so day starts good. i have been a little off this week since i started back on cycle. seems i been getting some headaches from my cycle. been getting better though. I needed to adjust and i am. so today i wake up feeling good, do my thing, im going to the hospital to see my lovely wife. (mwagsgurly) shes supposed to be coming home this week. ive neglected a few issues with the car. so i decide before i go see her ill get them fixed. 2 front tires, a new battery and the muffler replaced. a few hundred later. im off to go see her. well car starts being retarded. "BAM!" mother fucking transmission took a shit. car is done, my stupid ass decided since i knew right away what it was, ill try to get it home slow and steady. "BOOM!" took out the engine. if shit could only get worse i think. oh it does im 9 miles from home and in a total phone dead zone. i walk a while and get signal to find no one answering my calls. what little money i got left i used for the tow truck. i cant catch a fucking break i tell ya. I had started saving money again for a down payment on a new vehicle, which is now gone. V.A. and SSD dont make ends meet half the time so i feel the strangling effects of stress, and the agressive nature of a fresh prop cycle. as i get near home a cock sucker spit out his car window and guess where it landed. today may end bloody if i dont get my ass to the gym soon.