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Page 283 = "When we stop living in the here and now, our problems become magnified unreasonably."
I have a difficult time making plans for the future. I have a difficult time letting go of the past too.
It is easy for me to look at today.
Recently, I was on my home from a party. There were people using at the party but not me. A drunk driver with no insurance going the wrong way on American highway, nearly hit me head on. He hit the drivers door. I was traveling 60 mph. My Cadillac was flipped around so the car continued west bound at 60mph(100K) but I was facing east and the car slammed into a 40 foot tall retaining wall. All the airbags deployed. I threw up a few times from hitting my head 2X but the air curtain prevented a serious head injury. I had my safety belt on. My elbow and knee hurt, but I expect to make a full recovery without therapy, just aspirin. Insurance adjuster told that car performed exactly like it was supposed to. She sees cars all the time the airbags failed to deploy and the passengers paid a price.
I am having CRAZY mood swings. So grateful to be alive I am dancing in the streets when I get to walk my dog. Later in the day I'm sad because I can't do something I want to do because my beautiful Cadillac DTS is destroyed. I can't just buy a new one of those, GM & Ford do not make any large sedans anymore. My insurance only gave me half ($7G) of what it will take to buy a used low mileage car(around $10 to 20G). Life is unfair today, & I'm feeling it.
Grateful My package ordered Sept 01 from BasicStero intl arrived today 09/29. 2 PharmaMix 300 (Masteron) & 2 Sustanon 300 + a gift of Clen.
My challenge = stay away from self-pity & stay grateful & LIFT.
Enjoy today~!
Thanks for reading this Auto.
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Believe brotha i know the struggle. When I was in the military after my last deployment we caught a ride back on the ship we where attached to USS kearsarge LHD 3 assault ship i ended up falling down a 35 ft latter wale and shattered both my feet and both tib/fibs. I was in a wheel chair for 6 months and 5 surgeries latter I begun a year long journey of learning to walk again. So I know all about self pity and how comfortable it can be.. but I am in the same boat with not having a work truck my car was set on fire last year over shit i did in my addiction years ago . Is what sucks I just payed it off the month before and drop my full coverage to liability LOL. Right. I have been saving to buy a new truck but like you said the prices of used vehicles are crazy they want 10× more.then whats its worth and even worse they have to many miles... but thats life on lifes term.
REMEMBER YUKON JACK WHEN WE SHARE LIKE YOU DID IT TAKES THE POWER OUT OF IT OR AWAY FROM IT. and it can no longer take hold over us or our thoughts or actions
Easy does it and one day at a time
What's a latter wale mate? 35ft seems a long way!
Yukon_JackThank u for sharing auto
NICE POST BUDDY
Glad you are okay mate, I was reading a powerlifting post on another site last night about this guy who use to compete who was in a car crash also - apart from he wasn't so lucky .....
He is now paralysed from the waist down but is trying to rebuild his bench with zero leg or back drive, when he trains he also soils himself as he no longer has any control over his bowels so this often happens when he is laid on the bench in the middle of the gym.
At least you are not injured mate and I hope you are well pal
Fuckin' Right Bro~! Glad to hear you could follow my ramblin'. Thanks