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An introduction. Been a while. Just come back from a relapse. Been a recovered addict for 7 years but in December my addiction came back and i'd had no power to recsist the hopelesness. After 20 days in hell again i'm no 2 months c&s and back to the gym. I'v put on 7 kilos (now at 87kg)
Aiming for 90 kilo(no gear yet) hittin small pr's every week, focus on hypertrophy, good stretch and controlled reps. Nice to feel the mind/muscle connection again. Diet is at 2500 cals 40-40-20 macros. Preparing a test e only 16 weeks cycle with some test p kickstart. Nice to be back in the community and fellowship we have togheter here in this amazing plattform. Will be back with update on the cycle. Blessed weekend bros and brozettes

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Pimpskillet's picture

Props on shakin those demons bro. There's recovering addicts everywhere. You ain't alone my guy

ShredBundy's picture

Thank you brotha. Whatever it takes. One day at a time

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lundgren's picture

Hello,

Without indiscretion addict from what ?
Addiction need to work 24/24 7/7 it's a long fight, you need the right tool and .... The most important thing is to make your brain understand that addiction only brings bad things.

Depend what addiction do you have, DSI peptide are very interesting (in case you don't know this molecule)

I wish to you the best and give to you lot positive vibes, if you want to talk by mp 24/24 7/7 dont hesitate.

Take care (⁠•⁠ө⁠•⁠)⁠♡

ShredBundy's picture

Drug addiction my brother. I've been hooked on every drug out there. Been going through them all. My favorite drug off choice is what u have to offer today. So the last drug i started to get firmilliary with was cocaine. Before i got into recobery last time and now the relapse, coke was on my mind and my body 24/7
Usually it leaves the urin in 1-4 days after intake. It took me 3 weeks to clean up my body and for the drug to leave the urin. Thank you for comment, apriciate your kind words. Have a good one pal

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lundgren's picture

Hello my friend,

Well to be honest i don't know very well the cocaïne but ... If i have well understand that's have a big impact at the brain and at the reward system level from dopamine, and when your get to much dose / posologie it's like heavy opiates or opioids
(as heroin, fentanyl, oxycodone etc...) and when the effect of the drug (half-life) are finished you have a symptom called "craving" and you feel very bad / sick mentally and after some time physically you may have pain all over your body.

At first you may feel very hot with heavy sweating followed by feeling very cold with cold sweats.

Your digestive system may also be affected, with initial hard stools followed by diarrhea.
You may also experience severe nausea for days or even weeks, along with a significant loss of appetite.

I discussed your case with an emergency doctor a few hours ago.
He told me that there is no antidote for cocaine, but they can use a molecule to accelerate the metabolism of cocaine and eliminate it more quickly.

If you are really motivated to stop, you can try the pyramid method.
For example, if you are at 1g per day, you can reduce it to 0.9 g for one week, then 0.8 g the second, 0.7 g the third week, etc.

For opioids or opiates this method help a lot .,.

I need to stop oxycodone this or next week, and at the dosage the doctor prescribed for this medication, if i suddenly stop taking it, i could die.
So I'm going to use the pyramid technique.

I hope that's helping a minimum a little bit and like i said if toi want to talk by MP dont hesitate.

You are stronger than you think, and you are capable of stopping and ensuring that you no longer consume this poison.

If your "friends" are taking hard drugs, you might need to clean up your contacts, especially the one who sells you the product.

Take Care (⁠•⁠ө⁠•⁠)⁠♡

ShredBundy's picture

U i can see my self in many things u are mentioning. The physical cravings and the impact on the reward system is spot on. It also fucks up the digestive system, because ur not eating much. But the mental part is fucked up. Only thoughts is on next line even i did one 5 min ago. Last 24 hours 5 g where submitted into my body. I've stopped over 2 months ago so on agood path now.
Opiat addiction and the abstinence from the drugs there are much worse than coke. I've been there to, but never picked up heroin since then. U feel naucia, cant sleep, aiking in all over the body, fever, womit yeah the whole thing. Peptides i dont know very much about. Reading up on it once in a while. But as of my understanding there is a jungle out there with how to encance ur body and mind. Body hacking is a word i see oftener.

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lundgren's picture

Good morning,

Did you know that certain types of exercise can significantly increase endorphin stimulation and produce an extremely intense feeling of euphoria?

If you're truly motivated to quit using the pyramid technique (as mentioned in my previous post), a healthy lifestyle and a good diet combined with intense workouts can greatly help you quit drugs.

I wish to you the best, and have a blessed day with lot positive vibes / energy for your next training.

Sincerely,
Lundgren -

Brolly6898's picture

Stay away from the blues and clr that's the cocktail here in town

Knowyourrole88's picture

You look great brother as a recovering addict my self we battle them demons everyday. If you don't mind me asking what were you using? And your proof that muscle memory is a thing. It's always very hard for me around the holidays thank God for the gym because I'm sure you know brotha you gotta stay busy and keep going to the gym bc idle time.is bad time for most of us recovering addicts. Wish you the best of luck brother you look great.

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ShredBundy's picture

Coke was my favorite this time. Yeah really, muscle memory is a good thing. Boredom is one of the enemys. Thank u for the kind words. See u on the battlefield brother

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PhillyMelvin_Smelvin's picture

Good job man, God is good!

ShredBundy's picture

Thank brotha, apriciate ur words

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C4RDX's picture

Glad you pulled through and you're back on track.

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ShredBundy's picture

Yes, me too brotha. Have a good one

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SwolePumps's picture

It takes a lot of strength to pull yourself out of tough situations. Many don’t have the strength you do. Good on you man for bettering your life and health. I wish you all the best of luck.

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ShredBundy's picture

Thank you swole. Apriciate the nice commemt. Iv'e done it before, i know what it takes. And that is whatever it takes. A nice natty ol friend sad that all the time.HAHA RIP Rich P.

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ShredBundy's picture

Thank you brother. I'm trying to put in the effort i need to get back on track. For now i have push, pull, legs to try hit every muscle 2 times a week for maximum natty gains on a small cal deficit.
Making the path to start the cycle in a couple of weeks

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