While sitting here eating 16oz ground white chicken and 4tbsp of hummus I wonder what sacrifices others are making at the moment. That’s for the shout out bro! You are one of the good ones.
Hey Brother! Mate, I’m flattered to be one of your inspirations.
Actually made me happy and smile!! I didn’t have much time as I was lifting 200 kg panels of glass but was very surprised to see a lot of mixed comments here
Whatever! Keep doing what you’re doing, brother. This forum has actually brought me closer to a group of blokes than with people that I’ve known for 30 years! I actually chat to them on a regular basis! I’m actually starting to feel top of my game again, lifting some heavy weight that I’d never thought I’d ever lift again. This forum is great. Little bit strict on some of the rules haha but I only try to do good by people, and all I expect is respect back. That’s the most important thing to me in life Is respect. Respect those who have been doing this sport for a long time, respect people who have just started to do the sport and are looking for help, respect those who need help and just want some reassurance. Respect those who need guidance in the right direction! As long as it’s mutual.
Good shit, brother! Keep smashing it. Can’t wait to do my next progress post.
You are an inspiration brother without a doubt. Just seeing what you went through and where you are now along with the good attitude that you have just blows my mind. Keep working hard man!
Wow did this go all crazy !!! @DeeMan good seeing ya pushing low dosages and still looking swole
Sucks to see you guys going back & forth but hopefully it motivates everyone to push it in the gym
HEY FELLAS. EVERYONE JUST STOP AND RESET. I have been here on eroids for almost 14 years without a ban. I have no friends here. Friends are in real life fellas. Family matters so much. I have gotten great info from @DeeMan and @anvil and @press and so many of the guys here. Everyone just drop all this bickering. If comes off as very feminine. Men don't do this and you guys know what time it is. Let the woman yap. Keep it positive. And if someone is creating dissection or factions then stay away from them. Im thankful we all have another day of life. Quite honestly I think both dee and anvil look good. I aspire to be a greater man.
@inzer777 I appreciate that boss and being that your avatar is Inzer I always liked as you know why. Man that's what a good vet is suppose to do so thanks. Yes we all are acting like some damn kids and due to negativity I'll end up taking post down which I prepared for. For the record I've tried to have man to man talks with each one of those guys and if they can ever be civil I have no issues getting to the root of the problem. That's what men are suppose to do instead of arguing like little teenage girls. I'm no better than anyone and whoever accepts me accepts me. I learned at an early age to judge a man by his actions and not what another man tells me. Again I appreciate the guys that see this situation for what it really is. Until my last day on Earth I'll always be a man who stands on my own 2 feet who is willing to help another man and not tear him down. At the end of the day it's all opinions man and this is the Internet. No need for insecurity, bitterness or fighting.
Also another member just messaged me about pics being posted on this forum and what he said was exactly my thoughts... gotta be careful about posting pics. And if so you gotta be smart about it, so the way I've done things with pics have a purpose. Bottom line
Damn I can't even come back from handling some serious business out of town without running into these guy's negativity. Like a member just told me, I need to start charging there asses for a monthly membership. Puss Pack membership starting at 19.99 a month! Damn! Lol. Unbelievable
Lol these Boyz wanna really measure my dick and I simply told them to get out the ruler, yet Anvil is still swinging from my testicles like Tarzan. All talk my man. I gave them the opportunity so I give up. Too late now. Offer is closed. Nah can't come asking later on for me to post up. Nope they had their chance. It's silly. Didn't mention any of them yet they're asking for my dick size. It's weird. I'll let them argue amongst themselves
Well, my dick is more like a huge clitoris with just an empty sack underneath so I'm out of that competition... Trenbolone is a bitch. Now that I think about it, maybe I'm becoming a Tranny without knowing it!
Nah, for me the biggest problem is the lack of deep REM sleep. Don't get me wrong I get annoyed easily, but I always remember that on Tren everything seems to be like a huge deal when it's really not.
It might seem a bit hypocritical, because I have use it countless times, but I would advise against it if you ask me. The thing is that once you use it, you will want every cycle to feel like that and it just won't feel like that. So after that, every cycle without Tren will seem just ok, but not in your face awesome. So if I knew that then, I would've never used it. Just so you undertand a cycle including Trenbolone is like hot sweaty sex with Bianca Censori while Kanye is crying outside the door. After that a cycle of only Testosterone is like jerking off while watching a music video of just Kanye. Disappointing. Lol
First additional compounded I added was tren. Soon as I stopped I wanted more. I walked around feeling like I had a 12inch cock lmao! I felt extremely confident on it and strength was fuckin awesome. I only hit 350mg/weekly and I’m eager to see what 500-600mg would do.
Aye u lost me with jerking off while watching Kanye video lol. What you jerking off to ...His song, I'm a Monster? That song is a banger. Anyways I remember seeing a study long ago on tren affecting the brain. I'll need to find that study. Wasn't good though.
I read somewhere that all 19nors are neurodegenerative. Deca seems like a friendly compound but it's actually very damaging to the brain, I get very bad depression from deca, I hate it. On the other hand, I react very well to Tren, go figure. Some people get depressed or anxious from EQ and masteron. Anyway everyone reacts different to all this shit.
Interesting. I was planning on using decca mast in the future or possibly NPP over decca. I have plenty of time to research.
Also, good info on tren. Sounds like coke, a drug you chase that 1st high but can never attain it again.
Only difference between npp and deca is ester. One holds a bit more water but at end of the day both have same metabolites that linger in your body for up to a year or so. Gotta beware when steroid testing comes around. Get popped easily.
Yeah some 19nors seem to be more Neuro toxic than others. And yes both EQ and Deca are known to cause depression in some guys. Goes to show that it's not a one shoe size approach to this stuff. Deca has a tendency to weaken blood vessels if I remember right and EQ affects the kidneys in a certain way that's not good. Gotta remember kidneys are what it's blood EPO boosting affects come from also so not surprised. But at end of the day it's all bad that's why bloods and safe cycling matters.
I blame progestergenic activity for a lot of those mental ups and downs- going from 13inch dick confidence to thinking your girl is cheating within a day lol.
There is more and more being discovered about high levels and progesterone exposure especially in the womb prenatally is linked to gay sexual prowess, or really I should say they increasingly identified as something “other than heterosexual”
Bet it’s also somewhat linked to why people become such sexual deviants on things changing progestogenic activity
Yeah progesterone plays a part for sure. Thing is though Progesterone and estrogen work hand and hand. Didn't know about progesterone in womb being linked to gay sexual prowess.
The concept of balance in life should be discussed more. Is a very healthy thing to practice this every day. We would be better people by practicing this every day.
Glad u said that and I agree. So my buddy gave me the ok to say this but a year ago or so he and his family had some serious issues going on. There was a death and family decided to sue in court. Long story short my buddy benefited the most from that lawsuit and do you know a good number of his family tried to fight and do other things to him.....all over money that he intended to share with them all. It was greed man plain and simple. So to your point, their balance is all thrown off and that's close family I'm speaking of. This world is a mess.
Money will bring out the worst in people. It truly is the root of evil. I was self employed for almost a decade and made good money during that time. My parents didn’t know how much I made. One day my cousin called me and said he I was talked to your dad and I mentioned how well you were doing and how much you made last month then he started talking hella shit about you. Just wanted to let you know bc I think it’s wrong. Went to talk to my dad and about it and didn’t talk to my parents for years! Apparently I was greedy by not giving them money every month? Keep in mind I left at 15yrs old was homeless for a year and didn’t talk to them for half a decade. Re kindled the relationship with them only for them to tell me I owe them lmao. I also let them borrow money during that time on a monthly basis.
@Sithx66 that's crazy man! But I can believe that 100 percent. I saw what my buddy was going through and I knew his intentions, hell I grew up with the guy. He was happy and always talked about helping his family. He just is a good dude but I think in both cases with your family and his family..they felt a sense of entitlement which is beyond me. I mean I get family may need help but at the same time what about the one who's actually giving out the money? That's folks for you nowadays though. And as far as you, man your story probably is worse than his story. I mean you were homeless.
That’s exactly what it is entitlement. Simply bc they are my parent I owe them? Sexual abuse, physical abuse, proximal neglect and i owe them? Crazy part is i spent my early 20s desperately seeking their approval that’s why id let them borrow money. These people would go to mex, la, Florida for vacation come back and wouldn’t have money for rent and I’d give it to them no questions asked. Or they didn’t have enough for bills or whatever the fuck. I didn’t care what it was I’d give them money. Saddest part is I’d do it for that one moment after I handed them that money. The praise I always wanted as a child. For them to hug me and tell me how much they love me and how happy they are that I’m their son.
It took stupid years to realize I had Stockholm syndrome. Wanting to please the people who abused me so they can love me. It took several years of therapy to acknowledge this.
O well lmao. Ultimately it made me who I am today. For that I am grateful
You don't want to hear this but honor them. But feed them with a long handed spoon if possible. IF POSSIBLE is the key. Hell if not possible put your head down and keep it moving. Unfortunately that's how it is sometimes. Good old traditional family days are long gone. @Sithx66 you know what not to do to your family now. It's all a learning experience
Your last sentences sums it all up my man! Look that's horrible what you went through but what doesn't kill you is supposed to mold you into something way stronger than how you use to be. Look grown ups can say this and that about one another but when it comes to innocent kids that's were I draw the line. They are kids that probably don't know any better due to the environment that was given to them by no choice. I've seen this type of thing happen over and over and honestly it can really mess a kid up mentally or psychologically. Sociology teaches that we tend to be a product of our environment which I don't agree with 100 percent. But environment does play a part no doubt.
Looks like Brittany appears getting her ass whooped.
Guess she did do it again... SMH
Lmao!
@DeeMan You just lost 1000 karma. Next time you post the same picture again just to create drama i'll drop your karma to 0.
Enjoy the 7 day ban.
While sitting here eating 16oz ground white chicken and 4tbsp of hummus I wonder what sacrifices others are making at the moment. That’s for the shout out bro! You are one of the good ones.
Some pythons you’ve got there my man. Hard work is paying off.
Goddamn @DeeMan
Watch out for those papercuts on your forearm
I appreciate that brother. Your arms are damn near bigger than mines are. Those look like .50 cal you're carrying
Hey Brother! Mate, I’m flattered to be one of your inspirations.
Actually made me happy and smile!! I didn’t have much time as I was lifting 200 kg panels of glass but was very surprised to see a lot of mixed comments here
Whatever! Keep doing what you’re doing, brother. This forum has actually brought me closer to a group of blokes than with people that I’ve known for 30 years! I actually chat to them on a regular basis! I’m actually starting to feel top of my game again, lifting some heavy weight that I’d never thought I’d ever lift again. This forum is great. Little bit strict on some of the rules haha but I only try to do good by people, and all I expect is respect back. That’s the most important thing to me in life Is respect. Respect those who have been doing this sport for a long time, respect people who have just started to do the sport and are looking for help, respect those who need help and just want some reassurance. Respect those who need guidance in the right direction! As long as it’s mutual.
Good shit, brother! Keep smashing it. Can’t wait to do my next progress post.
You are an inspiration brother without a doubt. Just seeing what you went through and where you are now along with the good attitude that you have just blows my mind. Keep working hard man!
Yooo..fuken swole arm...
I appreciate that
Wow did this go all crazy !!!
@DeeMan good seeing ya pushing low dosages and still looking swole
Sucks to see you guys going back & forth but hopefully it motivates everyone to push it in the gym
I appreciate that @wanted and I understand
Like I said before glad you're back.
HEY FELLAS. EVERYONE JUST STOP AND RESET. I have been here on eroids for almost 14 years without a ban. I have no friends here. Friends are in real life fellas. Family matters so much. I have gotten great info from @DeeMan and @anvil and @press and so many of the guys here. Everyone just drop all this bickering. If comes off as very feminine. Men don't do this and you guys know what time it is. Let the woman yap. Keep it positive. And if someone is creating dissection or factions then stay away from them. Im thankful we all have another day of life. Quite honestly I think both dee and anvil look good. I aspire to be a greater man.
@inzer777 I appreciate that boss and being that your avatar is Inzer I always liked as you know why. Man that's what a good vet is suppose to do so thanks. Yes we all are acting like some damn kids and due to negativity I'll end up taking post down which I prepared for. For the record I've tried to have man to man talks with each one of those guys and if they can ever be civil I have no issues getting to the root of the problem. That's what men are suppose to do instead of arguing like little teenage girls. I'm no better than anyone and whoever accepts me accepts me. I learned at an early age to judge a man by his actions and not what another man tells me. Again I appreciate the guys that see this situation for what it really is. Until my last day on Earth I'll always be a man who stands on my own 2 feet who is willing to help another man and not tear him down. At the end of the day it's all opinions man and this is the Internet. No need for insecurity, bitterness or fighting.
Also another member just messaged me about pics being posted on this forum and what he said was exactly my thoughts... gotta be careful about posting pics. And if so you gotta be smart about it, so the way I've done things with pics have a purpose. Bottom line
An elbow has a purpose?
Oh yeah another member messaged you , wow
Damn I can't even come back from handling some serious business out of town without running into these guy's negativity. Like a member just told me, I need to start charging there asses for a monthly membership. Puss Pack membership starting at 19.99 a month! Damn! Lol. Unbelievable
Now kids; Eat your Lucky Charms and go play outside.
... and my dick is biggest one in here.
Lol these Boyz wanna really measure my dick and I simply told them to get out the ruler, yet Anvil is still swinging from my testicles like Tarzan. All talk my man. I gave them the opportunity so I give up. Too late now. Offer is closed. Nah can't come asking later on for me to post up. Nope they had their chance. It's silly. Didn't mention any of them yet they're asking for my dick size. It's weird. I'll let them argue amongst themselves
Well, my dick is more like a huge clitoris with just an empty sack underneath so I'm out of that competition... Trenbolone is a bitch. Now that I think about it, maybe I'm becoming a Tranny without knowing it!
Better invest in one of those pumps lol
Y'all and that damn Tren lol! Damn it's that bad? You get temper flare ups?
Nah, for me the biggest problem is the lack of deep REM sleep. Don't get me wrong I get annoyed easily, but I always remember that on Tren everything seems to be like a huge deal when it's really not.
I've learned that good REM sleep is everything. That's why I have to be careful because my sleep patterns are a bit off at times.
It might seem a bit hypocritical, because I have use it countless times, but I would advise against it if you ask me. The thing is that once you use it, you will want every cycle to feel like that and it just won't feel like that. So after that, every cycle without Tren will seem just ok, but not in your face awesome. So if I knew that then, I would've never used it. Just so you undertand a cycle including Trenbolone is like hot sweaty sex with Bianca Censori while Kanye is crying outside the door. After that a cycle of only Testosterone is like jerking off while watching a music video of just Kanye. Disappointing. Lol
First additional compounded I added was tren. Soon as I stopped I wanted more. I walked around feeling like I had a 12inch cock lmao! I felt extremely confident on it and strength was fuckin awesome. I only hit 350mg/weekly and I’m eager to see what 500-600mg would do.
Basically I got turned out by tren lmao
Welcome to the dark side! Lol
Aye u lost me with jerking off while watching Kanye video lol. What you jerking off to ...His song, I'm a Monster? That song is a banger. Anyways I remember seeing a study long ago on tren affecting the brain. I'll need to find that study. Wasn't good though.
There's nothing good about Tren besides body recomp and feeling superhuman. Everything else is bad.
That's real talk. Some guys probably needed to hear that
I read somewhere that all 19nors are neurodegenerative. Deca seems like a friendly compound but it's actually very damaging to the brain, I get very bad depression from deca, I hate it. On the other hand, I react very well to Tren, go figure. Some people get depressed or anxious from EQ and masteron. Anyway everyone reacts different to all this shit.
Interesting. I was planning on using decca mast in the future or possibly NPP over decca. I have plenty of time to research.
Also, good info on tren. Sounds like coke, a drug you chase that 1st high but can never attain it again.
Testosterone with masteron is a gold combo. Very useful if you know how to play with the ratios. @wanted is knowledge in the use of masteron.
Yeah he's still trying to convince me to use his mast ratios. Tried long ago but maybe he has a better idea.
Looking to try it for my 3rd cycle. Will give me plenty of time to pick his brain a bit
Only difference between npp and deca is ester. One holds a bit more water but at end of the day both have same metabolites that linger in your body for up to a year or so. Gotta beware when steroid testing comes around. Get popped easily.
Yeah some 19nors seem to be more Neuro toxic than others. And yes both EQ and Deca are known to cause depression in some guys. Goes to show that it's not a one shoe size approach to this stuff. Deca has a tendency to weaken blood vessels if I remember right and EQ affects the kidneys in a certain way that's not good. Gotta remember kidneys are what it's blood EPO boosting affects come from also so not surprised. But at end of the day it's all bad that's why bloods and safe cycling matters.
I blame progestergenic activity for a lot of those mental ups and downs- going from 13inch dick confidence to thinking your girl is cheating within a day lol.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/28374065/#:~:text=Compared%20to%20the%20....
There is more and more being discovered about high levels and progesterone exposure especially in the womb prenatally is linked to gay sexual prowess, or really I should say they increasingly identified as something “other than heterosexual”
Bet it’s also somewhat linked to why people become such sexual deviants on things changing progestogenic activity
Yeah progesterone plays a part for sure. Thing is though Progesterone and estrogen work hand and hand. Didn't know about progesterone in womb being linked to gay sexual prowess.
That's mighty interesting! Worth of researching more in depth.
Too bad is one of the many risks we encounter in this hormone manipulation lifestyle.
Like anything else it comes down to balance which sometimes we don't have. Something slightly off can cause a cascade of issues.
The concept of balance in life should be discussed more. Is a very healthy thing to practice this every day. We would be better people by practicing this every day.
Glad u said that and I agree. So my buddy gave me the ok to say this but a year ago or so he and his family had some serious issues going on. There was a death and family decided to sue in court. Long story short my buddy benefited the most from that lawsuit and do you know a good number of his family tried to fight and do other things to him.....all over money that he intended to share with them all. It was greed man plain and simple. So to your point, their balance is all thrown off and that's close family I'm speaking of. This world is a mess.
Money will bring out the worst in people. It truly is the root of evil. I was self employed for almost a decade and made good money during that time. My parents didn’t know how much I made. One day my cousin called me and said he I was talked to your dad and I mentioned how well you were doing and how much you made last month then he started talking hella shit about you. Just wanted to let you know bc I think it’s wrong. Went to talk to my dad and about it and didn’t talk to my parents for years! Apparently I was greedy by not giving them money every month? Keep in mind I left at 15yrs old was homeless for a year and didn’t talk to them for half a decade. Re kindled the relationship with them only for them to tell me I owe them lmao. I also let them borrow money during that time on a monthly basis.
@Sithx66 that's crazy man! But I can believe that 100 percent. I saw what my buddy was going through and I knew his intentions, hell I grew up with the guy. He was happy and always talked about helping his family. He just is a good dude but I think in both cases with your family and his family..they felt a sense of entitlement which is beyond me. I mean I get family may need help but at the same time what about the one who's actually giving out the money? That's folks for you nowadays though. And as far as you, man your story probably is worse than his story. I mean you were homeless.
That’s exactly what it is entitlement. Simply bc they are my parent I owe them? Sexual abuse, physical abuse, proximal neglect and i owe them? Crazy part is i spent my early 20s desperately seeking their approval that’s why id let them borrow money. These people would go to mex, la, Florida for vacation come back and wouldn’t have money for rent and I’d give it to them no questions asked. Or they didn’t have enough for bills or whatever the fuck. I didn’t care what it was I’d give them money. Saddest part is I’d do it for that one moment after I handed them that money. The praise I always wanted as a child. For them to hug me and tell me how much they love me and how happy they are that I’m their son.
It took stupid years to realize I had Stockholm syndrome. Wanting to please the people who abused me so they can love me. It took several years of therapy to acknowledge this.
O well lmao. Ultimately it made me who I am today. For that I am grateful
You don't want to hear this but honor them. But feed them with a long handed spoon if possible. IF POSSIBLE is the key. Hell if not possible put your head down and keep it moving. Unfortunately that's how it is sometimes. Good old traditional family days are long gone. @Sithx66 you know what not to do to your family now. It's all a learning experience
Your last sentences sums it all up my man! Look that's horrible what you went through but what doesn't kill you is supposed to mold you into something way stronger than how you use to be. Look grown ups can say this and that about one another but when it comes to innocent kids that's were I draw the line. They are kids that probably don't know any better due to the environment that was given to them by no choice. I've seen this type of thing happen over and over and honestly it can really mess a kid up mentally or psychologically. Sociology teaches that we tend to be a product of our environment which I don't agree with 100 percent. But environment does play a part no doubt.