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Lacking motivation

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Ok here's the situation. Back in April I got h1n1 flu then as a result got strepacaucial phenmonia in both lungs. I was put on a ventilator. Then while I was still under sedation my lungs began to bleed. I coded three times during the three weeks I was asleep. Finally the docs got me better but I lost around 50 lbs during this time and had to learn to walk again. My legs looked like chicken legs. Well now it's September and I'm finally all better but weight is still low. I can't seem to find the motivation to get back in the gym. I'll get all pumped up but when it's time to workout it's just all gone. I have no plans of cycling for a bit but I long to get back to what I love but when it's time to make the move I just can't for some reason. My dr told me if I wasn't in the shape I was in before this happened I would have died without a doubt. I just wander if any of you could help me get back to the life I enjoy. Thanks for any help.

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Just want to say thanks to those who replied. But you all are right it's time to nut up or shut up. I beat death so yeah I got this I'm not giving up on the lifestyle I enjoy so much. If it wasn't for body building I know I would have died so I have to get up dust my self off and go on.

McMeanie87's picture

Wow bro ur lucky to be alive...but why would you beat something that dangerous that almost took ur life to just sit around afterwards and not enjoy the life you did have...get ur ass back to the gym and get bit done bro..u had enough strength to beat death so I know u have enough strength to overcome a simple lack of motivation..a body in motion stays in motion.

MedDx's picture

You will get back to where you were. Sounds like the strep was beta-hemolytic. U are lucky u r alive because all beta strep wants to do is live and it will kill the host.to survive.

Were u off cycle when you got H1N1? When are you going back for a follow up visit to the MD? Are u working? And, how is your diet macros, currently?

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Yeah I was off cycle at the time I became I'll. If I remember correct I was about 4 weeks post pct. right now my diet had been pretty much eat everything to try to get strength and weight up some. I do work I went back to work first of last month. I had been going for check ups every two weeks and now dr has me coming just once a month. I actually hit the gym just a little bit ago. Not a great workout but man it felt great. It's great to have a place such as this to talk to brothers in iron.

MedDx's picture

Stay hydrated and get some boost and protein powder. If you get some blood work, post it up so we can see it.

Sounds like you are eating well. Just eat every two to three hours.....you will get there...

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