I found out I had a total testosterone of 230 after feeling run down from starting at the gym and losing my sex drive. I'm only 30! This photo is two weeks into Organon sus 250 (500mg/week) and dbol (sarcoplex) 45mg/ed. Still a long way to go, but notice muscles popping in the triceps and shoulders. By the way, I don't have gyno though the photo looks like it. This is just fatty tissue (man breasts, I know, damnit) that is a combo of being genetically blessed and running at 230 testosterone. I've had then all my life and taking off my shirt has also been embarrassing. My weight has gone up from 184lbs to 198lbs. My bench has gone from 175lbs to 245lbs (4 reps) and all other compound lifts have risen significantly. I've dropped 2 sizes in my pants, so I'm shedding fat too. I've notice the most significant growth in shoulders, chest and triceps. Biceps and back have lagged; I think mainly because I was doing the wrong exercises and switched exclusively to compound movements (bent over barbell rows, chin-ups, barbell curls).

I don't think I'm holding much water weight, can't see bloat anywhere. Don't have any signs of gyno. Blood pressure is good. Basically, no side effects besides increase strength and muscle tone and appetite and oily skin (but no acne, I had that really bad as an adolescent and it hasn't come back except the normal small zits in humid weather). I still feel tired and sore for 1-2 days after training. And libido is not very good. I also sometimes don't sleep well with a 3 month old baby in the house, but I shoot for at least 7 hours.

So I'd be curious to know what your thoughts on the libido issues. The first week on sus/dbol I had erections strong and powerful, but they've fallen off. Don't seem to have any other estrogen related sides. Blood work next week. I'm thinking of upping to 750mg/week of sustanon. Any thoughts?