Good question, to me it is just a look, very hard to describe, I am not even sure "new" is the word I should be using. The pro's here probably have a better description. In the future tho I would suggest if you are going to cycle you should really lock down your diet and workout. As much gain as you did make for this last cycle it pales compared to what you could have achieved. I didn't look how long you have been a member here but if you hang around for awhile you will see some amazing transformations and many of them will be accomplished with diet and testosterone alone. But you still have to lift and lift religiously.