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+ 5 Up 25lbs of FAT

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I’m not sure what I’m going to accomplish posting this picture. In late 2019 I was 25 lbs leaner strong and killing the gym, for me at least. 2020 hits and I’ve lost all motivation to hit the weights and do cardio. When I do go it’s like I’m counting the seconds until I get to leave the gym. Idk what to do, I can’t seem to get my mind back in the right place. For whatever reason night time is my weakness and typically when my diets fail, I have this terrible all or nothing mentality that kills my drive if I slip up just a little, it will just spiral into a 7 day long carbapalooza ! Here goes nothing prolly gonna take some shit for this but maybe that’s what my fat ass needs!!

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Bill1976's picture

I just went through it. I got my motivation back when I saw how skinny and weak I looked.

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Bjmoney85's picture

God man I wish I looked in the mirror and saw skinny! All I see is how my love handles are wider than my shoulders! :(
BUT everyday presents new opportunities for growth, no matter how shitty I eat I’ve been training hard and strength is going up, even got a few compliments on my arms from some honeys at work lol. Dad bud on point lol

Sosa123's picture

Welcome back bill lol

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Sosa123's picture

If u don’t want the 25lbs. I’ll take it lmao +1

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Serrajitsu0876's picture

Bro with the size of your back, if you add 25lbs you ain’t fittin thru doorways anymore. Silverback status lol

Sosa123's picture

Haha! It really sucks wen everyone stares at you and says “ yea he’s using something “ lol

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Halsey's picture

Fuck man, I dont have that problem at all. Lol

Bjmoney85's picture

Bro you don’t want the fucking love handles that go along with it!!

Bjmoney85's picture

Thanks Bro, I’ve gotten a lot of really great advice posting this up! Appreciate u

Bjmoney85's picture

Thanks bro!!!

Goose24's picture

Is there a picture missing from this post or something? Because this could have easily been discussed in a regular forum rather a picture forum with only a pic of a scale... looks like a karma grab on the surface.

Bjmoney85's picture

Yea their is, the pic with me was haunted lol. If you had got here earlier you could have got a glimpse of my beautiful B cups and gut.

Datdude's picture

I’ll share something that helps me.

Don’t rely on motivation, it’s a feeling and will come and go.

Discipline is what gets you there!

Stay blessed and stay healthy

Bjmoney85's picture

I really like that man!!!

keithkirby90057's picture

That part ^^^^^^^

Also prepping meals before for the week always helps me. My diet is always the toughest part about this lifestyle for me.

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Halsey's picture

Dude I just saw it, it looks like a gorilla. Look in the mirror on the left.

Bjmoney85's picture

Your a funny guy Molina

Bjmoney85's picture

Ohh shit ! Gahhh that gorilla is my wife! Lol

Bjmoney85's picture

Thanks bro I’m gonna hold myself to this, so in 1 month I’m gonna post another scale pic good or bad!

GrowMore's picture

Out of morbid curiosity do you have a photo of yourself before you gained the fat and lost interest in the gym.

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Bjmoney85's picture

Ha not similar enough to this one. I see where your going with this though, I know my base is still weAk

GrowMore's picture

I wasn’t going anywhere with it bro I just wondered. I’m not judging, I’ve got out of shape plenty of times albeit not because I fell out of love of the gym, rather life’s responsibilities. What does your diet look like?

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Bjmoney85's picture

It’s looks clean AF mon- Friday then for whatever reason I guess bc I lack self control a few beers or splitting a dessert with the wife at a restaurant turns into an all out fucking binder with food it’s disgusting! And that’s if I can get back on track by Monday

GrowMore's picture

Sounds like you’re ready for that push. Start prepping meals so you’re not tempted to slip up.

Post up your diet my man let’s see it.

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Bjmoney85's picture

Will do man !! Gonna plan this out !

press1's picture

Gonna have to speak my mind here I'm afraid - What are you doing taking steroids?

If you lack even a menial amount of discipline and drive which is how it looks then why are you hanging around on SI pages talking about steroid cycles you have bought?

Bjmoney85's picture

I just thought if I had that shit staring at me it would drive me to drop the pounds, I’m not dumb enough to run anything with this BF I’d have tits in a few weeks lol or working tits I should say since I’m prolly at a B cup now!

press1's picture

Sorry - I was in an Assy mood earlier Bud ++

Bjmoney85's picture

It’s ok bro, sometimes I need a good kick in the ass!

maddogg's picture

The older I get the easier it has been to not eat late at night. Unless I smoke pot.
Not saying you are but that’s the only way I’d put 25 lbs of fat on that fast and have no motivation in the gym. So if your are please stop and your motivation will return and your appetite will be easier to control

Bjmoney85's picture

Nah man I don’t smoke pot, thanks for trying to help. I wish it could be that easy!

Halsey's picture

Everybody's motivation is a bit different. It really doesn't matter what it is, as long as it sticks. I personally have a fear of being a "has been" ie a fat slob of walking death. I'm going to ride this shit show until my wheels fall off.

Like most people these days, I've had problems with depression and self worth/image. I found out years ago that pain and suffering, through exercise, quite the mind. Once I started, it just kept building on its self, diet, supplements, etc.

There is no answer I can give you. You have to find your own catalist to get your fire burning.

+1 for being honest and showing a real pic.

Bjmoney85's picture

Thanks bro it’s just soo frustrating bc I have had that FiRE in the gym and about my diet before, I’ve just got to find a way to relight it before it’s to late!