posted Tue, 10/05/2021 - 06:47
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Borderline Personality Disorder & Anxiety?
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I'm a newbie so please stay with me. I have Borderline Personality Disorder, which pretty much means I am emotionally unstable. I read that anabolics can create mood swings and increase anxiety, and I also have a crippling anxiety disorder. Is there a specific protocol I could go through to make sure I don't act out and possibly injure someone or myself?
Any help would be appreciated. Thanks.
Total T: 550 ng/dl
Free T: 136 pg/mL
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Tren will fuck your entire life up.
If you take psych meds continue to do so.
Testosterone moderatley shouldnt be an issue just dont alter or play around with your meds and dont drink alcohol or take drugs.
Im the only one thats crazy and fucked in the head in this forum mate, back the fook up.
Lol.
AnonIf you are having mental and/or emotional problems that are resulting in you going to jail, rehab, or a psychiatric ward then you should not use steroids bro. Going cold turkey off steroids because you've been locked up for felony assault wouldn't be fun, and could cause other health issues. Something to think about man.
TronThis is basically what you just said in A nutshell...
I'm kinda fucking crazy. I'm on the verge of splitting off into different personalities at any given time...but MAYBE not. My Anxiety is so bad that it prevents me from having A normal life. I read Anabolic steroids can very possibly affect all my ailments in A horrible way in which there's A good chance I'll end up hurting myself and or others... BUT MAYBE...just MAYBE...one of you complete stranger juiced up steroid junkies has some underground... GENIUS protocol...that if I follow (which you will) it will somehow overlook my psychiatrict diagnosis...glide right on by ANY side effects...and allow me to do A cycle of Anabolic steroids so that I may gain some muscle and strength in which IF I were to flip out and hurt myself or someone else my newly enhanced strength and size would cause much more damage at an accelerated rate.....???
Sounds like A good plan
You could turn out to be some kind of weird Dr Jekyll Mr Hyde type weirdo villain or some shit...that might be pretty cool...Like the Suicide Squad.
I don't plan on ever exceeding 1200 ng/dl. This is just self-medicated TRT.
No,...... it's a cycle.
No, you are NOT broderline low T.
OCD, yes.
Let me ask you, are you going to get weekly blood test to stabilize your levels ,...... or just wing it at 4 grams a week??
I agree, his natty numbers are not bad at all!
Molinin302Consult a physician, you're thinking about playing with fire. You WILL get burnt.
It's kind of a risky one to give a verdict on this - because it can go either way. Running gear and lifting weights can give you a lot more confidence and get rid of specific disorders like Social anxiety, general anxiety, depression etc. They can literally break you out of your shell and not worry about things nearly half as much as you did OR some find it can make you go the other way and bring A LOT more anxiety and worry into your life as effectively your are increasing your hormonal levels by 10 times easily. You can end up with a lot more mental energy also which may be a good or bad thing depending on how you use it. I do speak from experience here as during my teenage years especially I suffered from horrendous anxiety mainly caused by outside factors and other people, hence why I became an alcoholic to try deal with the way I felt which in the long run made things 100 times worse. I find training especially helps with these feelings as I would probably say 90% of people on here do also. It just depends on how steroids affect you personally which you will never really know until you try a small amount if you are ready to. I'm not condoning you do them just trying to give an honest answer to your question
The most helpful response here. This response made me smile.
Press is knowledgeable and definitely worth listening to or taking advise from but, he’s been known to take advantage of people from time to time…..by that I mean sexually…..he makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside ( just like you said in your response, he made you “ smile”….that’s like getting to first base in his mind!….)…..next thing you know you’ll be sending a few pm’s back n forth and he’s going to ask you for some “ physique “ pics…this is where he hooks you….he’s a slick character for sure!…yes he will help you with training and cycle advise blah blah blah, however, he has a way of subliminally suggesting to that you send him shirtless body pics….trust me on this I know, it happened to me…..my advise is to keep your wits about you, do ALOT of research on your own to avoid these kinds of predators, ….my advise to you is to get off the gear, recover, delete all your dick pics ( in case he asks) …and ask ol drock on who you should trust around here…I’d be happy to help you out !…just pm me your before n after chest day workout pics first….
RustyhookerSo when we exchanged pix of our baloon knots it was all a scheme? I feel so violated!
Call me......
No Rusty it wasn’t a scam…I was just horny
RustyhookerHahaha!!! Creep factor level 10 achieved. Haa
Well Thanks a lot Drock for screwing all that up for me, I put a good 5 minutes into that comment and now you've undone it all. I thought I had me some fresh bait there .....
Sorry buddy, I was overcome by kindness….I’ve been watching to much lifetime tv…
RustyhookerSo you got whst you WANTED to hear and gave 2 shitz about not going psychotic on your neighbor....
Can you accept my friend request please. I have a private question.
RustyhookerNo
Oh my! Im dying!
RustyhookerI really enjiy helping folks. But this troll is level 10. Gotta appreciate that. Lol
I swear Im not trolling. I just need help. Please.
RustyhookerDont run roids....
Do you think maybe Tren would help him reach his goals without affecting his mental stability?
RustyhookerPositively reversing the negatives with proactives? You may be onto something! -2 +2 =0 therefore negating the summary as a whole. Thus enhansing the prospect of counter revolutionizing the forementioned, WHICH will be actively proactive. Its virtually like being cured in the 4th dimension where space and time cease to exist shadowing the speed in which E=MC² was written in the first place.
Virtual biometrics enhansed
RustyhookerIts sll new science....its the rage now. Lol
Precisely!! Did you know that light actually bends around a black hole and does not get swallowed by it? Its the reason primo is widely used for general roadside assistance available exclusively through censoredlabs. Limp bizkit, Keep trollin trollin trollin
I know you'll be trollin this shit right here cuz if you dont care, then we dont care.
RustyhookerSelf made mosh put ensues!!!
last thing I would do with personality disorder and anxiety is run a cycle.
Yes, talk to your doctor, not us internet Dr's but a real doctor that charges you or your insurance money and has a real office.
Are you going to the internet doctors conference next month? I believe it's in Miami this year. I've already printed my degree using my inkjet printer.
Molinin302Who's name did you pull for the Pollyanna? Hopefully the breakfast buffet is better this go round.
Man, it looks so much more professional if you let Fed Ex (formerly Kinko) laser jet print it.
And I'm a No Go for Miami.
Your numbers look decent enough not to use gear. If you suffer from anxiety/etc. I'd stay away from gear and focus on diet and working out. Tbh, without your mental stability, none of this shit is worth it.
If your hell bent on gear, then look into beginners cycle and doing properly timed blood work.
I don't want to go to insane levels like over 2000. I'm just doing self-medicated TRT to get to high normal levels. Like 1000-1200.
1200 might be pushing it but I don't care to go over 1300 tbh. I'm not running a cycle to get some gains, I'm just borderline low T and It's more for hormone-related injuries in the past.
You are shutting your HPTA down for really little in return trying to get to a so called high normal level. Be prepared to do for the rest of your life if that is the direction you are choosing.
won't I be okay as long as I stay away from compounds that are harsh on hpta
TricepatopsTestosterone is TRT and that shuts down HPTA like Makwa said. There is no other compound out there made for TRT. So one this tells me you haven't even researched it enough to do anything even if you didn't have your disorders. Pretty much everyone on here is looking out for you and your health by asking you to ask your doctor. Talk to him and tell him the reasons why you want to get on some test to give you higher levels.