How long until I feel excited about life again?
Ended first cycle around new years. twelve week cycle.
22 years old
test e 500/w
dbol 30-50mg
Just finishing up my last week of clomid, I ran out of nolva.
But i was doing
Clomid - 100/50/50/50
Nolva - 40/40/20/ran out
It was amazing, I loved every minute of the cycle. This could be seriously addicting, im starting to think that pro bb's are living the life now, these guys are like straight junkie's, never come off.
I expected a crash, and not to say I'm crashing any harder than others, but I don't have anyone to talk to about it, i did the cycle alone. And I'm not in my home state even. I just don't feel happy, plain and simple, even though my body is still looking great, i've leaned out a ton on pct, i think my body responds very well to them. Plus im hooking up with this beautiful girl, I really dont have much to be depressed about, school is good and money is coming pretty easily as well. Thats just my situation.
one thing im not clear about is the hardest part, or "crash", is it switching to pct, or is the crash even harder once i get off clomid and my estrogen is spiked? Emotionally and libido speaking.
Thanks guys for any imput or just reassurance. appreciate it fellow juiceheads
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Smoke a little green, just a puff or two. This will make you relax and forget about these things, can also be beneficial in the gym to "get you in the zone".
Listen, does the girl live with you? Do you have kids? If those answers are NO then your golden bro. Add that shit to your plate and let me know how you feel
I've actually been doing quite a bit of that.. probably too much last week. I feel like a blunt was too much for my hormones at the time, it was a strange emotional stoned feeling i cant exactly put my finger on. That other shit though really puts it in perspective thanks bro things are actually startin to look up now
I've actually been doing quite a bit of that.. probably too much last week. I feel like a blunt was too much for my hormones at the time, it was a strange emotional stoned feeling i cant exactly put my finger on. That other shit though really puts it in perspective thanks bro things are actually startin to look up now
How did you feel while you were doing PCT?
A couple of my gym acquaintances hate doing Clomid because they get pretty much how you feel right now while taking it. Thing get back to normal for them after.
Only advice I can give is to try to relax, it'll end soon enough when your body gets back on track.
Well I'm still actually on PCT. This should be my last week. My balls are fat now, but they haven't been getting excersised due to low libido.
I've been thinking that maybe the clomid is doing this emotional shit to me, been reading a lot of that. would u suggest i keep going another week, i have nolva now too jsut got it.
I also have HCG, would you reccommend a jump start or no? thanks bro
did you run the dbol for all 12 weeks?
It'll get better but your cycle really did crush your awesome natty test. Be patient. Try to think long term and do stuff you like to do. This is hopefully temporary.
You are young and it is hard to think months in advance more or less years. 30 is forever away.
The deal now is off cycle, your natty test is low and it'll take time to recover and hopefully it fully recovers. In the meantime, estrogen dominates. The clomid/nolva is to help kick start natty test. You hit yourself hard, got good results, but just aren't happy, I think it is definitely the low test. The clomid/nolva don't work overnight for most folks.
Give it a couple of more weeks. I think it'll all come together.
no way just for the first 6 weeks man I like having a liver haha. I definitly did have some awsome natty test, i could try and find the results from this last august, both numbers were off the charts (or normal range, you know) and its got me thinking more long term. I don't regret it though, its a lifestyle choice you know? plus no matter what harsh ass steroids or supplements i put into my body, ill still be miles ahead of all my friends my age health wise.
I still have HCG, would it be a good idea to just shock my system for a few days in a row with 5000 iu? oh yeah btw i ran that during cycle too, but I think i might have fucked up cause i stopped taking it the last week of my injections, meaning i was shut down completely for the last month basically... feel pretty dumb for that one.
I ended my cycle about the same time as you and i feel great its possible your pct was no good or you might need to run the clomid a bit longer possibly everybody recomends 4 weeks of clomid 100/100/50/50 but i am running it an extra week . Another thing everybody is different as far as rwcovery times after a cycle but you could always get blood work done to see what your levels are at
I have insurance and I had my blood done last year, test was higher than it should have been, but im young so my doctor said i got nothing to worry about. thing is, my doctor back home cant know about it, she just can't. should i hook up with a new doc just to get a blood test? i doubt it will be too much money. and how long exactly should i wait after pct to get the most accurate level to judge my recovery? thanks bro, love the bravo!
If u want a lab to use friend rquest me and ill send you a link to the one i use they have lots of locations and resonably priced
Hey man you don't need a doc at all to get blood tests...you can order any test online for a fraction of the cost. Then you just choose a lab in your area and go there to give your blood sample (or urine depending) I use a site called labsmd.com. They even allow you to get your results online. It's the best thing ever. I just did a basic workup for my pre-cycle baseline and I think the serum testosterone portion was like $45 or thereabouts. No Doctors required my friend. I’ve seen other sites that post even cheaper prices but I've been using this one for years and it has always been awesome. If you use them keep in mind they will say that your results may take a week or so but mine almost always come back in three days (not counting weekends). Hope this is some help to you brother. Good luck!