep pills and it worked well, I woke groggy but nothing some coffee couldnt straighten out. missed the gym tonight, to many obligations, but ill hit it first thing in the morn.

I read a bunch of times that this compound is for power lifters because of the strength gains, well so far all i can do is LOL at that because like tren this stuff gives me the psychological edge to lift things that i cant lift, difference is on tren I really can lift them. today I start with barbell incline, normally I dont go heavier then 275 but ive gone as high as 335 so in my head I know I can do it, and on tren or D-bol ive done it several times just for fucks sake. yeah so today I go up to 315 and im feeling good so go for the 335, no fucking way was that going up. ive done that several times now you know like when you get to drinking and your badder then you are? same shit here! however I could imagine dropping this dose down to 50mg/d and running some tren with it and getting some freaky aggression sides, ah yes but keep in mind tren and MENT are both 19nor....depending on my HEX sides i might try to drop MENT dosage and give it a whirl, im interested to see how bad my insomnia is when the 2 meet in a few weeks.

well I feel a little more rested, still woke several times and did my 2am wide awake like i have been but this time as soon as i woke i popped a second dose of sleep pills, I remember seeing the clock at 4am but when the alarm went off at 645am I was in a much needed deep sleep. chest and triceps today. oh yeah and I have been forgetting to weigh myself in the morn, but this morning i checked and im up 5 pounds

yesterdays leg workout was like the others, the one thing that really stands out to me is the focus and drive I get from this compound, dont get me wrong i get that from other compounds but not so much as a stand alone, a cycle with multiple compounds will do that to me. physiologically this is a great steroid, I can assure you I will be running it again in the future. I was tempted this morning to add in prop @100mg/d for the next few weeks but i dont want to amplify the sleep sides im having right now. they are starting to slowly take their toll very similar to what tren does to me without the irritation SO FAR. it hasnt failed me yet to wake right around 2am and toss and turn the rest of night. to think about it this is almost exactly the sleep patterns I get on 100mg/d tren-a. it will be interesting to see what happens when the hex kicks in.

another shitty night of sleep, I dreamed that I made it through the whole night and was very excited that i got a good nights sleep only to open my eyes and see that it was a dream and it was only 2:18am.....Traps feel great this morning already sore as fuck, like i said I dont count reps or sets much just go to where im at failure and it sure felt like yesterday was a much harder workout and evidently it was, I completed almost every one of my shrug sets pinning my shoulders to my ears and holding it as long as i could. Shoulders are slightly sore as well. arms look fuller, body feels tighter, morning weight hasnt changed. legs today