Was always a skinny fuck in hs, then starting bulking up and loved the big feeling, moving weights, watching shirts get tighter and scale weight go up. Then I realized that with my shirt off I looked like shit. Took a lot of time and talk with some bodybuilding friends and eventually I decided that I ultimately needed to cut down to a reasonable body fat. Going to get down to 8 %. Posted these after looking at my first post cycle pics and looked terrible. Lean is the way to be for sure.