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  • IrishWOLFhound   •   Thu, Jun 25th, '20 22:17   •   35 replies, 295 views

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Posted this in gear pictures because I'm not posting it for karma

kidney results I got

ethylene glycol poisoning is antifreeze/coolant that goes in a car.

Doctor said a mouthful can kill, I drank about 400ml and another overdose in January with tablets. Happy with the results, I thought they might be damaged.

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  • Cochise
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Wow This sucks man. Glad you are doing ok now. You got me thinking deep about myself now, thanks Bro, and take care of yourself here on out and enjoy life. There is so much to it

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Thanks buddy

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Wolfhound you just brought an awareness of a reality that is going on right now with a lot of people and needed to be brought to the forefront. Thank you for your honesty and sharing. There is no shame in it and dont ever feel like it is.

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You got that right covid and everything else is messing with everyone in some way.
damn pumped is that you in the profile pic? Looks like your Putting in work!

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The real me in in my pics. My older daughter was having fun with her app. Its only on my avatar so im not perpetrating. But its mostly me, im still putting in work. Got weights at home and i stay home like im on house arrest. Self isolation when you work in a nursing home has its pros and cons. You can focus on family and working out but boring as all.... lol

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Wolf! In 2005-2007 i was in a toxic relationship and within 2 year period tried 3 times. My parents never gave up praying and im a new man today. They spent so much times on their knees, prayer requests in church, i was in a coma twice. Just didn't see any other way. But now with Jesus in my life, new wife and kids i dont see how i ever felt like leaving this world. I will continue to pray for you and you are here and alive as a testimony. Even if your story touches one person it is all for God!

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Wtf? Glad you lucky bastard made it through and you're still on the road. Stay safe, bro!

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Lol yeah I'm a lucky bastard. Doctors were shocked I recovered ar all

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  • Roid Rager
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Please get the help you need. Life is too short already. I hope you get better and learn to enjoy this life.

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Thanks mate

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Hope you're mentally in a better place brother

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Yeah thanks feel more positive these days

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Damm irish...

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Damn x100 lol thanks

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May your blessing outnumber the shamrocks that grow
And may trouble avoid you wherever you go

♧IRISH BLESSINGS♧
Not my quote but i hope you know you never alone on here

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I like that that quote :)

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FR sent.

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Was this an accident or intentional mate?

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Intentional pal. Was in a coma for about a week, couldn't walk for a few weeks or go to the toilet. Had to wear one of those bags. Had to use a wheelchair

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Is your eye appointment soon mate?

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Was at the doctor in at 4pm mate, appointment for laser eye surgery. He's hopeful it'll work :)

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That's Bloody brilliant mate :-) I'm extremely happy for you

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Thanks for being honest. People need to talk about mental health more. Instead of just telling everyone they are ok when they are not.
At times I would talk to people and hoping they could see in my face the mental anguish I was in. But they don't pick up on it.
I feel your pain brother. In a dark place now myself but trying to push on cause I've got young kids.
I hope you are in a better state of mind now.

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And thats our problem we wont say anything thats why its up to us to be real attentive to those close to us so we see the signs they are subliminaly giving us. I was there. And having kids will not prevent us because we convince ourselves that our loved ones are better without us and we are doing it to help them so they can move on and have someone more deserving care for them. So be careful yourself and admitting right now that you are in a dark place is a great step out of it already. Depression tricks us.

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You know I never looked at it like that bud, I always thought if I had children that they would make me want to stay but I guess yes - I can see how you would think they would be better off without you. Interesting perspective if you haven't been there yourself. It's like when others say why can't you just stop drinking for me - aren't I enough? But its not about that is it, its that you are too scared to stop and cannot mentally see a way out of it.

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After my suicide attempts i was called " SELFISH" "SELF CENTERED" "WEAK" "TRYING TO JUST TAKE THE EASY ROAD OUT WHILE WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH LIFE". You get a lot of anger also from loved ones because they dont understand or thats their only way they know to cope with it either. They try tough love, soft love, section you, but its only when God is done pruning you. When you prune you cut off the dead limbs to grow a bigger healthier bush and i think thats what is happening with us survivors. The ones that dont make it i dont know what to say because there must be a greater purpose.

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Christ Bud - You have to just say to yourself mate that although you may feel like utter hell mentally at the given moment there will come a point when it passes like now. And doing things like this you are only harming yourself and damaging things internally so when you are wanting to run gear and train again you are gonna really regret doing it, I know its easier said than done at the time. Its like when I was an alcoholic and I hated life and myself that much that I almost purposely let myself go including not brushing my teeth for days on end - now I'm paying the price for it as it caused a lot of decay prematurely which I'm having to get put right now. I permanently live in regret over it and cannot believe I did it. Don't do this kind of thing ever again bud!!!

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Yeah it's done damage internally, doctor said it's damaged my eyes, Ill lose my sight within 10 years so I won't see my kids grow up. I've only got 10% vision in my left eye and 60% in my right eye

. Will need a kidney transplant too in a few years, my family got tested and their not a match so I'll have to rely on getting a kidney from a stranger.

No damage at the moment but doctor said it's only a matter of time but oh well I'll just have to get on with it.
It's my own fault so I deserve everything that happens to me mate.

Yeah alcohols a killer, glad your doing better now buddy

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When they look for a kidney donor what do they check - is it blood group?

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Bloods and some other stuff. My bloods came back OK so hopefully they'll keep coming back ok